Hate You, Love You
Amara's Decision

"I hate you... For God's sake, I hate you so much... Hu. hu.hu..," Amara cried bitterly with her head bowed lethargic.

Gio was silent as he felt the heat on his cheek. This was the first time the man had felt a slap. Understandably Gio is a favorite child who is always spoiled. But even so, Gio could not blame Amara. Even he felt that what Amara did to vent his anger was lacking.

"Is everything okay ?" Ask a nurse on duty. He asked like that because he heard a small commotion from where Amara laid her body.

"Nothing" said Gio lying.

"My wife wants to go home soon," continued Gio and Amara continue to lower her head to hide her tears that would not stop wetting her cheeks.

"Wait a minute, I'll check again if the medicine is ready,"

"Thank you very much" said Gio before the nurse left.

Amara laid back her body and turned her back to Gio. He really did not want to see the face of the man who traumatized him. In the midst of his broken feelings, the face of Danis the fiancee continued to be imagined.

"I love you Amara, take care of your heart only for me because I will always wait for you faithfully,"

The words that Danis always spoke made Amara very tormented. "Danish... Daniiss. I love you so much. I'm sorry..," said Amara, and Gio could hear it.

Gio took a deep breath, his heart was as if it was sliced open. He ruined the life of an innocent girl. He really felt sorry.

"Wait a minute, I'll take your medicine first" Gio said as he stood up. With reflexes her hands stretched out to gently caress Amara's long hair. He stopped when his hand almost touched him. He believes Amara would definitely be hysterical if she did all that.

Gio opened the curtain, and walked out. "Can you accompany my wife for a moment ? I will finish all his administration first" Gio told one of the nurses who was there

"Sure Sir,"

"Thank you very much" said Gio as he continued his steps towards the pharmaceutical section located next to the payment section. Gio walked over, as if there was no spirit in him.

"Everything is one million and fifty thousand" said one girl sitting behind the counter.

"What is the best vitamin ?" Ask Gio.

"Yes sir, this is the best vitamin we have," he replied without hesitation.

Gio nodded in understanding, then he reached into the wallet in his pants pocket and pulled out a debit card.

It takes a few minutes to make payment. After Gio got the cure, he immediately returned to Amara's place in the care.

Gio took a deep breath before he opened the curtain that covered Amara's bed. His eyes sit with Amara who was already sitting on the bed while wearing her sweater again. The girl immediately threw away her face, ending her eyes first.

"Thank you very much" Gio told the nurse who had accompanied Amara.

"Oh yes, sir. After the vitamins run out, Amara should immediately do a routine checkup for her pregnancy," said the nurse before leaving.

Hearing the nurse's words, Amara bowed her head. Avoiding Gio's eyes on her.

"Sure," Gio replied with an awkward smile. After that the nurse left, leaving Amara and Gio back together.

Silent...

Neither Gio nor Amara opened their mouths. Gio took the initiative to help clear Amara's bag, but the girl quickly grabbed it. He did not want his belongings to be touched by Gio.

Again Gio tried to understand him. It was only fitting that Amara hated her, because the mistake Gio made on the girl was fatal. Had Amara wanted to kill him, Gio would not have fought because he deserved it.

Amara walks first, and Gio follows her. The two are snarling each other. Even Gio has not dared to give vitamins and booster drugs that he just redeemed.

Both were standing in front of the hospital lobby. Amara's eyes looked straight ahead, completely ignoring Gio's presence by her side.

"Wait a minute, I'll take my car first" Gio said.

"For what ?" Amara asked without turning her head.

"I'll take you home,"

"No need !!" Cut Amara fast.

"I think this is our first and last meeting" continued Amara still with his cold and repulsive attitude towards the man standing next to her.

"What do you mean Amara ? Are you aware of what's going on between us ?" Ask Gio.

Amara turned her head and looked cynically at Gio. "Alright, let's talk to solve this problem" Amara asked. He wants everything to be done so that he does not have to meet with Gio again.

"Well wait a minute" said Gio and he immediately ran to his parked car.

