Hate You, Love You
Needs

It had been two weeks since Gio got the information about Amara going to the hospital alone. And during that time also Gio's mind was so tormented. Gio wants to go to Boston and check on Amara, but he can't do that because Gio doesn't want to be considered too overreacted. And Gio also did not want to be caught spying.

Gio tries to use logic, thinking if it's possible that Danis is busy working to not be able to accompany Amara. Or maybe Amara's illness is not so severe that his wife can go alone.

But if Gio becomes his lover, he will not let Amara go alone. Gio will accompany Amara to see a doctor even if he is just sick with the common cold. Just like Gio did back when Amara was still close to him

"If you want to be mine.. I'll give it all to you. All my attention and love. Everything was.. Amara. Everybody !!" Jerit Gio in the heart. He rested his body on the chair with his eyes closed while imagining Amara's face that he missed so much.

"How could you be so blind? I love you more than him ! If only you knew that I was crazy about you... Then you will understand why I always do anything for you. Even I was willing to let you go just because I wanted you to be happy, even though it was actually very painful for me," Gio's inner self. He also squeezed his pain-throbbing temple.

These two weeks have been tough for Gio. His busy life as CEO is growing, and the burden of his thoughts about Amara makes Gio even more tormented. He has trouble sleeping at night and loses his focus during the day.

Almost every night Gio sat alone in his room. Wishing Amara was by his side until Gio could hug her tightly. Gio will give her a lot of love, and will do anything for Amara.

Amara left him long enough. People say, time will make Gio able to forget about Amara. But in fact it's not. Amara was always in her head. Like this time, Gio instead thought of Amara when a pile of work adorned his desk. For Christ's sake... Gio misses him a lot.

"Gio's... Here's the file you requested. Gio ?" Dea looked astonished at Gio who was sitting leaning back with his eyes closed. Dea thought Gio was asleep, but not long ago the man asked Dea for a company file.

"Gio ?"

"Hu'um ? Just put the file on the table, Amara. I'll read it later. Thanks."

Hearing that, Dea let out a heavy sigh. Gio's words were enough to let Dea know who Gio was thinking about right now. Dea was unable to protest, but not once Gio called her Amara twice. Dea was afraid, if she complained about it then Gio asked her to cancel their engagement plan. He was sick, but Dea had to accept it.

Dea put the file on the table. In accordance with Gio's orders. Then with a heart that was sore Dea went out of Gio's study. It's his own fault for falling in love with a man who can't let go of his past.

Meksipun Dea tries her hardest to get Gio's attention and tries to make him fall in love. But only Amara was always in Gio's mind. He often called Dea by the name of Amara. It was very painful but Dea could do nothing.

***

"Hoek. hoek..," Amara tried to remove her entrails. He squatted down in front of the toilet with someone who was kneeling his nape slowly. It wasn't that she felt better, but Amara was crying for her.

"Is my massage too hard ?" Karina asked worriedly. He reduced his pressure, but Amara was still crying.

"Is my massage wrong ? But I've followed all your instructions, Amara. I did it the way Gio did, as you explained earlier" Karina explained. He felt he had done a massage in accordance with Amara said earlier. But in fact Amara even sobbed crying.

"No, you're not wrong Karin. It's just... It's just you-"

"Only am I not Gio ?" Cut Karina.

Amara nodded her head repeatedly with tears still soaking her cheeks. Then he sat down on the toilet floor and hugged Karina tightly. "Why would it feel so different if Gio did it?" Ask Amara while sobbing.

Her relationship with Karina became so close. The girl always came to see Amara and see her condition. Amara had a heavy cravings period so she could not get out of the apartment. That's why Karina always came to see him.

Karina is also a place of complaints about Amara about Gio. It was to the girl that Amara told him her whole heart. Amara told me how she loved Gio so much. Until Amara is sure she will never fall in love with another man again.

"Why is my massage not as good as Gio's ? Because if Gio did it, not only your neck was affected, but your heart as well. Gio's massage shook to your heart, Ara," said Karina with a laugh, and Amara sighed. "You are right, Karin," said Amara.

"Wake, Ara. Let's sit in the chair" Karina asked. He helps Amara to stand up and remove her from the toilet.

"How's Ara ?" Danis asked who had been waiting for him outside.

"We should take Amara to the hospital instead" Danis suggested, but Amara immediately refused.

"No. I don't want to ! I'm fine" said Amara, sitting her body on a chair.

"But you look very pale, Amara," Danis protested.

"Sstt... Let Amara calm down. I'll make you some warm tea, okay ?" This time Karina spoke and Amara nodded her head as a sign of willingness with Karina's offer.

Karina is that good, no wonder Danis fell in love with her. Amara remembers Karina crying and says she doesn't want to be the third person in Amara and Danis' relationship. He was willing to lose his job in order to take away all his feelings.

But Amara explained everything. How he has fallen in love with Gio, and Danis is in love with Karina. Until Karina understood and finally established love with Danis. His relationship with Amara became even better. The two are now friends.

"This is the tea, Ara. Warm tea with one slice of lemon. As Gio made it," Karina said, handing Amara a cup of warm tea.

But Amara only took a small sip, as her stomach churned again.

"Isn't it the same as Gio's ?" Karina asked with her worried-looking face.

"I'm sorry Karina.., I'm sorry" Amara said. He felt bad for having troubled Karina with all her requests. Amara asks that the girl imitate what Gio did for her.

"I think all you need is Gio. Let me call him so he can come here" Danis said as she grabbed Amara's phone and swiped her screen to find Gio's name.

But Amara quickly took it. "Don't !" Panic Amara.

"If so, then follow me ! Let's go to the hospital ! Your face looks very pale."

"You're so annoying Danis !" Amara pinched her lips in annoyance. He did not want to go to the hospital, because Amara was sure that he would have to stay there.

Amara must be alone, and if Amara is alone then Gio will appear in her head and it makes Amara tormented. His heart will hurt because it is filled with a sense of longing that is not delivered. Amara will cry alone.

"I'll be with you at the hospital, Ara. Don't worry." promised Karina.

"I don't want to... I don't need to be taken to the hospital I need"

"Gio's... All you need is Gio by your side" cut Karina.

Amara who was sitting on the chair immediately bowed lethargic. Before long, her shoulders trembled gently.Q Amara also covered her face with both hands. He started crying sobbing.

"Yes ! All I need is his love Gio... Only he can give me peace. I miss the sound that could make my anxiety go away. I miss the hook, because only there I feel comfortable. Even half-dead I wanted her kiss, because I knew she was doing it lovingly" she said.

"I should have realized that everything Gio did to me had love in it. And now... When I can't go back to her, I desperately want it all. I just want Gio... Just want him a. hu.hu.hu.hu..," continued Amara with her weeping that sounded more and more bitter.

Karina sat next to Amara and pulled Amara in her arms.

To be continued ' ''________continued

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