Hate You, Love You
Finally Talked

Amara gasped, laboriously swallowing her own saliva. Suddenly his heart was pounding. Cold sweat begins to creep onto the surface of the skin. Amara was terrified.

"I'm sorry... But the dream is yes," said Amara with a soft voice to Evan. He slowly removed the link of Evan's lips from her. "Bak Rani, can you take care of Evan for a second ? I have something to do,"

The baby sitter who was cleaning Evan's clothes into the sissy was, suddenly standing up. "Sure, ma'am," he replied kindly. Then he walked towards Amara who was sitting on the sofa. Slowly Rani grabbed Evan who had fallen asleep in Amara's lap.

Amara got up from her seat, she did not leave. Amara looked at the peaceful face of Evan who was asleep. His feelings are so uncaring. Scared of fear if Danis asks him to leave Evan in time, while the tiny baby still needs him.

Deg !!

Amara was stunned, her eyes becoming blurry for a moment. Without realizing it, the affection for his son was starting to grow. He also shook his head. Trying to get rid of his own thoughts about Evan. "No, Ara ! You just feel obligated to suckle her ! That's just it !" amara in the heart. But in fact, in the deepest corner of her heart, Amara rejected her own thoughts.

Amara's phone is back. A sign of a message, back inside that flat object. He took a quick glance, and again the name 'Danis my fiance' was listed there. "I'm just for a minute" Amara told her baby sitter.

"Mother don't worry, baby Evan is asleep. I will put it in the box" said Rani who was still holding baby Evan in her lap.

Amara nodded slowly. He would just go across, into his own room. But he felt his body still wanted to be there, in Evan's room. Maybe not just his body, but his heart that wants to be near his son.

Not much talking anymore. Amara stepped out and went into her own room. He put his body on the edge of the bed. With trembling hands, Amara scrolled the screen of her phone and read the message that Danis sent her.

"Dear Ara..," wrote Danis in the next line.

"The last few weeks have been the hardest time of my life. My heart breaks when I find out what happened to you. And just so you know, it took a lot of courage to write this message for you" Danis wrote.

"I understand why you don't want to tell me everything, even though I'm actually disappointed that you never once told the truth when we always communicated,"

Amara read the message while shedding tears, even she could not reply to many messages that Danis sent. Both of his trembling hands tightly gripped the flat object so as not to fall off onto the floor.

"I love you so much, Ara. What happened to you, did not reduce my love even just a little. I will wait for you as before. Nothing has changed between us. Everything you did to me... Lying to me about Gio who turns out to be your temporary husband, I've forgiven you without asking. I did it because I love you so much, and I hope your feelings for me are the same." Amara's tears fell more and more as she read the statement of love from her fiance.

"I know you're reading this message. I love you so much, Ara. Even more than before. Are you going to follow me to Boston ? Please come. 'cause I'll never stop waiting for you,"

Amara sobbed, her feelings were so mixed when she got such a question from her fiance who still accepted Amara as she was. Even Danis said that she had forgiven Amara who had been lying to her. The magnitude of Danis' love, makes Amara feel more guilty for her fiance.

Amara took a deep breath. The shadow of Evan and Gio's face flashed across his head as Amara was about to type in a reply. "Maybe this is God's answer, about all my do'a," Amara's inner self in her heart. What he asked, God granted. Danis still accepted herself and thus Amara was able to catch up with her there. And Evan will be taken care of by Gio.

Gio's face with her gentle eyes, was reflected on Amara's head. "Gio will definitely take good care of Evan. He loved his son very much, "l Amara sat in his heart. Her tears came back down as Amara thought of it all. Though this is what Amara wanted, but when everything happened there was doubt in his heart.

"Darling... Are you going to catch up with me ? Or should I go home to pick you up ? About your son... I won't limit you, if you want to meet,"

Again the kindness of Danis makes Amara worse in guilt so deep. How could Amara not obey the desire of Danis who was already happy to forgive and accept himself. With trembling hands, Amara wrote a reply. "I'll come for you. So wait for me...,"

To be continued

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