Just a little break
Day (Part 3)

“Why do people enjoy life and work, while I? Still like gini-gini,” grumbled Astrid.

“Eii..why? still the same sprain Ms Inna ya?” I asked him back while holding my left chest that was getting sicker.

“Yaa.iyya laahh. Mahh mahh brother delicious, never got his nagging, because Kak Ady is his favorite child,” he said fiercely.

I stood up and stuck to his desk, touched his shoulder and smiled, then said. If actually. No need to be perfect and how-to, or look for face. If only to be liked by everyone.

But be happy with yourself first. Then we can be happy with others, and others will like us. He looked at me silently, but I knew there was something he wanted to say again.

He replied to me with questions that almost made me unable to answer them. In essence, he felt he could not be like everyone else. He felt that he had many weaknesses and shortcomings.

“Sstt, who would dare to talk to Astrid? he must be a bego man,” said I jokingly.

“I myself Brother who said that,” replied.

“Ohh, if so sorry. I mean, brother is not that. Astrid, umm.for Brother Astrid has it all. Astrid thinks what Astrid has now is less than what Astrid hoped for, but if Astrid sees it from someone else's view. So Astrid has a lot,” said I this time really try to be wise.

He was still trying to ask me with confidence. I call it if he comes from a distinguished family, highly educated, beautiful face, sexy body, have income from work that sometimes mengjenggelin. That's all he has.

“Astrid don't forget how to smile?” ask me then.

He shook his head while smiling sweetly. I also asked if she had forgotten that she had very sweet dimples. Again he shook his head with a smile.

“It's good. Smile and be happy today. Today began to do’a again, today began to move again, today do not let there be sad again. Everything for today and today's story, try your best,”.

“But now is it six o'clock in the afternoon, Brother?” saith.

“Nothing, there is still time for repairs today to be more beautiful. Because tomorrow may not be there,” I added.

“Hmm, iyya Kak,” he said with a fluffy smile.

Then he continued his work again. I pray for maghrib. I also intend to take him home, once he is done with his work. But later before going home, Astrid asked to be anterine to the back toilet.

I want to do a little bit of work for him. By telling me if, as far as I know yesterday just heard the news. There was one of the employees who was waiting for the time to urinate there. Then the time is searched for the location of the laughing voice, the employee did not find anyone.

It has happened many times, and it always happened after Maghrib. That day the others went home. I stayed alone overtime in this room, in the HRGA room. Sii wants overtime until nine o'clock.

But because eight o'clock is sleepy. I finally broke up to go home. But all of a sudden, I really want to boker while eating domino pizza. Because it can not be at once, so I broke up mending boker first.

I finally went to the back toilet. For boker for a while. Keep fit is done. I wash my hands, wash my face to make ilangin a little sleepy. After that, just in time for the road in the corridor.

“Astrid know what Brother saw?” ask me to try in a serious tone.

“Aaan Kak?” he asked back curiously, and I saw a look of terrified faces.

“In front of Brother's eyes there is a white shadow hanging,” said I.

“Hahh! what's Kak?” ask her in surprise.

At first there was no question and no sound from him for a few seconds. But then. My hands were pinched all out with him. His face pouted

“Nyebelin really si, people have been serious tooaaa!” yell, while nyubit with my right arm hard.

Our laughter broke together. It was beautiful to see this laugh. Until all this pain disappears. While laughing. Suddenly, Bu Innar opened the door of his room. He looked straight at me.

Then look left and right. Look at all these rooms. It is like someone who is looking for something. Then Ms. Inna focused her attention on me again while saying.

“Dy, tomorrow you come with me again,” he said.

Shaking his head with serious eyes. At half-time seven, we went home. On the way, Astrid did not stop smiling and held my body tightly while riding the bike. The expression of him is like this, the first time I saw it.

He looked like he was very loose and without the burden of life. He killed everyone he passed, even the cat he greeted. But I tell him, I won't negor him even judge him. The most important thing is his happiness.

After taking Astrid to her front house. I also went back home. In the middle of the journey, I was still thinking about the gaze of Bu Inna earlier. He said he took me again.

Don't take me to that hospital again. Hospitals are more like places of torture than general hospitals in general. But since he's my boss, my aunt.

She's the sister of my mother, she's also the one I've been taking care of for a long time as my parents died. Because it's been calling Mom, so everywhere. Call her mom, rarely call her aunty.

Because he has done so much in my life. So I followed him every way. As long as it doesn't hurt me too much. But the work is much more. There were even some works Astrid gave me again.

More and more piled dehh tuhh work, like dirty clothes. To esokan day. I went to the hospital with Ms. Inna. Arriving at the hospital. I'm surprised why Astrid is here. What the hell is he doing here? dress like a hospital patient.

Ms. Inna was seen discussing with her friend, who was the head of the hospital. Then, his friend, Doctor Rudi, took me to a room. We talked to each other about it.

In fact I also told Dr. Rudi about the work that was again stacked, my left chest that often feels pain lately. Also the matter of Astrid which lately is also often seen wherever my eyes throw his gaze.

Because Dr. Rudi is the head of this hospital. I fad permission for him to be able to stay for a while now. Because Astrid wants to win, and wants to know why she's here.

Finally after that discussion. I am so grateful. Doctor Rudi, I'm going to stay here, with Astrid to get him. Astrid was very happy when she found out about this. As for Ms. Inna, I handed it to Doctor Rudi. Let him explain all this to her.

Inna and Rudi were having a discussion in Rudi's room which was bright and quite spacious. They are both very serious. Inna looks sad, hearing the diagnosis from Ady. Apparently he has schizophrenia.

“Delusions or delusions get worse, Inn,” said Rudi.

Inna could only bow while closing her eyes. Holding back as much crying as possible. Inna know, delusions or delusions are one of the main symptoms of schizophrenia. This condition occurs when the person assumes that.

Something that others think is wrong. It is precisely what is true for him, and which becomes his confidence that no one can refute. So all this time, Astrid was just the woman that Ady had in mind.

Astrid, with all her beauty, is not real.

“Rud, I nitip my nephew yaa,” said Inna later.

Rudi nodded his ass and drove Inna to the ward that Ady occupied during his treatment later. In that ward or in that cell. Inna sees Ady speaking Astrid's name.