Hate You, Love You
Misgive

"I'll come for you. So wait for me." Amara read it over and over again, before she sent the message. Amara rubbed her wet cheek with the back of her hand. The clear water that fell unstoppably again in his eye pelupuk.

This is what Amara wanted. At all times Amara always hoped that Danis would forgive and still want to accept herself as she is. Then continue their engagement.

But...

When everything she wanted was realized, Amara felt no longer sure. He trembled in fear and also in doubt. Is it true that Danis would be glad to accept it ? Then what if it's true, what should he tell his family and also... Gio...

Amara shook her head, she did it to repel the shadow of Gio's face that suddenly appeared in her head.

"Strust your heart, Ara!" he said to himself.

Amara still did not send the message she wrote. However, a short message from Danis had already arrived on her phone. "Ara, you still want to catch up with me right ? Please come to me... I'll wait for you for whatever it is,"

Reading the message made Amara again swallow her saliva with difficulty. The problems facing him and Danis are very heavy, it seems not enough if it is solved only through a short message. But, to make phone calls and talk directly Amara was not able to do it.

Danis is demanding an answer. The man was innocent, but instead he begged Amara not to leave him. The greater Amara's guilt became for the man.

Amara took a deep breath while closing her eyes. Wishing in his heart what he chose was the best. With her trembling hands, Amara sent a reply. "Yes I'll still come to you, so wait for me,"

A few seconds later, after the message Amara had sent had been read by Danis. The phone Amara was holding was shaking. There is a name Danis my fiance' on the screen. The man immediately made a phone call after he read a message from Amara.

Fearfully Amara pressed the green button with the phone handle on her screen. "Ha-helo..," said Amara with her husky voice. Then she spilled her tears later. Amara shed her body on the floor with her head bowed and a cell phone in her ear.

After a long time Amara covered everything, in the end he talked about it to Danis fiancee.

***

Gio arrived home when it was dark. His job target is increasing because Gio has to fulfill his obligations to Amara. He moved his head to the right and left as a way to release fatigue before Gio got out of his car.

Gio smiled as he looked at the bench next to him. There are two paper bags for Amara and their baby, Evan.

For Amara, Gio brought some pieces of his wife's favorite blueberry pie. As for Evan, Gio bought a knit hat that read Evan's name. That hat Gio had ordered before. The existence of Evan and Amara gives a new color in Gio's life. Even the man had forgotten the pain of his heart at the abandonment of the treacherous lover.

Gio grabbed the two paper bags, then opened his car door and stepped out. The lights in Gio's house were already on and he smiled looking at her. Imagining two people Gio loves deeply being inside a house p.

Yep...

Over time and their togetherness, Gio's love grew bigger in Amara. Although Gio knows if he is, until now he has not been able to enter the heart of the wife.

***

Amara was sitting on the sofa in the TV room. His eyes suddenly wet because of the tiny hand Evan grasped his fingers just like that.

The little baby was breastfeeding while closing his eyes, while one of his tiny hands tightly grasped Amara's fingers. Makes Amara's feelings so unpleasant. There was a strange rumble that possessed Amara's soul and it felt so overwhelming when it happened.

Amara turned her head as the front door handle moved. He knew Gio was coming. Amara was really looking forward to her arrival and wanted to immediately tell the man what was going on.

"Assalamualaikum," said Gio slowly and he immediately smiled at the beautiful scenery in front of him. The woman he loved and his beloved son were within reach of his eyes.

"Gio ! Gio ! Here !!" Amara's eyes sparkled and she called out Gio's name in a half whisper.

"What's up ?"

"Ssttttt," Amara interrupted Gio's speech, hinting her husband not to make a noise so that baby Evan did not wake up. Gio understood. Even he stepped his feet slowly, like slacking. Gio put the two paper bags he brought on the table. Then he walked closer to Amara.

"Why ?" ask Gio curiously. His eyes looked at Amara then at Evan. But quickly Gio turned his face to the point when he saw Evan was asleep. Gio is a normal adult male. Seeing a chewy object that pokes sexy belongs to Amara, making Gio nervous not dumbass.

