Hate You, Love You

Hate You, Love You
Tied The Knots


"You're so handsome, son," said Gio's mother as she tidied up her son's coat collar. Both of his eyes became wet from the taste of haru.


"Thank you, Mama" said Gio, smiling at the reflection of his own reflection in the mirror. The tall man had finished getting ready to become a groom.


His hair was neatly combed, his black suit looked so contrasting with his pure white skin. Even Gio shaved the fine hairs on his face. The typical masculine fragrance of an adult man oozed out of his body. Today she wants to be perfect on her wedding day.


Gio went ahead to get married even though his heart was doubtful. The fact that Amara loves another man makes Gio feel bad. Because he was determined to learn to love Amara and the child she contained. While Amara insisted on her feelings of love for other men.


Gio remembered the moment the father landed a punch on his face. After that he asked. "You have to take responsibility for what you did Gio ! Don't embarrass our family name ! Lucky the innocent girl didn't report you to the authorities,"


"Gio will marry her, Papa !"


"But you guys don't..,"


"I'll learn to love her ! And I will also love the child she contains !" cut Gio without hesitation.


"I'm going to have this marriage for real. I will learn to be a responsible husband and father. I will love, protect and love them with all my heart" Gio continued, looking into his father's eyes. Indicates that what he says is true.


"Papa hold your words, Gio ! Don't be the brengseek man who corrupts women. Maybe you don't love that girl but she's destined for you. Treat them well. And get married before her belly gets bigger !"


Gio was still staring at himself. Think of it floating on that girl who was going to be his wife. No one knows how scared Gio would be to lose Amara and their child when Amara tried to take his own life.


No one knows if in his heart Gio keeps asking God to save both of them. And the decision to speed up the marriage was his idea. Gio wanted to take care of Amara even harder.


No one knows if Gio's heart feels squeezed when Amara says she loves another man. But Gio was self-conscious. He knows that he has no right to be angry or jealous because Gio is the third person between Amara and her fiance.


"Please continue to love him, but don't forbid me to learn to love you" Gio said in his heart.


"The car is ready. Let's go !" said the father who is now present in the door frame, and he saw Gio with eyes that are difficult to interpret.


Gio nods his head "let's go, Ma," Gio invites him while holding his mother's hand.


The mother did not immediately move her legs, she fell silent for a while while gently rubbing the back of her only son's hand. "you are sure you will do it, Gio ?" Ask slowly to be sure.


Gio smiled "i'm very sure, Ma" replied Gio as he asked his mother to leave. While the father patted Gio on the shoulder as a sign of his support.


Gio took a deep breath before he went to Amara's house and married her.


***


Amara sat in front of a mirror and stared blankly at her own reflection. A professional make up artist is struggling to put on her puffy face, because she cried too much last night. Even the fairy repeatedly reminded Amara not to cry anymore.


"Sir, can drink and calm down first" he said giving advice. "For sure Mbak is very nervous yes," he continued trying to understand. He did not know if the bride was married by force. Amara's thin body did not show if she was two-bodied.


"My cousin is married because he was betrothed," said Dea, and the make-up artist also nodded. Now he understands why the bride does not look happy on her wedding day.


Amara was silent. Not to deny or to justify. He really doesn't care what people think of him right now.


After a hard fight finally Amara has finished dressing up. Natural makeup makes Amara look very beautiful and pangling. A white kebaya with a sabrina neck makes it look so different.


"You are so beautiful, Ara," praised Dea sincerely. Amara just curled her smile with a forced.


"The groom's entourage has arrived" said one of Amara's close relatives. Amara's heart pounded even more crazily, and her body trembled without asking. Amara swallowed her own saliva which felt cheeky. He breathed through his mouth because of the tightness Amara felt suddenly.


"Drink first Ara." Dea gave him a glass of water. And his cousin was concerned also guilty because he was the one who was offering a job as a freelancer catering.


"It's not your fault" said Amara while forcing her smile so that her cousin did not sink into guilt.


In her heart, Amara still blames herself for not being able to fight Gio on that fateful night.


***


Downstairs Gio had just entered Amara's house and was staring worriedly at the sight of a chair for her to perform a marriage contract not occupied by Amara, his future wife.


"Amara is still in her room" said Amara's mother. It was as if it knew the unease Gio was feeling.


Gio smiled with relief when he heard it. "Ah yes." said Gio.


After the groom's welcoming ceremony was completed, all the guests who delivered Gio sat on the seats that had been provided. While Gio now sits his body in front of Amara's father.


The holy verses were heard in the shahdu. Hope his blessing can make Gio's marriage run smoothly and happy. Debaran Gio's heart was getting stronger when the ijab qobul event arrived.


Gio's cold palms were shaking tightly with Amara's father. "I accept the marriage and the marriage of Amara Mahreen bint Rustandi Mahreen with a marriage of one hundred and seventy-one thousand dollars paid in cash" said Gio smoothly and loudly.


Many people were stunned when they heard the dowry Gio gave. Including Amara's parents. Because if it is broken down the magnitude reaches 2.5 billion. Not to mention the jewelry and also some other luxury items that Gio brought as a gift. Amara and her family never asked for it.


"Well !!!" Witnesses spoke loudly and words of thanksgiving came from the mouths of those present. Everything looks happy and happy too.


***


"Well !!!" That word made Amara's body tremble violently. Again Amara set her breath to calm herself down. Dea gave the girl a piece of tissue to wipe the wet end of her eyes. Amara is currently sitting in her room with Dea and several people who have put on makeup earlier.


Amara felt increasingly claustrophobic when her mother came to pick her up and meet her with Gio who is now legally her husband.


"Come on Amara, meet your husband" said his mother softly. He pulled Amara's hand to hold her arm. Even Dea also joined Amara's other hand because the bride looked weak and not excited.


Amara endured her tears. He cried and screamed in his heart. If only she could, Amara wanted to disappear from the place and fall into the arms of Danis the real lover.


Gio turned his head towards the stairs. His eyes blurred because of the clear water that pooled in his eyes. Gio is fascinated by the beauty of the girl who has legitimately become his wife.


Even unconsciously Gio stood up from his seat. He wanted to welcome Amara by his side. "Sabar Mas Giovanni, later his Ma'am Amara also came here," said penghulu made the guests laugh amusedly. And Gio put his body back in the chair with a face down in shame.


Sure enough, Amara sat right next to him. The girl never once looked at Gio. Amara was busy listening to the message about the wedding and signing some of her wedding papers.


Take the time to pin a wedding ring to each other. Gio who had been staring at Amara feeling full should swallow a sense of disappointment when he saw Amara's engagement ring still embedded in his wife's ring finger. Apparently Amara did not mess with his words that he still loves his fiancee and will always be like that forever.


Even Amara did not touch her lips, nose or forehead when she first shook hands with the man who is now her husband. Amara only touched Gio's hand for a moment.


Although sad and disappointed, Gio did not show it to people. He lifted Amara's chin so that the girl would look at him. Their eyes met and locked for a while.


Gio's eyes dimmed as he looked at his wife. Slowly Gio bowed his head and kissed Amara's forehead deeply and soulfully.


There was a strange rumble that crept into Gio's heart, to the point that he closed his eyes. Enjoying the strange and pleasant feeling that Gio was feeling. I don't know what it's called, but Gio felt a tremor when he could touch Amara.


To be continued


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