Although Not Perfect
Obsessing

When you read this letter, I will definitely no longer be beside you, but I beg you to be very willing to fulfill this request as we were together, don't you always give me everything I want....

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Marry my sister Vani, mas.I just found out she was so hopeful for you long before I knew you and foolishly I fell for you too. I can't erase this guilt, just by begging you to heal her wounded heart, I'll feel calm...

I'm sorry if this is burdening you Mas Reza... But I'm sure Vani is a decent woman and will devote her whole life to you...

Thank you for being present in my life and giving me such great love, may Reza always be happy...

Devan...#

After reading the letter, I let out a long sigh, trying to understand its position.

I looked at him who was speechless with a hardened jaw as if holding something hard to express.

Then he held the left hand that was in my lap, immediately I tried to take it off but he did not let it and tighten his grip.

"Why didn't you say you wanted to shop here?" tanyanya.

"Why should I say? Is Reza afraid I'm draining your debit card hmm…?"I try to reduce the tension that is in him.

He simply smiled knots and leaned his back on the chair.

"I'm just jealous, because you say goodbye to Richard but not to me." he said, playing his fingers on the back of my hand.

Haaah!!

Completely astonished at the god level, was he aware of his words? Of jealousy? Hhh. It looks like he's drunk in the middle...

I turned my eyes to the glass window, looking for chef Richard's man who might have reached the parking lot.

" Amel..pardon me. regarding the letter, I have tried several times to convince Vani so that she also understands my position that has been married to you .." he said bitterly.

" Does that mean we have to split up soon because you have to fulfill Vina's wishes immediately?" sahutku flat.

He just mesem responding to me.

"The thing is I'm not sure I can part with you.." His smile was engraved making my forehead wrinkle...

Hold on, lest he do it on purpose. Why is it like that? Could it....

I shifted my body backwards and faced towards it. Then I looked into his eyes looking for the truth, and hoped my beliefs would come true.

"Why my face, hmm..?"he glanced at me still with his smile.

Oh Allah... The smile has returned.

" Can I expect more from your attitude?" I asked with my heart beating.

He sighed, for a moment seemed to think and then looked back at me.

"When last night saw you fall asleep in the car, I felt like I was experiencing de ja vu. I stopped our car and tried to close my eyes to think about what had happened. I don't know how long we've been in that place, my head starts to throb and even if it's just a pseudo-shadow, but my feeling is that we've been this close... especially when I carry you to the room, it feels like I did, until my sleep is so comfortable when I was beside you.." said Reza interspersed with his breath.

He was still looking at me making me feel wrong.

“ Hmm... nice to meet you who used to be mas Reza... I hope you will get better soon, you know lately you have always irritated me...!?!"I said lowered my head while pouting but did not dare to return his gaze.

" I'm sorry Mel.Which is clear no matter what happens I won't let you go, I'm just convinced that our marriage is God's destiny, so please stay by my side...."

That question I have been wanting to ask for a long time, but I have to be quiet for fear that the answer will disappoint me.

"Don't you feel it Mel...?"sahut mas Reza with a disappointed tone.

His sweet and kind attitude towards me is only the duty of a husband to his wife. It's important he doesn't love another woman, other than his late wife.

"As for Vina's plea, if Allah wills me to fulfill it, I will certainly receive the letter before I propose to you... I'm sure this is the ruling of the Almighty, Mel... God decided I was married to you not to another woman." Those words really relieved my heart.

I think I should be grateful, even though my love story is not perfect like in other romantic stories, which are full of expressions of love, it is enough that I get a sweet attitude that I feel so sincere to me...

A moment later my phone rang, a call from chef Richard.

" Hello chef..."

" Amel...my people have brought your motorcycle home, so come home with Reza...he has found you, right?"

" Oooh ..it turns out you planned it yes chef.."just right from now I pay attention to the parking lot, my motorbike never came.

" Ha.ha.I'm just worried about you Amel, tired of shopping must go home with a motorcycle anyway."sahut chef Richard laughed.

" Well, well chef, thank you..."

"You are welcome...Amel.." chef Richard terminated his phone call.

"Do you want to shop now?" ask Reza then.

I wonder if chef Richard complained that I was pregnant and needed loose clothes?

" Are you not busy? Tau itself right, if the girl shopping really long.." I said full of search.

" Surely Vani did ask me to come here, but I was lazy to meet her, But after the meeting, I was called by Richard that you also planned to shop here, too, so my job is to leave everything to Yogi, said Richard you're upset so you're going to be spending a lot today, so I have to help bring you all your shopping...." sahut mas Reza with a simple smile.

His words made me hold back my laughter, chef Richard...! I think she wanted me to tell her myself that I was pregnant, twins anyway...

" Okay.but before shopping I have to go to the toilet first..wait a minute.." I said as I moved from my seat.

Mas Reza nodded and smiled back at me

I stepped up, passing from before him.

Arriving at the toilet, the atmosphere was quite quiet, only a few cleaners passed around.

When I entered the hand wash, it turned out that Madam Vani was there with a head phone in her ear.

" Mr Vani.." I went over and washed next to him.

" So that's his decision?" he said without looking at me.

" What ?!?" I looked up and saw the mirror in front of us.

" Mas Reza does not want to fulfill the wishes of mbak Vina right.."his voice choked.

My forehead was frowning to hear that, wasn't it that Vani was gone when we talked about it. Don't-don't...

" Did Vani wiretap our conversation?" ask me sharply. However it was out of bounds, for a long time this woman was like a stalker...