The Dilemma of One Night Love
Chapter 74

'I look stupid, when dealing with you and Mona,'

'My guilt came back. My disbelief that you can be mine forever comes back. When Mona was still able to control you and make you couldn't help but meet her.'

"Why are you again?" ask Angga.

"You're the one who's why? I'm in pain you just scolded me, scolded me. As soon as she heard the sound of Mona wanting to flash away to meet her," Airin replied.

Angga clucked in annoyance, a grinning smile staring at Airin.

"You know nothing. I went to see him to discuss something?" angga Stuffing.

"discuss what? I see, you even went back and forth just to see Mona instead of taking care of your company. She's getting married, what do you need to talk to about?"

"You shut up if you don't know anything, your jealous brain is better cleaned. That's why you're stressed, you're thinking strange things. Bad thoughts are always with me!" gertak Angga's.

Airin was still staring at her husband's eyes sharply, while adjusting her heavy breathing back.

"Then what are you going to discuss with him, tell me! I want to hear,"

"Where do you understand, it's business. Even the High School you did not pass," said Angga annoyed, then out of the room by closing the door hard room.

Tears were spilling again, repeatedly seeing the attitude of her husband who never frankly with his goals that every time met Mona.

"She was afraid of losing me, but what? He doesn't even care about my feelings" Airin grumbled with sobs. Clenched both of his hands and hit repeatedly onto the pillow.

"I'm tired, God,"

No day without crying, no day without being hurt. That's what Airin felt.

No friends to complain of sadness. Telling his brother will only add to the burden of mind Kak Ikmal and Kak Dista who are becoming new parents. Married with his mother was afraid of being a burden, especially since his father died, his mother seemed closed always in the room.

After a slightly calm mood, Airin took ablution water to perform ashar prayers. Complaining all sorrow to the Khaliq. Wishing her fate to change, and happiness to embrace it. Begging for forgiveness for her past mistakes, which caused her to not feel happy in the end, despite being the legitimate wife of a man she loved.

Tiring wait, until 10 pm her husband did not come home. Airin moaned in pain, her worry about a second miscarriage terrified her. Wanted to call Angga, but his phone died. Screaming, asking for help from her mother-in-law and her maid will only be indifferent and pretend not to listen.

Repeatedly Istighfar, bracing yourself to stay conscious. The eyes begin to refuse to open. The head felt like a strong blow, to the point of twitching. The body shivered, along with the cold sweat that came out.

Airin picked up the prayer beads at the table, and continued to stand aside. The sound of a foot beating up the stairs, seemed to be the light for himself to be strong.

"Figures," said Airin lirih,

The door opened and her husband came. "Female, I'm in pain," Airin looked at her husband with almost closed eyes.

However, what he saw at this moment instead made his worries even higher. Angga looked insane, staggering like a drunk. Then, lying on the couch. Didn't mention Airin's words and moans.

"Yes, Allah .." That's all Airin could say.

"Female, Angga .." said Airin. Then get off the bed slowly.

Red eyes and an unconscious body were clearly depicted in her husband. Airin struggled more and more in pain, then shouted hysterically when he saw blood piercing through his negligee.

Airin panicked, shaking Angga's body repeatedly. However, Angga did not respond. Airin then, ransacked her husband's suit pocket, and took out a cell phone. Call Kamil, and tell him to come to his room.

"Oh God, Yes. God," said Airin continuously, that sentence was able to calm his fear.

Kamil came to his room, then Airin asked Kamil to contact the Ambulance. And helps put Airin's body on the bed.

Blood still did not stop coming out, Airin felt his stomach 100 times the pain of his usual cramps. Her pair of eyes that began to fade, looking at her husband from a distance.

Desperate, utterly desperate that Airin is currently feeling. His tears spilled, the pain, crumbled into one. She seemed to be a stupid woman who was lulled by the words of a man with just the words 'I don't want to lose you'. In reality, it was just an inducement that had no meaning and solemnity.

"If it really has to end, after this I will end," said Airin lirih, before completely unconscious.