The Dilemma of One Night Love
Chapter 5

Along the way to the stop, Airin only sobbed in the back seat. His heart and mind are fucked.

'Can I get through this alone?' ask Airin.

The cell phone in his hand kept ringing, Airin saw his father contacting him repeatedly. However, Airin wanted to ignore him for a moment. Ignoring the curse of his father because his father also will not know what Airin feels. Airin has trouble being honest with Angga, because of Mona. Airin didn't want to lose Mona's life because of his mistake.

Arriving at the stop, Airin immediately looked for a bus to Sindangjaya, West Bandung. The place where his grandmother and grandfather lived together. There are remote places that are rarely inhabited, may experience various difficulties for Airin to survive. However, there was no option for Airin to escape jam at the place where his grandmother lived.

it took 3 hours to reach the rugged village. Many residents began to leave this village, but people who still love the land of birth like his grandmother and grandfather chose to survive until the end of life. Although some modern reforms began to appear along the road to his grandmother's house, but the beauty did not fade.

"Assalamualaikum," said Airin, knocking on Grandma's door.

"Wallaikumsalam," said Nenenk's voice that opened the curtain and came out of the room.

"MasyaAllah, Airin my grandson ...," said Nenenknya smiling.

Airin walked over and immediately hugged her Grandma with a longing. It's been almost 2 years not stopping by her grandmother's wooden house. And it all looks the same.

"Grandmother, help Airin .., Airin is having a hard time," Airin said softly, kissing her Grandma's hand.

" What's up?" asked her Grandma confused, then pulled Airin's hand to sit down first.

"Waterin pregnant, Airin needs a temporary shelter until delivery. Airin already does not know where else to go other than to this place, Father and Mother kicked Airin because they can not bring Father from this baby," said Airin.

"Astaghfirullah Airin, why did it happen to you son" said his grandmother.

"I'm sorry Airin grandma, but Airin can't explain it now .., Airin needs time." replied Airin, then rested at his Grandma's feet begging for pity.

It is not love that claps one hand that brings Airin into suffering. But one night's mistake made the beginning of his suffering.

'If only we hadn't looked him in the eye, if only we hadn't stayed in that empty shackle, if it hadn't rained and if only I had refused when Angga kissed my lips, ' Inner Airin was hard, when his gaze did not get a reply from his grandmother.

Her grandmother stood up from the seat, walking into another room leaving Airin without an answer. Airin can only resign, if the escape to where his grandmother also finally get rejected.

"Drink first!" said his grandmother back to the seat with a glass of tea water. Ririn looked over and smiled.

"You want to stay here, until the child is born?" ask Grandma. Airin then wiped the tears on the cheeks and nodded .

"What about your Mom and Dad?" ask her grandmother again.

"Father and Mother have kicked me out, Airin please do not tell them if Airin is here. Airin was afraid to look at Dad, Airin was very guilty, Airin was afraid of being a burden and disgrace, Airin was afraid of a messy mas Ikmal marriage," Airin replied without pause.

Her grandmother did not reply to Airin's words anymore, only patting her chest repeatedly and muttering about patience. Airin sipped the tea water until it ran out, then again bowed waiting for an answer.

"Here you go, just take your stuff to the back room! Clean up before you go! Grandma wants to go to the field after your grandfather," said her grandmother, then took the caping and machete to bring to the field.

Airin pulled her suitcase into the back room. Rooms made of bamboo cubicles that are woven, shaded and calm when lying on a wooden cot with a mat woven from bamboo. Airin stared at the walls of the room that had a lot of gaps, if the morning the sun will make up if the night mosquitoes will come.

Airin looked at her phone screen and saw 3 missed calls from her father and brother.

"I'm sorry Airin" murmured Airin.

The situation is very difficult for Airin to face, if he is forced to marry Angga, Airin will be very happy. However, if you think about Mona's feelings, again the desire to be together and honest with Angga becomes shaky. All his friends know if Mona is the lover of Angga all this time, if Airin suddenly married Angga, Airin will forever bear the shame to be described as a traitor. Although it is true, but it is difficult if people directly scold in plain sight. Mona's parents will also be very disappointed with Airin, whom she considers a child for their family.

An engagement that is already in the plans between the two great families Angga and Mona will be chaotic just because of Airin. Then people will revile the good name of his father and the honor of his father will be lost in front of the citizens. The trust that his father built, will only end in reproach when he hears the son of the village chief who fornicates. Many considerations that finally Airin should think about so as not to hurt people in love.

'If you are my match, we will meet again. However, as much as possible I will still reject that fate. Enough of me who once loved you secretly, and received karma from my mistakes, ' murmured Airin inwardly.

"Rin," said Someone calling him from outside the room. Airin woke up from her fall, rising to a voice that called out to her.

"Oh my God, what made my granddaughter come here all of a sudden" his grandfather smiled. Ririn respectfully kissed her grandfather's hand.

"She's pregnant" said her new grandmother. Her grandfather was quite astonished to hear that there was no news of the wedding however, suddenly came carrying news of the pregnancy.

"Where is the husband?" his grandfather asked, turning left to the right looking for the presence of the man who married his grandson.

Ririn just bowed without an answer, embarrassed to say she was pregnant without marriage.

"Once, we'll talk about it again. Already eaten?" his grandfather said as he led Airin's hand towards the dining table.

"How many days are you here? Why didn't your mom and dad come. My God, they haven't been visiting for 2 years" his grandfather complained.

Airin fell silent, feeling a burden to his elderly grandparents.

"Airin will stay until childbirth, cake." said Airin opened his voice finally.

"Huh, that's right. Your husband, your father and mother aren't angry?" ask his grandfather to make sure. Airin did not answer.

His grandmother sat beside Airin with a momentary glance at him. His grandmother looks a little annoyed by the presence of Ririn who brings humiliation, but there is still a sense of pity and affection so not so hearty to drive away Airin.

"Grandfather, I'm not married yet" Airin said.

his grandfather put the rice pitcher with a surprised look on his eyes.

"So, whose child is this?" ask her grandfather a little loudly.

"I have sinned, and now Father and Mother are driving me away" Airin replied.

His grandfather was surprised and stood up, pulling the skull on his head to look gray hair. Scratching his head in confusion with the words of his grandson.

"Sorry kek, Airin is already entangled in sin. Airin was confused about where else to go" said Airin then got up from the chair and knelt in front of his Grandfather.

"Sorry son, finish this with your family. Your mom and dad should know. Grandfather was afraid that if you were here it would only add to the misunderstanding," said his Grandfather then got up from the chair and dodged. Leaving intact food untouched on a plate.

"Give him money to go home!" added his Grandfather, momentarily turned towards his Grandmother to gently repel Airin.

"I .., yes." answered his grandmother, and went into the room. Airin was still down on her knees, holding back the tears that would spill with both hands.

"Go home! And finish well," said his grandmother, while giving some money sheets.

Airin got up and grabbed the money, with a tired look walking back to the room to pull out her suitcase. And in the end the worst possible thing happened. There was nowhere to go or hide.

Airin sat stunned staring at the cracks of the room with a blank look. Think about which other place he'll go to.

"Do I have to take the life of this innocent baby?" airin muttered for a moment in the middle of his daydream.

The mind is again disturbed when it does not find a bright spot in the problem.

Airin stared at her phone, looking at Angga's name among the contacts. Closing my eyes for a moment.

"Do I have to call her?" murmured Airin fought on his tired mind.

Airin dialed the phone number with the name Angga, hearing a ringing wait.

"Hello?" sahut Angga who raised the call.

Airin was still silent and did not make any sound. However, his mind suddenly turned and hung up the phone.