Just a little break
What Not to Understand (Part 1)

From the unique encounter it continues into the life of Anton, who was previously empty. Like a body without life. From that day on, he always remembered Arum's face, even though he had been sidelined but it was always at the end of Anton's sharp eyes. Neither when he is closed, nor when he is awake.

Want to eat remember his face, want to drink remember his face, want to sleep remember his face, want to take a shower especially, want work remembered his face. Only when he buried the body of his brother Anton did he remember God and his sins. Until she cried at the funeral.

Anton was well aware of that, he realized why Arum's face was difficult for him to forget, because in the office always

something brought them together. Good office things are complicated to easy. From serious things, to silly things invite laughter.

He never once underestimated the delusion about Arum. Because what is created in the imaginary world, will affect life in the real world, and vice versa. That sounds abstract.

But modern psychology agrees that the subconscious does not distinguish between the real world and fantasy. The mind in the subconscious, especially if it is absorbed with feelings will affect attitudes and behaviors in the real world.

Anton hopes that what he imagines can come true. That afternoon, Anton was in a hurry to get home. When down the stairs. Right on the connection between the first floor stairs with two.

Anton meets with Arum who is also eager to rush up to the top floor because there is important business

urgent. It can't be denied anymore. One of the scenes that often occur in Indian films also occurs.

Bruack.

They both collide with each other. They fell on each other. Each one closed his eyes for a moment. Resist pain while holding and stroking the body part that feels pain. Slowly they started to open their eyes again.

“Ang pain, ukhh,” said Arum who slowly voiced.

Anton who heard and saw Arum whimpering in pain approached and apologized. He gave an excuse if he was in a hurry to get home before Isya's time arrived.

Because he plans to pray Tarawih and Witir berjama’ah on the first night of this Ramadan. Hearing Anton's reason for telling that innocent story, with breath gasping also made Arum smile.

In his heart he said, “This man is very shaleh.”

Anton helps Arum to stand back up, while tidying up his clothes. After making sure between them

doin' fine. Anton continues his journey. But only five steps he went down the levee quickly suddenly Arum called out to him.

“Kak Anton!” yell Arum.

Arum called Anton with the greeting Brother, because he was younger by about three years than Anton. After all, Arum calls Father, and Mas is not very suitable for Anton who is younger than the age of his calendar.

Anton looked back at Arum, up the stairs to make sure he was okay.

“Arum is okay, right?” ask Anton.

“Iyaa,” Arum replied briefly.

With her sweet smile. A smile that was no fun for Anton. If not, why call again. Anton looked at Arum with a probing look. Now they stand parallel to each other's breaths.

“Kak Anton his mobile number how much?” ask Arum.

Alamak, Anton is nervous.not expecting a girl as beautiful and as sexy as Arum asks for his mobile number. His mother and sister never had anything like it.

Without much thought and talk again, Anton immediately mentioned his twelve-digit mobile number. The number that Anton used to wear since college and has not changed until now.

Arum listens and notes on his phone book. Repeating the numbers that Anton mentioned, then thanking Anton who has given it, not to forget accompanied by his beautiful and charming smile.

“Sama-sama,” said Anton replied and said goodbye.

When he was about to leave again, only six steps Anton down the stairs. Again Arum shouted.

“Kakak!”

Anton turned back to look at him and went back up. Anton's hoe started to feel heavy because it had to go up and down stairs like this. After arriving back at the top of the second-floor staircase where Arum stood.

With a breath that began to wheeze Anton asked back, “ada what?”

They were both silent for a moment, which distinguished Arum smiling while Anton gawking in confusion. Arum pointed downwards with his left index finger while whispering softly.

“That zipper is open Kak,” ucapa Arum.

Jesus, Anton was surprised not to be a bitch. Anton immediately looked down and deftly closed the garage again. It was only fitting that since then he felt cold in his manhood area.

Arum laughed while covering his mouth with his right hand. Anton was still busy raising his zipper, it seemed a bit stuck. After everything is sealed. Once again Anton permits the farewell and then darts between the steps.

Arum who witnessed that turned his body. Terseyum himself while looking at the clouds. Imagine it looks like Anton is a nice guy. While continuing to climb the stairs slowly. Because the rush has gone to see Anton's antics.

Anton arrived at the house thirty minutes before the adhan Isya reverberated, he also had time to pray first

Maghrib, even though the time has come. Huuffhh.this is the three years he spent the holy month of Ramadan in the same office.

No plans to move yet. Because of what he wanted he got here. Moreover, I don't know why he feels Ramadan this year will be different. After Maghrib prayers at home.

Anton and his family held the Isya prayer service which continued Tarawih and Witir berjama’ah in the mosque. When walking together to the mosque his mother noticed his two children who had grown up.

Echa remained with a cold, reserved look towards the surrounding environment. But that was how he was, so his mother was not too worried. While the boy is somehow since wearing sandals earlier, so laughs alone.

“Why laugh yourself Bang?” ask mother.

Anton was confused and his mother had noticed him. Briefly Anton simply replied there was nothing, and immediately went back to continue the journey to the mosque. Because usually at the beginning of Tarawih kayak gini mosque likes to be full by people who want to pray for congregation’ah.

In prayer and dhikr somehow Anton sometimes terbesit name Arum. Even when he closed his eyes that flashed across his mind was the shadow of Arum's face smiling gracefully before him. Does he really not understand what this is?