Although Not Perfect
Richard's Family

Hhh...Actually I want to have breakfast with him, but my mood is bad and do not want to linger to meet him.

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I walked out of the house hoping he would catch up with me and offered to drive me because the weather was overcast.

But my hope was gone, until I got on the bike there was no sign of him leaving the house.

And that makes me even more angry. It seems like the guy really doesn't have the slightest heart for me no matter what I do.

I immediately rushed my motorcycle to the street, when passing the chicken porridge I just glanced at it and did not stop to buy it. It felt like my appetite suddenly evaporated considering the treatment of Reza mas on me.

After about half an hour I finally arrived at the cafe. Usually I arrive at the cafe at nine in the morning, when the cafe was just opened, but this time it was only eight o'clock I had arrived there.

"Amel...?" chef Richard who lived in the cafe pavilion looked astonished. My idol was used to calling my name.

"Morning chef.." I smiled faintly.

"Are you okay? Its too early."he chuckled.

"Yeah.again males linger at the chef's house.." said I move my shoulders while sitting on one of the chairs facing the open kitchen.

"Is Reza annoying again?" he smiled while preparing something for me.

I just nodded.

He chuckled again then walked towards me while carrying pan cake and warm lemon tea.

"You certainly haven't had breakfast yet." a pair of mouth-watering breakfast menus were served by a professional chef in front of me.

I just smiled, assenting.

Without further ado I immediately ate it. Chef Richard is a champion.

But if Reza was the one to pay attention like this, I would be happier.

Although not as delicious as Richard's but I still miss Reza's old cooking because he made it with spices dear to me. I don't know when I can feel it again...

Mas Reza is still cooking when the opportunity arises, but I prefer to avoid it because his attitude seems uncomfortable with my existence.

I was still enjoying my breakfast when a beautiful bule was holding a daughter for about a year and followed by another girl for about five years next to him.

"Honey.come here.."Call Richard who was sitting in front of me.

"Amel, there are my family." said chef Richard later.

"Wow.its a big surprise chef.."my eyes sparkled to see the bule family before me.

"Honey.its mrs Abimana, which I always tell you.." Richard told his wife.

"Hello,.my name Lucy,.nice to meet you.." the lady stretched out her hand to me.

"Thank you, nice to meet you as well Lucy, just call me Amel.." I welcome her with a happy smile.

I looked at the little family in amazement.

"Hi sweety.whats your name.."I reached out my hand to hold the toddler that Lucy was carrying.

"Rosalind and the sister is Felicia..." Lucy Sahut.

“Hai Rossie and Felly....Your daughters is so beautiful Lucy.."

"Thank you Amel, you will also get it soon.how many months have you been pregnant?" suhut Lucy was friendly.

"What?" but his words made me flinch at hearing it, why did he know.

"Is it true?Are you pregnant?" chef Richard was surprised.

"How do you know, Lucy? I have even tod anyone."guyuku.

"Really's? Actually, I just guessing, the light on your face says it.."Lucy smiled back.

"Does he know?"richard asked if Reza knew about the pregnancy.

"Actually I wanted him to be the first to know, but the accident erased me from his memory, he even said it was impossible to touch another woman other than Mbak Vina.." I said as I sighed.

" I guess .. It would be more painful if he didn't acknowledge his son, so I haven't dared to reveal it..."

"Have you seen a doctor?"ask Lucy who apparently understands Indonesian but has not been able to say it.

"Not yet's... I just tested it through a test pack..."

"Honey.you should take him to the doctor.." Lucy said to her husband.

"No.no...I will go alone, thank you Lucy.."I really don't want to bother with it.

"Amel.if you want it must have done it, I think you need someone to accomplish you....honey please!!"Luci insisted Richard take me.

"She's right, Amel.just wait some minute.okey" Richard immediately went to prepare his car.

My eyes began to glaze over Lucy's sincerity.

"Thanks Lucy, you are really kind." I said sincerely.

"You are welcome Amel, we are the same as women, don't think to much, your baby will feel it too." she said, taking Rossi from my sling.

I nodded as I rubbed my tears into the attention of the person who had just known me.

Then Richard drove me to the car he had prepared. The trip was a bit jammed because the rain spots began to flutter the streets, especially today is a working day.

After almost an hour we arrived at a Harapan Bunda clinic. We picked up the queue number and sat in the visitor's seat.

Some people were staring at us, uh not us but Richard a handsome bule was sitting next to me while playing his cell phone but his charm had spread throughout the room, so that everyone passing by was always turning his head.

Even some girls passed by while whispering and laughing. Hhh...Richard you made me feel inferior, mending I was alone...

"Mrs Amelia.."call the nurse at the entrance of the check room.

" I go in first chef." I told the bule man beside me.

The man nodded at me.

I went and followed the nurse.

"Please have her husband come along too." the nurse said to chef Richard.

I flinched and I found Richard rubbing his hair and standing up to follow us.

"Good morning mister.."please sit down and greet the female doctor.

We sat in front of the obgyn doctor named Aisyah.

"So there's something I can help with..."

"I want to make sure that I'm pregnant doc.." I said there was a doctor.

"When was the last period? is there a specific complaint..."

"My menstrual cycle was less regular doc, the last one was about two months ago. For the complaint I did not feel it at all, just like the previous months..."

"All right let's make sure, please lie down..."

The nurse told me to lie down, open my stomach and apply the gel.

Actually I was embarrassed when Richard had to drive me, fortunately the check room was covered with curtains. And the man busied himself wondering at the doctor.

"Doctor, is it natural that pregnant women do not feel nyidam?"ask Richard with his bull's accent.

"Don't worry sir, every woman's condition is different. Indeed, some women do not experience it, but there is a possibility that the psychological state of the mother also affects it, you have to keep her feelings so as not to be too stressed..."

I saw smiles and beards.

The doctor rubbed the gel evenly over my stomach and looked for life by twirling the device in my stomach.

"Look at these points, they're your children.."the doctor smiled as if he was happy.