Hate You, Love You

Hate You, Love You
Have a Way


For two weeks, Amara has been living at home. Not going to college or doing anything else. He is in the process of healing his soul and body. Trying to be at peace with yourself is difficult.


Every day Amara always accompanied by his mother or sister. Sometimes Dea's cousin also comes to see the situation. Only those closest to Amara knew the girl's true circumstances.


Not without reason Amara was not left alone. After the incident last time Amara is still trying to hurt himself by taking medicine late to the moon. She vomited violently and was rushed to the hospital for the second time. But the baby survives in her womb. Staying unshakable. He grew strong without hindrance.


Amara did this because she still refused to marry Gio. She did not want to marry the man she hated so much. Even so far Amara still has not told Danis about the incident that happened to him. Amara prostrated herself at the feet of her parents, asking them not to say anything to Danis about her.


Amara's love for Danis was too great and deep for her to constantly deny her true circumstances. And it was only Danis who kept Amara excited to move on. Makes Amara's parents unable to force her daughter to release Danis.


As for Gio, he would come twice in a week. Bring Amara pregnant milk and nutritious food. In fact, he entrusted a large amount of money for the needs of Amara. He did it even though Amara never wanted to see him.


The pregnant milk and other fruits and nutritious foods that Gio sent almost never touched Amara. I really hate everything about Gio. His college is hampered and his love with Danis is caught in the middle of a storm that never subsides because of the man.


But time passed quickly and Amara's gestational age continued to grow. Although Amara's stomach does not look enlarged because of her thin body. But in fact the fetus that it contains grows healthy and strong in there.


"Fra... When do you want to be like this ? Mama knows if what happened is not in accordance with our wishes, but this is your destiny" said the mother slowly while holding the hand of her daughter.


Amara who is currently sitting on the sofa while reading the lecture diktat lowered her head. Looking at his flat stomach, he knew there was life in it.


"As you know, yesterday afternoon, Gio and his mother came back and asked how you were doing,"


Amara's body stiffened and she took a deep breath when she heard it.


"Late this week they'll come to propose to you officially. Mama and Papa think this is the best path for both of you. Gio is guilty but Mama thinks he's a good young man. Gio wants to take responsibility for the mistakes he made. Things that are very hard to find in men today,"


Amara bowed her head and what her mother said was true. Gio never once ran away and gave up even though Amara treated him badly. The man kept coming and showing his good faith.


"But Ara doesn't love Gio, Ma. Ara hated him so much. Ara hates Gio who has ruined my future" Amara replied.


"Mama knows, but if you want to see Gio from the good side maybe your mind will change. And as time goes on you might like it,"


Amara smiled wryly at hearing that. His hatred was too great that Gio's positive side was nowhere to be seen in his eyes.


"Honey..," Amara's mother gently stroked her daughter's long hair.


"The age of your pregnancy is increasing, have mercy on her innocence. Mama hope you want to lower your ego and want to accept Gio's proposal. It's for your own good, too,"


"Come Ma.. Can't Ara get pregnant without marrying her ?" ask Amara timidly.


" Don't you feel sorry for your baby if you don't have a father ?"


Amara rubbed her wet cheeks. The smiling face of Danis was on her head.


"I'll take Gio's proposal but Danis can't know about any of this,"


"When is Ara ? Don't you feel sorry for Danis ?"


"Until I'm ready to take it off, Ma.


"You know if your marriage to Gio wasn't a game ? Your marriage is not a contract of cooperation that says you will leave as soon as you give birth. Not like that, Ara ! You'll build a household in the truest sense,"


"But what if I still can't fall in love with her Ma ? What if Ara can't accept Gio ?" Ask Amara while sobbing.


Amara fell silent, thinking for a while.


"And one more... Danis deserves to know the truth" the mother reminded.


Amara's heart crumbled when she heard her mother's words. Can he survive without the love of Danis in his life? He and Danis had designed a dream together and it was very difficult for Amara to let go of the dream.


"Mara...,"


Amara nods her head despite the fact that she is very reluctant. "Yes, but not now, Ara will tell Danis if Ara's heart is ready" Amara replied.


"Regarding Gio's proposal ?" Ask the mother to make sure.


Amara took a deep breath to calm herself down. His two sweat-soaked palms squeezed into each other due to the nervousness that enveloped him.


Amara looked at her stomach before she answered her mother's question, "alright, Ara will accept Gio's proposal" Amara replied with a hold on her tears.


In the end Amara decided something that was very contrary to his wishes. He would receive a proposal from a man he hated so much.


***


This is the world's least happy event. Almost throughout the show Amara kept his head down. Not once did he look at Gio who looked handsome in his expensive suit.


Unlike Amara, Gio's face painted a smile more. The man was happy that he could make up for his mistake. Although Gio knows that Amara always avoids his eyes but he is happy because the girl gave him the opportunity to improve all. And Gio promises to learn to love Amara no matter what.


"Thank you for accepting my proposal" Gio said as they sat together on the back porch of Amara's house.


"The thing will be done next Sunday" said Gio again because Amara just kept quiet while keeping his distance from him.


"There's one thing you should know about Gio" Amara said, bowing her head.


"What is that ? What do you want as a dowry ? I'll give you whatever you want,"


"Not about it !" Amara answered while raising her face and venturing to look at Gio.


"I'm not gonna ask you anything. I'll take whatever you give me,"


"Then what ?" Ask Gio full of questions.


"I... I still love other men and will always love them. I hope you can accept that fact...,"


"But Amara...,"


"We're going to get married, but you have to know the truth. I don't want to lie to you,"


"I'm gonna learn to love you. And I hope you do too" said Gio slowly.


Amara shook her head slowly. "That's never gonna happen, Gio. Believe me." said Amara.


Amara already has a way not to fall in love with Gio and his son so that he does not feel heavy when he has to leave both.