Although Not Perfect
Tragedies

"Amel.tante is sorry, because Reza is so guilty of you.."tante Nina looked at me with a guilty look.

I haven't been able to digest Aunt Nina's words. I found Tasya just nodding, further confusing me.

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"Don't worry Amel, Auntie make sure Reza will take responsibility."tante Nina rubbed my arm gently.

"What does Aunt mean? Amel did not understand." a pair of mothers and children that make me dizzy with their behavior full of this drama.

"You don't have to shut up, Auntie who should be ashamed of not educating Reza well.I'm sorry Auntie ya.." Suddenly aunt Nina sniffled beside me.

"Eh ..Aunty why crying.."I immediately rubbed his arm so that aunt Nina more calm.

I heard the motor stop in front of the house, it must be mom. Thank God my reinforcements came to confront these two super-strange guests.

"Assalamualaikum.." greet mom while entering the house.

And just like me, once you enter the house you also put on a face of wonder there are guests nights like this...

"Waalaikum salam .." we said almost simultaneously.

"Jeng Nina what's wrong! how does it look sad again..?"asked her, sitting in the chair next to her.

"There's something important that we should talk about jeng.."sahut aunt Nina wiped her tears.

I began to concentrate on listening.

"We have to marry our son jeng .." said aunt Nina that makes my heart feel jump out immediately fell to the ground.

"What do you mean?" mom scrunched her forehead.

"Reza and Amel." replied aunt Nina.

"We....why!?!" my words spontaneously couldn't help it, out of curiosity...

"They've slept together, so we can't delay it." said aunt Nina again.

"WHAT!! Astagfirullahaladziiim.."replace the mother who jumped in shock. And seconds later, she started to panic..

"Tu..wait!! who sleeps together?!?"I said I panicked and couldn't believe my own hearing.

"AMELL!!!! I told you you had to take care of that one .." Mom started accusing me in her strict voice.

"But ma'am... "I tried to defend myself but was cut short by mother's increasingly depressed speech.

“ I am ashamed of your father.." continued the mother in a tone that made my chest so tight.

The atmosphere began to grip, aunt Nina who was still sobbing accompanied by a mum who muttered while staring blankly ahead.

"Mom..no .bu, Amel didn't do that" I tried to explain but it seemed like my mind was drifting without knowing where.

"You don't have to fear Amel, Reza has admitted it, and you're getting married.." Now change aunt Nina stroked my arm, but the sentence made things worse.

"No. I don't want to!!!"I immediately rejected the unilateral decision.

"Amel!! Why don't you get married? What if you're pregnant???"mom seems to be getting more emotional with me.

Suddenly my head became very dizzy. The shahdu night that accompanied me, why was it a night like this.

I got up from the chair and walked out, my blood flowing fast along with the hunting emotions.

"Amel where are you going??" tasya shouted following me who was walking out of the house.

"I need to see your sister!!!" I said to Tasya.

" but..Mas Reza this afternoon went to Makassar, Mel..!there's a meeting with an important client there..."

“Huh..sucks!!!"I cursed him while squeezing my finger, wanting to punch the man.

"Tasya, give me the phone number!!" kataku later.

"I.iya" Tasya shuddered at my anger, then picked up her phone and typed something there.

HHhhh my quota is also over. I returned to the room in a hurry and grabbed my wallet.

"Mother.I want to go to the front shop, buy a quota" I said to mom, then I got Aunt Nina.

”Sorry Aunty, Amel stay first ..assalamualaikum. "said I was alone there was his mother Tasya.

The mother who was still moody just nodded and answered her greetings slowly.

"Yes dear, waalaikum salam.be careful." replied his gentle aunt Nina.

I came out and Tasya was anxiously still waiting for me outside.

"Let's take it .." said Tasya

"No need, I want to be alone, my head is so dizzy!!!"

I turned on my motor matic, down the residential asphalt road. Only a few moments later I turned my bike to the shophouse where selling pulses. Even though it was night time the place was crowded because it sold at wholesale prices.

After getting the data packet, I scanned the code number for the data and managed to log in. Some chatter to get into my hape. Especially from the campus boy2 group, which always chats things that are not important just make a group game..

I immediately opened a chat from Tasya containing Reza's mas number. Then I pressed the call button impatiently..

"Tuuuuttuuut.."for a long time has not been appointed mas Reza.

I repeat again, I'll wait a little longer.

"Hello.assalamualaikum.." The voice from across is so heavy.

“Halo mas Reza right?!? Waalaikum... Please explain why Aunt Nina thought we slept together?!!!" i'm excited.

Being excited, I forgot that I was still in front of the shophouse. All eyes were on me when I said out loud about sleeping together.

After realizing that people began to smile knots, I immediately stepped away from the crowd of those people.

"Hello.hello...mas Reza..!!!"I'm getting louder.

"Who is this …?"say people there with a lazy tone.

"It's Amel mas..."

"Hmmm...Amel?"

"Yes !!Amelia Pramesti, her friend Tasya!!!"

"Astaghfirullah ..Mel..wearing late night phone gini..."

"Last night what does it mean!!!anyway, why did Reza say he fucked me!!!" my voice grew higher because I could not get an explanation from him.

"It's almost twelve o'clock Mel.tomorrow I'll call you, wassalamualaikum.." said before disconnecting our phone unilaterally.

"Eh.hello..hello..!! ishhhhh really nyebelin this person, be careful tomorrow will not escape you!!!"

Astagfire, Amel!! remember you are a girl, why your behavior so bar-bar like this anyway.I sighed beginning to introspect.

But my heart still feels arrogant when I take the bike home.

Until the house, I saw it was deserted, Tasya and her mother had gone home. I entered the room but could not sleep even though the night was getting late. I decided to move from my room to my mother's room, I saw my mother in bed, I caught up with her and hugged her

"Amel.." when I realized I was.

"Amel sleeps here ma'am.."my mouth is spoiled.

"Yes, son. I'm sorry that you were yelling at you, I just love Amel.." I felt my mother stroking my hair with love.

"Mother don't mind much, Amel can definitely solve this problem, ma'am..."

Hopefully tomorrow there will be a bright spot of tragedy that makes me the prime suspect ...

Which makes me inexhaustible, why did Reza admit the impossible thing we did. There must be something he's planning...

Withstanding the curiosity of the night I finally fell asleep in my mother's arms.