"This..," said Amara while showing her finger that Evan was holding firmly as if he did not want to lose. Amara's eyes blurred again with tears when she said that.

"Oh my..," Gio's eyes dimmed when he saw her. He covered his open mouth with his palm. The sense of haru was covering him. "Can I ?" gio asked as he lowered himself on his knees so that he could look at him more closely.

"Oohh God, I also want to be like that" said Gio with a look of a face that was so desiring. Jealousy was so noticeable on her face and somehow it made Amara happy that Evan had done it to her first.

"But unfortunately, I got it first" said Amara. There was a proud tone in her speech and made Gio smile at her.

"Now my part is guarding him. You rest" said Gio.

"Yes, but you'd better clean yourself first,"

"Alright," Gio got up and walked towards his room. But Gio's steps came to a halt as Amara said something to him.

"Ok, wait a minute. I change clothes first yes" Gio agreed.

***

Amara waited and waited with her chest pounding anxiously. Suddenly he felt nervous just because he would say his decision. Gio was so good at treating him. No matter how bad Amara behaved, Gio did not reply harshly. The man was so patient that even Amara's hardened heart began to soften. And now he has a little difficulty to say that he will still catch up with his fiancee.

Gio returned from his room in such relaxed clothes. The black T-shirt and gray shorts that Gio now wears. From his body, he oozed the smell of bath soap. Gio looks so fresh.

"I'm sorry for making you wait,"

"It's okay, Evan is also still bobo," said Amara who still holds the child even though Evan had not suckled.

"May I carry it ? I miss him so much,"

"Of course, but slow down. Don't let Evan wake up,"

"All right..," said Gio. He bent his body to reach Evan. "And I miss you so much, Ara," Gio's inner heart as her body drew closer to Amara.

"Sstttt darling." Gio cradled baby Evan slowly. He did it so Evan wouldn't wake up.

"I brought you something" Gio said to Amara.

"Oh yeah what ?" ask Amara curiously.

"That, look at yourself on the table,"

Amara also rose from her seat and stretched her body that felt sore. Then walked towards the table that Gio had pointed at.

Upon arrival there, the first Amara opened was a paper bag containing a knit hat owned by Evan. "It's funny" said Amara.

But it turns out that not only belongs to Evan, in it there is a scarf in blue and gray. Same color as Evan's hat. And the scarf says Amara's name on one end. Amara took it out and saw it.

"I don't know what you like, so I ordered that. Sorry if you don't like it" Gio explained without asking.

Amara smiled faintly. "I like it, thank you very much" he said slowly. Again Amara's feelings become chaotic not because of it.

Then Amara put the scarf on the table and switched to the next paper bag. From the smell alone Amara already knows, it is her favorite blueberry cheese cake. Amara excitedly opened it.

"For you, may it be your tired medicine today. Thanks for taking care of Evan's baby while I was working,"

Though Amara knows if Gio is much more tired than him. But behold, the man always put himself together. Getting such attention makes Amara's feelings even more chaotic.

"Oh yeah.. What do you want to talk about ?" ask Gio.

"Huh ?" Amara gasped at Gio's question.

"So he said he wanted to tell me something,"

Amara did not answer him immediately, all she did was look at Gio with eyes that were so difficult Gio to understand.

"Mara ?"

"Mhhh... There is nothing, not so important," replied Amara who suddenly could not say his decision to follow Danis because his tongue became a joke and could not explain everything.

seriate...

I continue this novel because it has been examined by two editors from Noveltoon. And the plagiarism allegations that some then crowded into this novel ARE NOT PROVEN at all. Stop accusing me because I didn't do it.

if there is still someone accusing me of changing the plot, read the previous announcement yes.this novel I have made the outline to completion before plagiarism allegations rampant. there is also a screenshot of my conversation with a friend who talked about the novel.

all and thank you.

don't forget to leave a trail.

Minal aidzin, everybody..

I'm sorry for all my mistakes and thoughts. ⁇