Although Not Perfect
Date at midnight

I waited a long time for a response from an online taxi because it was early morning. I almost got desperate and decided to walk, but...

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"Amel??What's the middle of the night sitting on the porch?"

The voice suddenly rang out, making my heart almost jump out.

“Astagfirullah..mas Reza, can not talk suddenly behind me so!!!surprised to know!!" sahutku.

"What are you doing here?"he only wears T-Shirts and shorts while holding a glass of water.

"I.. want to go out for a while, again wait for an online taxi... have Reza mas slept there!!"I felt annoyed that the man had started meddling in my affairs.

"Why come out at this hour, can't you tomorrow!!"he said with a high tone.

"Here you are, I'm not taking care of you ..just doang kok!!" I'm getting more annoyed at him.

Then he heard his breath ...

Without talking Reza went back inside and closed the door again.

Well right.add really, insensitive, have a husband really, not afraid if his beautiful wife is kidnapped people.I grumble in my heart.

It feels like this heart is burning hot because it feels ignored. I finally got up and set foot from the terrace to the side of the road.

I decided to walk while waiting for the taxi online to respond.

Just a few meters from my house, Reza's white car stopped next to me. When the window opened, I saw Reza looking up and telling me to come in.

"Come in. I'll take you..."

When my lips curled, my heart was very excited when I sat beside him, but of course I did not show. I'm still guarding my prestige right now.

"Where are you going?" ask Reza because I'm still quiet.

"A 24-hour restaurant near the town square." I told him.

"What!! a restaurant?" looks like Reza doesn't believe in his own hearing.

"Yes I want palembang empek-empek.."

"Astaghfirullah ... Ameel...."

"You're not sincere, just put me down here.." I cut him off immediately before he grumbled further. And it turned out that the sentence managed to make him speechless.

Once I attacked again, I ignored him by staring at the flashing street lights that accompanied our journey.

Not until half an hour we have arrived at the restaurant I mean. I ordered a serving of Palembang empek and warm tea.

While mas Reza when I tawari only ordered black coffee, maybe to relieve his drowsiness.

"You're like a man cravings." he said as he sipped his hot coffee.

I let him assume with his own mind without me responding. Right now I just want to enjoy the food that made me so desperate to get out of the house at midnight like this.

"How can I sleep while you never touch me. I don't want ya, you think I'm cheating on you with another guy...!!" sahutku later.

He just smiled knot.

"So...have we ever done it...??" tanyanya while looking at me with the look of her flat face.

Hhh..pake it again!!the longer I stay with this handsome guy.

"You think?" I hope my face doesn't turn red because I suddenly remember my hot night with her.

"I still don't remember, Mel... Excuse me... Don't you intend to restore my memory? Tell us the full story about us until we get married..."

"It's very complicated mas, I'm afraid you think that I seduced you all-out until mas Reza had to marry me, but at that time I had no feelings at all against you. So do you, and then there's an interest between us this marriage happens..."

"Do you have feelings for me right now...?"ask Reza hesitantly.

“My parents always taught me that it is the duty of a wife to give her soul and body only to the husband, so I think it certainly existed as long as you are still my husband.." My answer was diplomatic...!?!

For a moment Reza was silent, perhaps being absorbed in what to do as a husband who must be fair because his wife was so appreciative as a man who had sworn before God to be responsible to me...

"What was my attitude towards you after we got married? Do I often irritate you like this?" ask Reza like quip me who often urgently face him.

I glanced at him while continuing to chew my food, but over time I felt amused to see a serious face without that smile...

" Why laugh?" he said when he saw me holding back a laugh.

" Yes yes.. only realized it turns out I was often irritated at the Reza mas..Finally forgotten only our marriage, while others still remember all, is not fair right?" my mouth smiled at him.

" You think I was on purpose? Actually I often feel a headache because there are pieces of memory that do not connect..."

Smile fades. Don't-don't....

"What about Vani? is he still expressing his love despite knowing that you're married?"tanyaku later.

"Before I was married to Vina, I actually knew Vani first as my junior sister in Australia. After I graduated, we still met a lot and she introduced me to her brother. Her brother's frail condition made me want to always protect her and over time made me fall for her. We were in a relationship when Vani finished her studies, and when she came back, she declared her love for me, even though I only thought of her as a sister..."

I sighed hearing the story, and the continuation of the story was told by Tasya that Vani had always been a shame in her brother's life.

“Will you always meet him? If you remember, before the accident, you avoided it..."

"really?"forehead wrinkling.

"Even long before we had any plans for marriage, you had me disguised as your lover to get her away from him." little by little I tried to tell the past.

I saw him thinking hard while massaging his temple and it started to make me feel sorry for him.

"Mas.I'm done, go home now yeah." I yawned. Drowsiness strikes again, possibly the effect of satiety.

I rubbed my stomach, how son was satisfied to prank your father, but thank you for planning this date, I muttered in my heart.

On the way home I couldn't help but endure my drowsiness. After repeatedly yawning, I finally fell asleep.

That morning I opened my eyes, and frowned as if I could not believe my own eyes. When I opened my eyes, all I saw was the face of Reza who slept sideways facing me.

I looked around the whole room. Our rooms. As I remember last night I fell asleep in the car, the corner of my lips were drawn when I realized last night it must be Reza who brought me to this room.

I looked at the face in front of me carefully. His hair is still wet, maybe he has prayed at dawn and then fell asleep again because last night woke up and stayed up persecuted by this nyidam woman....