The Dilemma of One Night Love
Chapter 76

"You know I'm tired" said Airin. Lowering hand. Then, walk staggering away out of the Lobby.

Tears had dried up, there was no longer left to cry over the man who had disappointed him half to death. His steps with Kak Ikmal did not stop, although Angga still called out the name Airin repeatedly.

Get in the car, and see Angga knocking on the car window repeatedly. Airin covered her face with both hands.

"Come, we're going!" airin said loudly, because he saw Kak Ikmal who never turned on the car engine.

"Airin, let's talk first,"

Angga was still tapping on the window glass, with eyes wet Airin could see for a moment. However, this time his heart would not be trapped back.

"I'm tired" murmured Airin.

The car drove away. Airin knew the meaning of his return trip home, making it unanimous to take the decision to completely part with Angga.

"You okay, Dek?" ask Kak Ikmal.

Airin did not reply, choosing silence with a blank stare staring out the window all the way. There were no tears coming out of her eyelids.

"Maybe I was too disappointed, that my hatred was more than my sadness" murmured Airin. Brother Ikmal who heard, just grasped Airin's right hand tightly.

At midnight, Airin arrived in Bandung. He stopped and rested at Kak Ikmal's house for a while. He did not want to give this bad news to his mother. For fear that her mother would feel very sad.

Seeing the dormant Ringga in the room, Airin rushed to his son. Then, kiss Lingga's forehead and say "Good sleep" softly, not wanting to wake her son's sleep.

"Rest in Lingga's room, only tomorrow we will discuss again" said Kak Ikmal. Patting Airin on the shoulder before exiting the room. Airin nodded.

Airin took off her veil, and went to the bathroom. Stitches in his stomach still leaves pain because it is not completely dry. Airin wiped his body slowly with a wet towel, then ablaze.

Night prayers to ask for guidance and forgiveness he did. On the prayer mat, tears filled with hatred for her husband. But, repeatedly he beristighfar to forget about Angga's mistakes.

For a moment of thought, a good destiny never sided with him. However, after a moment of contemplation, Airin realizes that fate is not to blame, but that every thing has a choice. And, Airin had chosen the wrong path from the start.

Repeatedly blaming Mona. However, the fact is that he himself is the problem in his destiny. Sorry, it was free. Twice losing her baby was the heaviest blow that made Airin finally come to his senses. If it had been all this time, it was he who forced fate to side with her.

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The next morning, Airin was startled by a warm kiss and a shrieking cry in the ears of the Ringga.

"Mother," Lingga shook Airin's body repeatedly, while continuing to kiss Airin's forehead. Airin smiled, knowing that. However, he refused to open his eyes.

Ringga did not stop just to shake Airin's body, he was about to rise above Airin's chest to hug. But, Airin rushed to open his eyes because he realized the stitches in his stomach had not dried.

Airin hugged her son tightly, while smirking his round two cheeks. Happy to meet with the Ringga. The lost happiness was now back in his arms. The lingga is his life spirit.

"Your friend, when is it coming?" ask Lingga, with her cheerful face.

"Last night, baby." replied Airin.

"Where's papa?"

Ringga opened the door of the room, and searched for the whereabouts of Angga. Screaming calling "Papa" repeatedly. Airin got up from the bed, then called for Ringga to return to the room.

"Father did not come," replied Airin, pulling out Ringga's hand and closing the door again.

"Why?"

"It's okay,"

"You're fighting again with Papah and Grandma?"

The lingga who initially smiled happily, turned moody. Lower both shoulders, and sit next to Airin.

"Ringga,"

"Yes,"

"What if we live alone?" ask Airin to his son.

"I mean mama?"

"Yes, without the evil Papa and Grandma. Mom will stay here forever, accompany you."

Lingga looked up, looking at Airin. Then stand up and shake your waist. Shaking his head twice seemed to understand what Airin meant.

"Casian Papa," said Ringga.

"But .. but Mamah no longer wants to stay with Papa," Airin replied, pulling both of Ringga's hands and re-hugging her.

Tears slowly spilled, for the first time Airin did not hide his sadness in front of the Ringga. Waving his cry on the small chest of the Ringga.

Lingga patted Airin on the back, then hugged Airin tightly.

"Yes, my mother and I are enough" replied Lingga.

Airin looked up, and looked at his son's face with wet eyes.

Decisions have been made. Airin is determined to divorce from Angga. Then, ask Kak Ikmal to help her take care of the divorce papers without her mother's knowledge.

Airin will give you this bad news, having actually divorced Angga.

With determination, Airin filed for divorce in Court. Then ask Kak Ikmal to inform Angga about the decision that Airin made. Airin could not hear the voice of Angga. Because for her, it had been quite sick all this time to see her husband's behavior. And, there was no longer any desire to hear the sound of even meeting Angga again.

This farewell Airin wanted to do without a fuss. And asked Angga to give custody of Ringga to him. However, Angga refused loudly. He said that to Kak Ikmal on the phone. However, the Ringga is the son of Angga. He did not let the farewell happen.

Airin did not care and still filed a lawsuit. Until the letter of mediation was in the hands of Airin and Angga. However, Airin refused to mediate. And ask the lawyer who takes care of it. Provides some evidence if during this time Angga also never fully care for Ringga. Because Kak Ikmal who from the beginning became a parent and father in the eyes of Ringga.

Airin is still looking for ways to maintain custody of the Ringga. He started working in the store again to be able to be a proof also able to support Lingga without an Angga.

Airin did not care about the screams, and Angga's anger came to Kak Ikmal's house. Ask him to always talk and find a way out. Because the reality of parting is the best way for people who are still shackled with their past like Angga and Mona.

Until it finally arrives at the Court, the anticipated day is coming soon. Both Airin and Angga sat in front of the judge. Hammer knocked three times. And the marriage is over. Angga turned to look at Airin, but Airin just threw away his face.

With wet eyes, Angga approached and knelt in front of Airin to apologize. Airin refused, and ignored Angga's grief.

Then Mona came closer. Hugging Angga tightly in front of Airin. Showing his concern with Angga's grief. Airin clucked in annoyance, then left.

Until he was at the exit he met Raffi. The two shook hands and smiled faintly. Without a word, without a voice spoken. Airin turned his head back, letting Raffi follow the direction of his eyes and gaze.

"You see that?"

Airin let out a question, his eyes shining towards Angga and Mona.

"You'll be just like me, because their destiny is together" Airin said "so before you're just as tormented, you better make up your mind now,"

Airin took his hand off Raffi's. Then leave.