
The silence was very pronounced, sitting on the terrace for a moment. Look at the sign with his father's name on it. Airin wiped her tears back, bowed to hide her sadness.
"Patience, all is destiny" said Kak Ikmal. Sitting near Airin, rubbing Airin's head gently. Airin was still bowed, as unwilling as she cried without a sound.
"What kind of sick dad is that, Bang?"
Airin looked up, looking at his older brother's face.
"Abang doesn't know either, Dek. You know for yourself, I never complain about anything. Probably because of too much sleep,"
"Yes yes just because many stay up late, did not you like to stay up late, but it's okay, anyway,"
"Yes, don't talk about it anymore. Now, let's just pray that Dad gets the best place by God's side,"
Airin nodded, wiping away her tears. Then, hug Kak Ikmal.
"How's Angga? Is he still close to Mona?" asked Kak Ikmal, looking into the eyes of Airin. Airin dodged and got up.
"I go inside first, Bang. I forgot Ringo's napiapin, he must be hungry." replied Airin.
Ikmal pulled Airin's left hand, making Airin sit back. Airin looked down, and tried to get back up.
"Sit down! Brother wants to talk, Dek."
"But, I …"
"Here you go, sit down."
Airin sat back down, looking at the look on her sister's upset face, making her unable to wart.
"Tell me the truth. What brings you home?" ask Kak Ikmal.
Airin smiled and looked at her brother's face.
"I told you, Lingga misses his grandfather,"
"Don't lie!" sahut Kak Ikmal's.
"Ti .. no,"
"Tell me the truth,"
Airin's gaze turned down. He nodded his hand nervously. Forwardly backtrack his feelings to be honest.
"Yes" replied Airin.
"Yes what?" kak Ikmal asked to look at Airin. "yes, he's still with Mona you mean?"
Airin nodded slowly.
"Astaghfirullah, even though you're pregnant, he's still taking care of Mona?"
"I don't know what my husband really wants either. So far I've seen them together and closer. Especially since the company Angga began to go bankrupt, and rely on loans from the company Mona."
Ikmal clenched his hands, hitting the bench hard. Expressing his frustration on people who are not here.
"Then are you still expecting it?"
Airin rubbed his stomach.
Ikmal stood up, shaking his waist by putting on an annoyed look at Airin. Airin bowed, dodged.
"Then? What's your move now? You're pregnant again, you still want to survive?" ask Kak Ikmal.
"I don't know,"
"Astaghfirullah Rin, from the beginning he came older brother already hated him. But you and Dad are trying to forgive him. Until you get married. Just try, you're married to Raffi, your life won't be like this!"
Airin was silent, hearing the anger mixed with advice from her brother's mouth. Only tears fell from his cheeks, giving an answer to his regret.
TLILLILITIC
Airin's phone rang, Airin reached into his pants pocket. Staring at her phone screen, a call from her husband was waiting to be answered.
"Who? The angga?" ask Kak Ikmal.
Before Airin replied, Ikmal immediately pulled the phone in Airin's hand. Pressing speaker button.
"Where areyou? Hurry home!" gertak Angga loudly.
Hearing the loud voice of Angga for Airin, Kak Ikmal also denied it.
"You're the one who came back to Bandung. I wait!"
Brother Ikmal, turn off the phone immediately after giving an answer. Give Airin his phone again, then leave Airin on the porch.
Airin's phone rings back. Her husband called back. Airin stared at her phone screen for a moment, then paused her intention to lift it up.
The call stopped, then a few minutes back the phone rang. Airin then turned off his phone and focused on taking care of the study in his house. Because some relatives come one by one.
Until the night of study arrived, after the adzan isya reverberated. One by one guests arrive. Airin, who had just been five minutes into bed, got back up and walked out of the room, after hearing a loud noise in the living room.
Airin was sitting next to Dista's brother who was holding his son. Share Yasin's book with the guests. After that, listen to the greeting sentence from Kak Ikmal.
Tears began to grow unstoppable again, while reciting some prayers to his late father. Every moment and memory flashed through Airin's mind. His father's laughter and smile were reflected when the verses of the Koran were heard and read.
A regret that cannot be changed. Not in the last moments his father breathed, like an incision made without touching. Blaming him, who lately rarely contacted his father, until the sad news was not heard.
Busy with her fear, closing the wound so that everyone she cared about did not see her sadness. That's what Airin did. But that made him feel guilty. Until finally he can not be honest with his father, if in fact he is not okay. The same thing also did his father turned out, closing the wound and pain alone until death..
'I don't want to live like this anymore, ' Inner Airin is hard.
After the show is over. Airin sat down near Kak Ikmal who was rolling the mat.
"Bang" said Airin. Her sister turned her head. "there's actually something I want to tell you,"
Ikmal stopped rolling the mat, and stared at Airin's face.
Before the story begins …
"Assynolt,"
An unfamiliar voice rang out, knocking on the door several times. Making Airin and Kak Ikmal look back together.
"Father!" shouted the running Ringga, approaching Angga.