Although Not Perfect
Watch over me

He gently rubbed my hair and kissed my forehead.

"Still sick hmm...."

"Hmmm .." I just nodded, unable to speak.

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My tiredness felt reduced when enjoying the warmth of the glass that I held with both palms of my hands.

Then he took back the empty tea glass from my hand and moved from his seat.

"I'll prepare warm water for you to take a bath." she said as she passed from before me.

I noticed her sweet demeanor, whether we would be like this forever. It seems I'm starting to fear losing that oriental-faced man...

Immediately I took a large towel from my closet, with the pain of holding me in the bathroom. And when I saw my body in the glass, the astaghfirullah..

I held my cheeks hot from the shame of seeing the marks he left behind, maybe I'll turn into a leopard...

Finished Reza mas bath was waiting for me to pray the morning congregation. It feels like the burden that is in the heart has been released because it has now become a real wife...

Indeed, before there were feelings of guilt and also worried about various questions how he let go of his desire.

After the dawn prayer, Reza came out of the room and invited me to sit next to him.

It turned out that at the dinner table there was complete fried rice with beef eye eggs on it for both of us.

I picked up the tea glass on the table that still felt warm and took a sip over and over again. I who was next to him still did not dare to return his gaze, I don't know what he was thinking about me.

Hhh.. for a long time my brain guessed too much, instead I took the plate and fried rice and then I put it in front of him.

"What time did Reza set all this up? I'm sorry I didn't help you.."you broke the silence .

“I only use the supplies of mother, just a form of responsibility, is not because I last night we missed dinner.."he smiled meaningfully.

My cheeks must have been blushing from the heat, given our busyness last night...

And he's right, I'm so hungry especially this fried rice that I think is really good. How can the kitchen business, a wife loses with her husband...

"Enak.. hmm?" askinya.

"I can get fat if I eat good food and keep kayak gini..."

"I want to see you fat, last night I just found out that you can drown when I hug.."he chuckles while enjoying his food.

I still have the wrong attitude to respond to him. What is just my feeling, now Reza is more often to let go of his laughter.

After breakfast, I went back to my bedroom intending to clean up the room as a result of last night's chaos.

Including having to immediately wash the sheets with blood spots that make me proud to be able to keep it only for my husband.

Mas Reza came up to me as I pulled the bed sheet from his place, and upon realizing his presence I immediately hid the stain.

"You want diapain?"tanyanya sitting in my study chair.

"It must be washed immediately, so that the stains can be lost." I said still embarrassed.

"Let's just wash it, I have to take responsibility, right?"her mouth pulled the bed sheet I brought with me while smiling seductively.

When the bed sheet was in his hand was put back on the table next to him, while his hand pulled my waist to sit on his lap.

"Ishh... freelanin, I don't like that tau!!" I said muttering in his lap, wanting to get out of there immediately for being accused of teasing him.

She chuckled, hugging me tighter.

"Yes.iya..it seems like I am the one who becomes sensitive if you deket..your signal turned out to be very strong”.

"It seems like Reza hasn't been this good since when did he start wanting me, hmm?"I said as I leaned against his chest.

"Let's see, at first I didn't expect anything from you, I just needed a friend. But your always evasive attitude makes me curious and so it's fun to be able to tempt you. Finally I got hooked, long ago the feeling of longing so strong always present when away from you..."

"What does Reza feel like to Vina?" manya curious.

"You two are so different. Vina is gentle yet fragile, making me want to always protect her..."

"And you love her so much, I used to see you were the perfect couple..."

"Yes, I love him so much .. "he sighed.

"How can I get your love, too..."

"Everything inside me, just for my wife, doesn't that mean you've got it all?"he still hugged me in his lap.

But you never said that you love me .. I would love to argue, but I do not want to ruin this comfortable atmosphere.

Let me always be second only to Vina, but now Reza is always by my side, but is that enough for me..?

" Oh yeah, after I graduate, can I apply for a job at your cafe?" I try to shift the feeling of disappointment in my heart.

" why? Maybe because Richard was there?"he said with suspicion.

"I want to learn to cook mas, actually I'm starting to be embarrassed so the wife does not know the kitchen business..."

"A little bit I also know some recipes, no need for Richard let me teach you how to cook.." he said.

Looks like I have to change my sentence so that Reza won't ban me. Actually I want to be able to give him a surprise by making cakes or special foods like other couples, if mas Reza who teach where there can be surprises...

About chef Richard, I was really happy to meet my idol guy, a bule with exotic skin and good at cooking...

But now there is something else that makes me more excited, have a friend who is so considerate, that I hope to seize all his love just for me...

" Would Reza really teach me how to cook? Give an example to me, what day should I have free time..hmm...?" challenge me.

The man looked dumbfounded by my question.

" Sunday.." he said in an unconvinced tone.

" Within this month, only one Sunday can we meet all day, and another Sunday you prefer to adventure with the Yogi..."

Mas Reza held back his laughter because of my rant. Maybe because I said it with anxiety as if being jealous of his assistant named Yogi.

" Yes sorry.I will try to set the time so that the holidays can be with you, not with Yogi continue, indeed these few months there are some new projects that require my presence directly, he said, later if it goes smoothly I just released on the head of each team.." he explained at length.

"Okey.while waiting for your free time, let me study as well as work so that the knowledge I learned can be useful, if Reza mas not allow in the cafe with chef Richard, he said, I'll apply for another cafe...."

" No.no.no.. You better study and work with Richard than in a place I don't know.."mas Reza seemed to think.

" It's not really worried that I'm close to my idol hmmm.." my lead.

" It's precisely Richard who will help me to watch over and take care of you, Mel. If elsewhere, you may not be safe .." he said seriously.

" Why do I feel like a kindergarten child." I said as I rolled my eyeballs.

It seems that Reza likens me to Tasya, his only sister.