Hate You, Love You
With me Only

"i deserve to know what ?" ask Gio suddenly. It made Amara's heart almost jump out of place. He was afraid that Gio would listen to what he had talked to Dea about.

Fearfully Amara twisted her body, facing Gio who was standing behind her. Even Dea looked pale, she did not know that Gio would suddenly be present among them. "That's it" said Amara. His tongue became a club. The words Amara wanted to say, stuck in the throat.

So did Dea, the girl also found it difficult to talk. "Mmmhh that... A-Amara.ma-ma wants to go to the tutoring..," Dea replied as nervous as she was.

Hearing Dea's reply, Amara turned her head to her cousin. He furrowed his brows, asking what Dea meant. Les ? Les what will he follow ? Amara was at a loss to answer what if Gio asked any further.

"Les what ?" gio asked, just like Amara had previously thought.

"Mmmh i-that," Amara still had trouble answering Gio's question. Though usually Amara can always make the sentences spoken with a ketus from his lips.

"Mhhh... Les is driving," again Dea replied. "Amara's duties were increasing, and in-he had to be able to go from one library to another in search of task materials. Amara will take driving lessons, and I think you deserve to know, Gio" Dea said.

"I can take you anywhere you want" Gio said quickly, looking at Amara. Gio's eyes were never once diverted from his wife, even though Dea spoke to him.

"What ?" Amara muttered softly. He saw that he did not believe in the man.

"Yes, I can take you anywhere and anytime if you want" Gio reassured his wife.

"But you have to work" cut Amara.

"Mhh I mean, I can bring along my work. So then... We can do the same job in the library. Because now it is not easy to find a private driver who can be trusted, such as Mama's driver," said Gio chimed in. Yes, all this time, Gio always asked for the help of the Mama's personal driver if he could not deliver Amara.

"Ngh. don't mind Gio, I don't want to bother you,"

"I don't feel bothered at all. Then Dea can help some of my work in the office. won't you, De ?" cut Gio. Still with his eyes that only focused on Amara, even though he had just mentioned the name Dea.

Dea who saw and also heard it could only fall into silence glued to where he stood. 'The 'Les driving' that Dea mentioned was just a distraction. But Gio took it very seriously. The man looks so worried about Amara that he dares to sacrifice his time and energy just to help Amara.

"Bu-not that I don't agree you're taking those lessons. It's just that, driving lessons take quite a long time. For a while, I can drive you wherever you want" Gio said. He tries to convince Amara that he can be relied upon.

"Or I can teach you to drive, so you can do it anytime," Gio continued. He does not want to be labeled as a husband that limits his wife's activities. Although the husband-wife relationship between them is not like most people. The two slept separately and never had any fun. Evan's presence among them, purely because of the mistake Gio made.

The attention Gio gave enough to make Dea realize that the man really loves Amara. But alas, his cousin was fixed on his stance. I was chasing my dreams with another man. Dea who had fallen for Gio felt even more sorry for the man. He also hopes Gio will open his heart to other girls. And Dea wishes the girl was her.

"So what, Amara ?" Gio's question unfolds Dea's daydreams. He looked at Amara, waiting for an answer from his cousin.

"No Gio, I'm not pa-pa. I can still use public transportation if you're not around. Now many taxi services online, you do not have to worry," replied Amara.

Gio nodded in understanding. He forced himself to smile at his disappointed face. Though this was not Amara's first rejection, but still Gio felt sad every wife was rejecting him.

"Oh ok, if you need me just say it," Gio said, taking an apple from the fridge. Then he passed away, leaving Amara as well as Dea.

"Fra... It seems Gio really likes you. You can see for yourself how he wants to be involved in your affairs,"

"So.. Gio deserves to know the truth, Ara. So he's ready for your departure,"

Amara nods her head, confirming Dea's speech. "Hu'um. I'll talk to him later" said Amara.

***

Days passed, Amara was preoccupied with his increasingly stacked duties. Amara worked hard to get her college done faster. He wants the problem to be over soon. If there are no transverse arals, Amara's lecture will be completed to coincide with her son's first birthday, which will last several months.

Amara knocked on her parents' door. Today he went home because he had one book left. Amara's arrival was enough to surprise her mother. Amara came alone, without giving any news first. So that his mother thought badly.

"Loh Ara ? How about yourself ?" Ask the mother. Because usually there is a Gio who always takes him.

"Yes Ma, straight from the campus. There's Ara's book missing, Ara won't be long," Amara immediately barged in after she shook hands with her mother. Room, is Amara's current destination.

Amara's mother shook her head, she knew very well the character of her son. Amara is a hard worker. He always takes his job seriously. No wonder Amara got a scholarship.

While Amara was in her room, Amara's mother went to the kitchen. He prepared a glass of cold sweet tea and also cut the brownie cake that he made this morning. Then Amara's mother took her on a tray. He drove it all into Amara's room.

"Ara ?" Ask the mother because Amara's empty room was leaping, there was no Amara in it.

"Ara ?" Ask the mother again.

"Ara in the bathroom, Ma !" Amara Sahut.

Amara's mother put her tray on the table, and she sat down on the edge of the bed. Waiting for Amara who is still in the bathroom. His mother who felt homesick wanted to chat for a while with her son. Even though yesterday they had just met, Amara's mother came to visit to see the situation of Evan.

But it turns out Amara was in the bathroom long enough. Amara's phone lying on the bed rang. There's a message coming in there.

The position of the phone that is in the messaging application makes the mother can read the contents. The middle-aged woman was shocked beyond measure when she found out who Amara was sending a friendly message to.

Amara's eyes clashed with her mother as the girl came out of the bathroom. Without her mother telling her, Amara knew she was reading her message with Danis.

"Ara ?" Ask the mother, asking for an explanation of what Amara did. His mother always advised Amara to come to terms with her fate, and she also asked Amara to accept Evan's presence. And as long as that happened, Amara always nodded obediently but now she knew the truth.

"Let Amara explain everything, Ma,"

The mother nods her head, and asks Amara to sit next to her.

"Ara Sorry... But Ara has decided to follow Danis there. Ara can not leave Danis, Ma" said Amara began his explanation.

to be continued ' ''______________________________________________________________________________