Hate You, Love You
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'tring' elevator doors open on the 5th floor of a hospital. A girl stepped her foot out of the block-shaped object. In his hands, he brought a bunch of flowers and a motivational book containing positive words, which can give encouragement to people who read it later.

The glasses girl peeked briefly through the glass door before she entered the treatment room. The girl would not bother if the man lying on the bed was sleeping. He will come back later when the man wakes up. So unfortunately the girl on the man, so he did not want to bother him.

But it turned out that the man lying weakly on the bed was not sleeping, he was currently staring blankly at the ceiling above him. The hollows in his eyes were clearly visible, indicating he was lacking rest. His cheeks became thin as he lost his appetite. What a sad sight for the girl.

"Hi, I'm coming again" Karina said with a gentle smile. He said that when he opened the door to Danis' hospital room.

It has been almost 2 weeks since the man found out about the news of his girlfriend, Amara. And during that time Danis was immersed in endless sadness that affected her health. Three days ago, Danis was rushed to the hospital because she suddenly fainted while working. And here he is, lying weakly in a hospital in Boston.

Danis who was daydreaming turned her head towards the door, and she returned the smile of the glasses girl. "Sorry always troubles you" said Danis sungkan.

How not ? Karina always comes to see him. Even the girl who became 'family party' Danis in the hospital. He would come twice a day, making sure the man was okay. Bring anything that Danis likes. Hope Danis to be healthy and move as usual.

"No hassle at all," Karina replied with a smile and placed the flowers she brought into the vase. In fact he replaced the flowers he had brought before with new ones so that the room looked much fresher.

"Look at what I brought," Karina continued with a laugh. Apparently he was carrying a chocolate bar that he had hidden in the book. He did it as a surprise for Danis.

The pale, spiritless face of Danis smiled at him. "Thank you" he said slowly.

"Anything for my best friend" said Karina. In his heart he felt a broken heart. She realizes that Danis's heart has been filled with Amara, but Karina can't stop liking her. It's been almost a year now Karina harbors a taste.

"I am the luckiest person to have a best friend like you, Rin. The man who becomes your lover will be very happy later. You're a really nice girl,"

Karina smiled again, but in her deep heart she felt a great pain. "I did it because of our close quarters. If I am far away too ogah," said Karina.

Danis laughed at hearing that, and what Karina said was true. The distance of their apartment is close to the office where they work. Until Karina can come to see Danis at lunchtime and after work.

"Doctor said, you can go home if the results of this afternoon's examination are good,"

"Oh yeah ? Hope so... I'm tired of being here" Danis said.

"But I'm also tired of being in the apartment... I just want to disappear from this world,"

"Don't say that, Danis ! Maybe for you, your presence no longer matters. But not for anyone else. Your presence means a lot to him,"

"For Amara ?" Danis asked, cutting Karina's words.

Karina nods her head justifiably, even though the intention of her words is herself. Danis meant so much to him.

"Let's know what I am for Amara" Danis replied, sighing deeply. He stared blankly at the ceiling above him. Without Amara, her soul was so hollow and Danis lost her way. He felt all his struggles were in vain. Because what Danis is doing right now is all for Amara. But in fact, everything he dreamed of was not in accordance with reality.

"Speak to Amara ! Tell her what you want" Karina said slowly. What he said was very contrary to what he really felt. Karina was eager to say "Forget Amara, and learn to accept my presence," but the girl was unable to voice her heart.

"Do I have to talk to him ? I'm afraid Amara said 'don't wait for me anymore'. If Amara had told me that, then my life would have been completely meaningless. Oh my... I love her so much !!" Erang Danis rubbed the wet end of her eyes.

"Fight everything, Danis. So that you do not drag on in this sadness. Whatever happens, never be discouraged" said Karina.

"I'd better get back to the office, my lunch hour's up. I'll come again later in the afternoon huh," Karina said as she stood up. He wanted to leave not because his resting hours were running out. But because his heart couldn't stand being there. Listening to Danis who adored Amara so much left her deeply tormented.

"Well, thank you, Rin,"

"Hu'um" said Karina with a smile. He left Danis alone in the room.

Arriving outside the room, Karina did not leave immediately. He put his body on the floor, he crouched down with his head down. He hated himself who still gave all his attention to Danis when he could not see the love in her.

While in Indonesia, the time shows at half one night. It has been one week that Amara returned to the house he occupied with Gio.

After giving birth to the feeling Amara was so messed up. There is anxiety, fear, and also fatigue because the baby is always awake every night. Amara's emotions exploded. Often he feels sad and cries alone.

Now Gio added a baby sitter who was specifically assigned to help Amara. Not to mention the domestic assistant who is also Gio added personnel so that Amara does not need to do anything but breastfeed her child.

But unfortunately the woman was so stubborn. Amara is carrying out her plan. He did not want to breastfeed his son because he was afraid to fall for him. He would pump out his abundant ASI and store it in many plastic bottles that Amara bought online. Even the baby he placed in a special room with the baby sitter and one other household assistant so that Amara did not have to take care of it.

Not even two weeks passed from the time of giving birth, Amara had occupied herself with the dictates and duties of her college.

No one knows about this condition. Because Amara will play a show of taking care of her child if there are both parents or both parents-in-law.

Regarding Danis, Amara had not spoken to the man again because Danis had suddenly disappeared without news. Amara thought Danis was sulking so much she didn't want to talk. The disappearance of Danis made Amara a little relieved because with that he did not have to bother to give an explanation to her.

Since the afternoon the baby who was just a few days old was not calm. He cried more often and did not want to be placed in his box. It lasted until early morning.

If usually Gio always succumbed to all the actions of Amara who always blamed himself. But now he cannot remain silent. Gio came to his wife's room with a feeling of annoyance.

"What's up ?" Ask Amara who has not slept. He was reading a college textbook.

"Do you have no feelings at all ? Didn't you hear the sound of a baby crying all the time ?" Gio asked with a raised voice. He could not hide his anger at this moment.

"Yes I heard it. Didn't you hire someone to take care of her ?" Amara asked without sin.

"But they're not her mother, Amara !"

"Then ?" Ask Amara again.

"our baby is crying Ara, suck her up !!" Gio said with a voice that boomed furiously.

Amara who heard that immediately got up from her seat and turned her head, returning Gio's eyes fiercely.

"don't call me, Ara ! and he's not our baby, he's your son !" reply Amara with a voice that is no less high.

Gio's breathing hunted down, he clenched his hands, holding back the anger that was rising. Amara's words really made her heart scratched badly.

"I've confessed wrong, even apologized to you a million times. But the baby is innocent, Amara. As a human being, I asked for your mercy just this once. Baby Evan seems to be sick because he does not want to calm down. I kept carrying it myself. Please just this once, suck him up. Do I have to kneel to you so you'll breastfeed her ?" Ask Gio, now his words are no longer in a high tone.

Amara was silent, she was afraid to fall for baby Evan and his father, Gio. Amara remembers how she and Gio had once almost kissed. Therefore Amara is always looking for reasons to keep hating Gio.

"Or make Gio hate me," muttered Amara slowly.

"unless you can pay me a high price, maybe I will" said Amara with a hateful look at the man who is now her husband.

To be continued

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