The Dilemma of One Night Love
Chapter 33

Airin's reply shocked his family.

"Rin," said Angga, who approached. But Airin immediately extended her hand and gestured to keep the distance between the two. But Angga kept getting closer. Airin then stood up and dodged, then Angga increasingly held back Airin's steps and pulled Airin's hand.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Rin," Angga said, kneeling at Airin's feet. Airin wiped away her tears that were slowly descending.

"Let's start from the beginning, let me fix everything, " said Angga, then slowly also shed tears.

"By hurting Mona?" airin.

"I've broken up with Mona" Angga said.

"Then what changed? We only hurt each other if we are together" said Airin stammered and teary-eyed.

"We will tell Mona together, if there is a ringga between us. I'm sure Mona will understand" said Angga, bowing his head, wiping his tears and still kneeling with Airin's hand.

"How come? I'm wrong why Mona should walk out of your life, I'll be haunted by guilt, even when this guilt shackles me" said Airin, his tears were more rushing down than before until his face turned red.

"I can't, I can't ..., start a relationship by hurting someone else's heart" Airin said, wiping away her tears again.

Angga got up and pulled Airin's chin, until the two of them looked at each other with wet eyes.

"Is there no love for me in your heart?" ask Angga. Airin removed Angga's hand from his chin and then threw away his face.

"Please, what about Ringga, our son?" angga.

"Ringa? He's been used to living without his papa all this time, so don't give a reason, I want us to end up here, it's too hard for me. I .. I. .. I don't want to ruin anyone's happiness anymore," sahut Airin then, stepped away leaving Angga. Angga stepped up and wanted to follow Airin's steps, but his father Airin forbade him and told Angga to sit down again.

***

The meeting ended without settlement. His father Airin told Raffi to go home, and let Airin to calm down and think clearly, while Angga was still unmoved sitting on the sofa even though his father Airin told him to go home too.

Airin was still crying, even though he had chosen Raffi, but why his heart even felt pain.

"I'm not really in love with her, she's my past," Airin murmured to her, but her tears spilled again as she tried to dodge her true feelings.

Airin did not dare to come out of his room, when he found out Angga had not yet left his house.

Two hearts that want each other, but trapped in fear.

"Here home!" his father said, Airin heard his father repeatedly drive Angga home, but Angga still flinch silently without a sentence.

After almost midnight silent in the living room, Agga finally came home, and Airin just dared to come out of the room.

"You really love Raffi?" asked his father approaching to Airin who was sitting in the dining room sipping a glass of water.

Airin just kept quiet, and still took another ice water from the fridge.

"What about Raffi's parents, did he also know about the Ringga?" ask his father again, Airin then shook his head.

"Then, what if her parents don't accept you? You better marry Dewangga, he has also said he wants to be responsible" added his father. Airin just kept quiet and did not say, his mind is currently still chaotic.

"Dad, just want to match Airin, now I even want Airin with Nak Dewangga," said his new mother.

Airin turned to look at her mother who was also still sighing in annoyance, sighing long. Then choose to go back to the room and think about everything again. Airin glanced at his desk drawer, then opened it and took out a notebook. There is a photo depicting the friendship between her and Mona. Then, a piece of paper tucked in Mona's phone number.

Airin sat down, and then pressed some numbers on her phone.

"Hallo, "say someone.

"I'm Airin, can we meet tomorrow?" airin.

After getting a 'yes' answer from Mona, the call ended.

***

The next day, Airin woke up early and prepared. Before leaving for work, he would stop by the park to meet Mona.

Airin's steps are heavy and nervous, but both are old friends. However, it feels like meeting a stranger after 2 years of not meeting.

Airin saw Mona already sitting on a park bench, while looking at her coming from afar. The two then sat side by side.

Airin turned his head occasionally towards Mona who looked glum and did not take out a single sentence.

"How are you?" ask Airin to Mona. Mona just kept quiet and gave a thin smile answer while bowed.

"I gave birth to the baby safely, sorry to break the promise" said Airin, Mona turned to Airin.

"Oh therefore, Angga asked for a breakup .., I should have expected it if you really wanted to be with Angga," Mona said, frowning. Airin then remained silent.

"Then you're now happy to have managed to get Angga?" mona said.

"I don't want to fight Mon, I just want to apologize to you this time with all my heart as a cowardly friend" said Airin.

"I want you to let everything go, because it's the fate of me and Angga" Airin added

"Hah ..," Mona let out a long sigh, then turned to look towards Airin.

"Then will you marry Angga?" ask Mona. Airin looked at Mona and was silent for a moment.

"Did you leave it to me?" ask Airin. Mona smiled and shook her head.

"I'll keep taking Angga back, you know I love him so much" Mona said, then stood up.

"the 11 years we were together, and our friendship only ended because of my foolishness to introduce you to Angga, I will not let that, if I do not have Angga, I make sure you will not have it either!" snapping Mona, then pushing Airin's body.

Airin then got up and bravely pushed Mona's body to retaliate. After that, Airin left Mona in the park.

Airin finally finds out, if Mona's love is still the same for Angga. However, this time he seemed to be challenged with Mona's arrogance. Along the way on the bus, Airin thought again about his wishes. His heart actually loves Angga, but always afraid of Mona. Despite trying hard to throw away those feelings and divert them by trying to love Raffi. His mind still could not stop thinking about Angga.

Airin stopped the bus, and stopped at the stop. Then, decide to venture out of her fear this time. Airin dialed Angga's mobile number …,

"Can we meet?" airin said, when his phone call was picked up by Angga.