***

This is where the two are, in Gio's car. Amara sat right next to Gio who was mamming his car.

"Hello Ma" said Amara. And now Gio also knows that Amara is contacting his mother.

"Ara came home late, the road is jammed," continued Amara.

"Yes, Ara will be careful. Mmm no, Ara is not nauseous anymore. Mama don't worry. It was a long time ago, yes,"

Gio silently listened to the conversation of the girl sitting next to him. Amara didn't keep her phone. The girl re-scrolled the screen and opened the messaging app. He was writing something on his screen.

Amara still clutching her phone. Until shortly after, the flat object in Amara's hand rang. Gio, who was driving his car, silently kept watching him.

"Hello dear," Amara said to her interlocutor, making Gio glance at him with the tip of his eye.

"I'm still on the road. It was very tight," continued Amara, then the girl fell silent for listening to her interlocutor.

"Hu'um. I'm on the bus so I can't VC. I miss you too" said Amara Lirih but Gio could still hear it clearly.

Amara is so different when she talks to her lover. So soft and seductive, making Gio grip the steering wheel so strong that his handbooks turn white. I don't know why Gio doesn't like it.

"I'll call you as soon as I get home, I love you too" said Amara, and Gio smiled disgustedly upon hearing that.

After that, Amara put her phone back in her bag. "Let's talk" said Amara coldly, not as soft as earlier.

Gio nodded slowly. "Come, where are you going to eat ?" Ask Gio. He believes that Amara must have been hungry because the clock has shown at half 9 pm.

"Don't eat, just clap your car and we'll talk" Amara replied.

Gio took a deep breath, negotiating with Amara was not something easy. He also obeyed the girl's wishes. Gio parked his car in a city park where many people still pass by. Gio did not want to take Amara to a quiet place because it would make Amara even more afraid of him.

"Gio, what happened between us was a mistake" Amara said.

"Yes, and I'm the guilty one. I'm really sorry for you, Amara. And believe me I'm not the brengseek guy you're accusing of. That night was the first for me to do it, too,"

"Stop ! Please don't talk about that night anymore, I really want to forget it" Amara quickly cut.

Gio nodded his head slowly. "Sorry," Gio said as he realized that remembering the fateful night had put Amara back on his trauma.

"Gio, man,"

"Yes ?" Gio asked as he looked at Amara who was currently looking towards the front. Not once did Amara look at her even though they were talking.

"Does anyone else know about this ?"

"No," Gio replied as he shook his head slowly.

Amara turned her head and returned Gio's eyes to her.

"Good if that's so !" Sahut Amara enthusiastic.

"We can end it all together, with no one else knowing,"

Gio also frowned not understanding. "What do you mean?"

"I have a life, and I think you do, too" replied Amara.

"Then ?" Ask Gio who still does not understand the direction of Amara's conversation.

"This child in my womb was created without love. His presence is unwanted. What if we just bother ? After that I can go back to my normal life, and so can you. After that we don't have to see each other again. We'll be two people who don't know each other. And I promise I won't report this incident to the authorities or to your parents,"

Gio dropped his jaw in disbelief. "Are you crazy ?" Gio asked in a slightly raised voice. He did not believe what he heard.

"This is the best way for us" said Amara.

"The boy is innocent, Amara ! We are sinners,"

"You ! You are the sinner !!! Because I have tried my hardest to reject you !" Cut Amara while glaring furiously. He even pointed at Gio's face with his index finger.

Gio took a deep breath to calm himself down. "I've said many times that I'm the guilty one and ready to take responsibility for all,"

"In what way ? Marry me ? You think I want to marry the source of my trauma, Huh ?"

"But getting rid of it is also wrong. No doctor is willing to do it because it is against the law. Let's get married, and take care of the kid together. Maybe we are destined to be together even though the way is not right," replied Gio.

Amara bowed lethargicly, hiding her tears. "I can't do that, Gio. There's a man I love and I don't want to lose him. Excuse me... Agree or not, I'll keep her going,"

seriate..

don't forget to leave a trace...