
'Me and you will never be together, even if time keeps forcing us to be together'
'I don't want to hurt myself much longer'
'If again, I hear the love of your lips for me. This time I'll slap my cheek repeatedly to wake up'
"Airines"
The voice that Airin wanted to eliminate from his life.
Airin opened her eyes slowly, she was no longer in the room. The sound of the heart rate monitor, resting him if he was currently in the Hospital. The pain he had just felt was a little lost.
Airin opened her eyes wide, and saw the Doctor who examined her pregnancy every month standing in front of her. Grasping Airin's hand firmly.
"I'm sorry, your baby's not helped,"
That sentence no longer surprised Airin. Airin was already aware of it, if this second pregnancy would not work.
"You're sober?" tanya Angga approached, then embraced Airin. Airin was silent neither replying to the embrace nor rejecting it.
For a moment his mind was empty. Her tears were dry, unable to cry. At the moment, Airin is in grief. Losing her baby a second time, losing her hope for the umpteenth time.
In fact, the tears of Angga that soaked Airin's shoulders. And Airin only responded with a grouchy feeling of being harbored.
'Here is your will, ' Inner Airin is hard.
Even in this sad state, her mother-in-law did not seem to come to visit. Airin grew furious, then pushed Angga's shoulder away from him.
"I want to rest" said Airin. Pull the blanket over, and hide her adorable face in the blanket. Repeatedly patting his chest to cry, it felt like something was awkward this time. Though she had just miscarried, but tears were reluctant to come out as usual when she was sad.
"Finally, maybe this is the end .." murmured Airin.
After not hearing her husband's voice. Airin removed her blanket, enduring the pain in her stomach after getting a few stitches. Walk out of the patient's room, heading to the receptionist.
Ask one of the nurses to lend him a phone call. Airin intends to contact Kak Ikmal.
His phone call was answered. Airin told her brother that she is currently in the hospital. And asked Kak Ikmal to come pick him up. Ikmal agreed, and Airin hung up and went back to the patient room.
"Where have you been?" ask Angga who turned out to have returned to the room.
Airin just kept silent and did not say a word to her husband. This time he wanted to really leave in silence.
"You can not go anywhere, at least Friday can go home," said Angga who explained Airin must be treated three days at the Hospital. Airin remained unmoved and silent. She still smelled the smell of alcohol from her husband's mouth, and it made her even more upset.
A few hours later, Angga said goodbye to take care of something. Airin remained hidden under the covers without replying. His only wish was to wait for his brother to come pick him up and return to Bandung. After all, there is nothing else that makes Airin survive in the city of Jakarta.
His reason for being together with Angga, and fixing up his household that was on the edge of destruction had already run aground with the loss of his baby at this time.
Until finally Ikmal came. With wet eyes, Airin hugged her brother tightly. Sis Ikmal without a sentence just cried and patted Airin's back repeatedly.
"I want to go home" said Airin.
"With your condition like this" said Kak Ikmal.
"I can't stand it, Bang,"
New tears could spill in front of the right person for Airin. Airin felt relieved, her sadness came out along with tears.
"Try me to talk to the doctor first" said Kak Ikmal.
Airin nodded, and clasped her brother's hand tightly.
No more desire to see her husband, for Airin at this time Angga is just a man who only gives small cuts slowly day by day until gaping until the wound is not able to stitch and close again.
The doctor came, then Ikmal talked about Airin's desire to go home. However, doctors forbid it on the grounds of Airin's condition is still weak. Airin still insisted on going home, to scream while crying. His desire is round.
Finally Kak Ikmal also gave a signature for a letter of approval if Airin out of the Hospital at this time, the Hospital did not want to interfere in case of a fatal mistake in the condition of Airin.
Airin did not leave a final message nor a letter to Angga. He just hurriedly wanted to leave and did not want to see Angga anymore. Because by looking at Angga, she became reminded again of the times when she would lose her baby her husband was even sprawled drunk.
However, when his steps were in the Lobby. The pair of eyes he wanted to avoid was currently holding back his steps. Airin embraced Kak Ikmal's hand tightly, seeking refuge.
"Where are you going?" asked Angga, approaching towards Airin.
Airin dodged, releasing her embrace from Kak Ikmal's hand, running staggering to avoid her husband until he fell. Ikmal ran, and helped Airin get up.
"It's quiet, let me speak," said Kak Ikmal softly to Airin.
"Hey, stop! Airin," said Angga, came running after the steps of Airin and Kak Ikmal.
Angga managed to grab Airin's hand, and pulled it. Brother Ikmal then, released the grip of Angga's hand.
"Let us go" said Ikmal.
"No, she's still my wife" Angga said. Pulling Airin's hand back. Airin then pulled her hand strong, and slapped Angga's right cheek hard. Until all eyes were on them.