When Demon Child Become Human
␑| Human

No-no, this is wrong.

No matter how many times he said things that seemed reasonable and true, the other side in the chest niche could not accept it.

"Your existence in the midst of men only brings misfortune, to you and them. You shouldn't be with them."

True to what he said, I am only an entity that will spread terror among men; my presence means destruction, and therefore I always pray and beg for forgiveness. This self is despicable. Signs will be forgiven just like dreams as big as corn kernels. However, I have no right to judge my end; it is inappropriate to have such a decision.

I'm not God!

I have a second chance and this is my chance! I am grateful for this opportunity, the terror in the previous world was limited to my stupidity. Ignorance is a sin and I learned it well. Why wasted? Why run away from my own life?

I still remember what Lord Metatron said. Remembering his words, who is this being .. Who can he go beyond the words of the scribe of God? Who is he to utter bitter words, judge, and rule my destiny?

"If you don't interfere in their affairs, you will live a better life. Don't you hate yourself so much?"

It's called running!

Run and just run. If so, how can I atone for my sins? Then hurt yourself, make people who care about me hurt. Does he, who is now in front of me, care about me?

From a long time ago I was too immersed in melancholia; too afraid of everything, but I was not the only one like that.

I'm no longer alone!

Unwilling ... continue to be shackled, drowning in endless pain. The future is uncertain, but I can start it with my own hands. It just takes experience and knowledge, I can make a resolution.

The proof, to be able to face and re-grasp the sword that I had been afraid of; which had all this time made me lose my mind; which had been a terror filled my heart. Not always the feared thing is scary. Fear, because it is difficult to accept the truth and reality that is not as bad as expected.

What Arthur and Daniel said is in my mind.

"Maybe if you weren't there from the beginning, things would be better."

Nah!

Many ... many are grateful for my presence. Some feel helped by my existence! Although all my actions are stupid for not having a logical basis for how to be human in general, no one hates this pitiful body! Instead they give thanks to my strangeness; my eternity. They thanked me for what I was.

It reminds me of Cecil's words. Being myself, even this despicable, is enough!

At first, I thought it was just a very beautiful dream; I thought it was just an exaggerated pity; I thought it was impossible for this to happen, but. Only fearing the warmth again dissipates and sinks into grief. Just scared, ended up hurting them.

And think like that stupid!

I, all this time looking for affection, why should I throw it away? I am happy to be with Crist and Professor Kaidan, why should I ignore them?!

"Because black cannot unite with white. Just waiting for time, white and black swallow each other."

Who is black; who is white?!

Maybe I'm different, nobody has a soul this dark. Even Lord Metatron himself confirmed this. There is no immortal other than myself in this world. But, I, not completely black. I still have the light! Even a speck; though not much, it is enough and truly illuminating.

From there I realized, no one rejected my existence. They even want me to be free from these shackles and curses; they want me to be as happy as they feel. If only it ended up back alone .. I, wouldn't be completely alone forever.

I have a heart and a memory!

Can feel sad; can feel pain; can feel happy; can feel.

I'm mad!

"You don't need a human. Their sales are just bullshit. If they go away, it's a beautiful world!"

"Yes, I don't need trickery" I said for the first time, inviting a grin at his fanged mouths but the fierce face I now show.

At once Tiamat wailed; reverberation did not like to be deafening, but I continued to exclaim, "I forgot? You made me forget! Toying with my memory, but do you remember .. I cut off one of your heads!"

Both of its huge wings flapped so fiercely that it could probably smash around in a savage whirlwind. His body was struggling; rebelling, the head was writhing as hard as it felt the pain. He howled non-stop but my legs were still firmly imprinted.

"You will suffer and end up alone!"

"Even if I were to be the only one to survive on the face of the earth," I cried out for not wanting to be outdone by the rumbling around, "there would be someone who would always accompany me as himself! And I will hold this memory, until I meet at the end of time!!"

The whole memory in my head overlaps.

However, despite the mess, there will be one that always shines. All the treatment of the Vaughans, I can't forget it. Even though my memories were scrambled like this once, it still kept on imprinting in my mind! And it was boiling, coming out into a heart-burning despair.

It's the warmth I've been looking for; the happiness I wanted, they accepted and were always there for me.

All this time I've been getting it. In front of the eyes all had been seen but the pitch behind the black iris was too thick, kubuta made.

And thanks to you, I was finally able to open my eyes. Thanks to you, I finally realized everything. Thanks to you, I can finally accept it well. Especially after a thousand years of seeing a smile on my own face.

Fate .. I really, can't forget you.

"Stupid you used the past to attack me, because I was already in a different world!" This really makes me angry. "I'll take you to hell with that bastard angel!"

Then the voice sounded like howling wrath mingled with poignancy increasingly piercing the ears. The wind was rushing wildly to the point that the entire ground and surroundings were blown away from the surface, forcing me to cross my arms in front of my face to block it.

I was endlessly grimacing because I was enduring the pressure of such a powerful aura. Up to a point, a blinding light filled the surroundings. Then a burst of heat-stinging fire, felt able to melt the brain.

This time, I closed my eyes to fight him.

"Reeddd!!! Waduh Crist, how is this not waking up?!"

"Welcome was repulsed, but Red was hit by a mental attack. Maybe it was too much for her."

"HUH?! Crazy one! Don't even put on that wry face!" It felt like something was shaking my body violently. "Red, listen! I don't know why that damn dragon is after you, but you're part of us!! You're a member of our family, Dion! Don't lose to the darkness. Please don't go back to how you used to ...."

"Have I failed to lead him this time, Daniel?"

"Huh, why are you following---"

"Why say that? That's not what I think." Immediately I gripped the two hands that were still loyal in my collar until Daniel looked at me in disbelief, obviously from wide-open eyelids and green pupils shrinking. "But I .. very, very angry!"

Really angry!

The heart was pumped strongly over the hardened jaw, I started grinding my teeth roughly with my eyebrows almost fused together. Instantly Daniel shuffled, the hand link was also he forcibly released. Maybe, because my body started to shake like a pulse at the end of a crown.

It felt like it really wanted to explode; everyone stared at me in an unusual fearful expression, even stepping back.

Suddenly the howl I heard was now back; the four heads of Tiamat began to wander. Instantly the thunderous roar of lightning crazed like a death welcome as the aura of his body just slipped apart. Little by little, the ground started burning. Turning into ashes. Dry land is a sign that the temperature is being driven up.

In the melee symphony, other dragons screeches took to the air; no less the screams of the Vaughan members painstakingly resisted the uproar. However, that one of the biggest dragons defeated it all.

"Why are you rejecting us!" auman Tiamat blaring.

Now I stood up, then walked straight toward the core of madness. It felt like my steps were like the resting bearers of the sooty eye that still showed a ferocity. "You said this man, that man, but you forgot ...."

Slowly I pulled Zweihande. Alert with the horses in the great sword glittering defiantly, I also said loudly, "That, I'm HUMAN!!"

I dashed; doing the front and forth and at the same time throwing Zweihande as hard as I could, relying on the power pedestal and the load point triggered a huge destruction power to the point of perfect impact on one of Tiamat's heads.

A storm of grief resounded so fiercely that the earth trembled but here I was choking, "And my name is Red Sirius."