The Dilemma of One Night Love
Chapter 19

The day of loss of spirit begins,

Airin began to be confused in taking care of Ringga, every morning selling in the market while holding his son to go around peddling food. Tired and sad to be one.

When he reached the boarding room, the loneliness increasingly enveloped Ririn's heart. Not tired of having to work harder to be able to pay rent and also support the Ringga. However, tired when not finding friends like Milea.

Airin felt his body was not well, the fever and flu were inflamed. Makes it difficult to take care of the lingga. Moreover, the lingga began to get more fussy, Airin had tried to give this and that but Ringga always refused and cried loudly until Airin felt bad if the other boarding children would complain to the boarding mother later.

Fever that never goes down, money that starts to thin even though soon pay the cost money. Airin is stressed and confused. Milea also has no news to return, Milea's mobile number is inactive for almost 3 days after one last week decided to go home.

A moment in Airin's mind to leave Ringga to the orphanage. However, Airin finally could only cry and hug her son.

The day came, the boarding mother came early in the morning to collect the rent. Airin opened the door and asked for time, thankfully, I was willing to accept him to see the shabby and sick Airin there was a sense of compassion in the eyes of the Mother of Cost.

Repeatedly, Airin's hand seemed to want to press the number of his brother Ikmal in hopes of lending money, but Airin tried to undo it and still tried hard not to make his family difficult with his problems.

One week lying weak, Airin finally decided to sell Milea's washing machine to pay the rent. Airin is not working and his son is currently also feverish like himself. With a staggering step Airin rose angkot and went to the health center to check his health and also Ringga.

However, when the doctor examined Ringga, the doctor suggested that Airin bring Ringga to the Hospital because Ringga experienced signs of Dengue Fever, will be fatal if the handling is late. Airin was getting frustrated and confused. Finally Airin contacted her brother and borrowed money to take Ringga to the Hospital.

After getting treatment, Ringga still had to undergo hospitalization. Airin thought again where to find money to be able to pay for the treatment of Ringga. Airin was nervous and the umpteenth time afraid of losing someone she loved.

Airin tries to contact her brother again, but her brother forces Airin to come clean to his father and mother. And prepared to accept the wishes of his parents in order to save the life of Ringga.

For the first time, Airin met his sister-in-law or his sister's wife Ikmal at the Hospital.

"I take care of your son, you go home and see Mom and Dad" said Ikmal. Airin was still sitting and flinching to get up.

"They're not as cruel as your thoughts deck, go home and see Mom and Dad. Ask for forgiveness, they will also help the Ringga." Ikmal still persuaded Airin.

"Can't you lend money to your sister, if you've recovered, Airin will replace it, Airin is afraid.." replied Airin, then cried. Ikmal came closer and hugged his sister.

Airin wiped her tears, then looked at Lingga who was lying limp on the bed. Airin let out a deep breath and got up from her seat. Finally Airin decided for his brother-in-law who will take care of Ringga, while Airin came home with Ikmal's sister to accompany him.

Along the way Airin was anxious and still overwhelmed with confusion. For a moment his heart was happy to meet his Father and Mother who had not met for almost 2 years. However, for a moment also afraid if his father still wants to make Airin bring Angga, the father of his son.

Arriving in front of the house, Airin still did not want to move out of the car. His sister then pulled Airin's hand by force, until the commotion drove her mother out of the house.

"Airin" said his mother.

Airin with wet eyes, looking at her mother. Her heart held back from being sad, but tears could not hide it. His mother knelt on the floor and mentioned Airin repeatedly as if she did not believe Airin's arrival. Airin felt devastated, then ran to his mother. Airin knelt in front of her mother while crying. Airin hugged her mother tightly and both of them were longing.

"How are you, deck .." said his mother, half whispering in Airin's ear.

"I'm sorry Mom, I'm sorry Airin .. Airin misses Mom so much," replied Airin who had not yet let go of her embrace.

"Based on a bad boy, you're leaving. Have you never thought about Mom?" His mother Airin hit Airin's shoulder repeatedly with sobs. Airin did not dodge and accepted the punishment.

Airin regained the warm embrace he always had every day, Airin could not say anything, because his tears already represented everything. His mother got up and took Airin into the house. Airin shook his head, afraid of meeting his father.

"Your father is not home yet, wait inside" said his mother pulling Airin's hand. Airin finally followed his mother's footsteps from behind. Her mother's warm hands held Airin's hands firmly until the two sat together on the sofa.

"But I made you a drink" said his mother, letting go of Airin's hand. Airin kept his mother from leaving.

"Just sit down, or take a break. Your room is still the same as it used to be" said his mother and went to the kitchen. Airin looked back and saw that her brother Ikmal was still busy calling someone outside. Airin slowly stepped towards her room.

Tears were dripping again, as the door of her room opened. Airin saw his room was still neat and clean. Even Airin's school books are still laid out on the study table. Airin bowed and cried regretting the lost time.

"Where's the kid!"

The voice of his father's cry, made Airin shocked and frightened.