Just a little break
How dare You Go

On that day, on the mid-Saturday of December. Adam promised to come to his house after his work was done. He came to introduce himself. But not just to introduce yourself. Because the story about him must have heard a lot of his parents from Eve.

But Adam also plans to ask for permission to apply for his daughter. Ask permission to both parents Eve to be able to ask as soon as possible. Those days and nights were difficult days and nights, because it was already from the morning of heavy rain. The sun is completely invisible, even if only for a moment. The weather was very cold.

Eve has already broken. Dandan are polite and beautiful, wearing the best clothes and accessories. His mother and father were also ready to wait for the shaleh man who wanted to propose to his daughter.

He was amazed at the figure of a man who could turn his daughter into a good person. Get him out of drug addiction and alcohol addiction. A variety of delicious food is available, the house and some rooms are decorated.

Only his sister who can not attend because there is a campus event outside the city. They waited quietly and told me about Adam. Although it seemed calm, but in her heart, Eve felt nervous and impatient about the arrival of her prince figure.

The time Adam promised never came. Tumben once he can be late. In Eve's mind, “Ahh... at least he was late by an hour because it was jammed, because today it was raining very heavily from morning until night. There are even some areas that have been flooded. Hopefully he's given his way out.”

Then, the time was getting rolling swallowing the night getting late. In Eve's mind, “Ahh... at most she was late because there was a sudden business and stuck in traffic.”

Then the time was getting rolling swallowing the night, getting drowned. Until tiredness hits. All the preparations and food had been cleared and his parents could not wait too long, because they had to rest.

Adam could not. On the phone, in wa in sms. None of them responded. In her mind, Eve muttered. “Did he betray me again? did a single doubt in me turn out to be true how dare he go like this again.”

Simultaneously cried out Eve's conscience, “Basic liar! how dare you go!”

But in the deepest corner of her heart, Eve kept calling out to Adam. “Oohh. Ohh baby what happened? Ohh lover, where's that promise you made?”

Sadness, anger, betrayal, curiosity, affection and longing to be one in Eve today. Until he can't close the eye of a minute's worth of stuff. The room was very quiet. But his mind was very crowded.

His eyes could only stare at the door and phone, hoping Adam would knock on the door or give word via a short message or phone call. About what happened to him and how he is doing now. That was enough for Eve.

The cold of the night stabbed himself into his bones, yet it was completely unfeeling. Because slowly, and mannered tears began to wet his cheeks. Many times he called but his phone was inactive.

It felt like Eve went out that night to look for her, screaming her name. But he himself did not know where his lover was. His eyes continued to stare until the morning, his soul restless, his heart unsettled. His mind was worried and filled with anxiety.

In the morning around five in the morning he heard from his friend and got information from the television news he was watching. It turns out that Eve's guess was right. He had left, and this time he had gone to a place where he himself did not know the way back. He found out if the beloved had really gone to a far away place. The night had taken it from Eve.

Find out if the beloved Adam is dead. In a consecutive accident that occurred near the Bekasi tollgate, when he wanted to visit his home after a visit out of town for work.

Eve could only be silent, instantly all her five senses felt like paralyzed, her body was very weak. Even just to shed tears, he was unable to. All the family, friends and people closest to him tried to comfort and strengthen him, but the results were futile. Eve is fragile.

Try to imagine. How does it feel to be left by a loved one while being affectionate. Try to imagine. How does it feel to be left for dead by someone who will say a sacred promise of marriage to you. Surely, losing that love of heart. It's like a lifeless body, isn't it?

Then, while attending Adam's funeral. Eve could only be pensive to see her body wrapped in a white shroud being lowered slowly. Her cry broke as she stared at her navel. When this heart and love have been anchored and tethered perfectly, but it turns out this is the end of the story.

A friend meets Eve, giving Adam a flash drive containing the story for the next novel. The story of a girl's life struggles through difficult times in her life, the story of Adam who was inspired by the figure of Eve.

A story that really tells how much love Adam had for Eve. The following days Eve could only go through with daydreams, cries and smiles as she recalled the beautiful things she had done with Adam.

Every day he took the time to remember every detail of his face and his wise attitude, and the promise that Adam said by him. He never thought he would need it when he cried.

Every day he always took the time to remember the innocent face and super cute Adam's behavior not kelungungan. Until he laughed and smiled himself forgetting all his complaints about the world. But after all that, he always cried out inwardly and even in awe.

“Oh, sweetheart. Oh, beloved. Why love like this? How cruel the world is when I am told to love and give everything. But I was left alive, but without you. Something like missing in my heart at this time.”

“Making my breath tight, my eyes weakened, but my voice softened. My need for God is absolutely clear tonight. I remember your advice the first time we both got close. “

“Remember, it is only by remembering Allah that the heart is at peace. Those words from God's word that you once said to me, and I don't think that I need those words so much at this time.”