The Pain of Marriage
EPISODE 34 Heart Bonding

Wildan wiped his tears violently, and it struck as the baby in his arms wriggled and went back to sleep, He turned his gaze to his tiny baby so shady and funny.... staring at him softly did not feel his tears coming back.... He knew he had a responsibility, however this child was his son with Sienna he could not erase the imprint.... In the name of love or not she has chosen Sienna and has this child's heart bond with her.... Without her realizing it might have been all this time that she had not only hurt Lindah but had also hurt Sienna, the two women who loved her so much.... It may be true that the words of Lovely first if Lovely is the woman of his heart but Sienna is God's chosen woman for him...

He could not live between two shadows like this at once.... He had once chosen, and his choice had already paid off but why was his heart still unable to accept reality.... Wildan let out a rough breath.... He never expected that his choice would make him even more burdened like this.... So great is my sin, God.....

What is true of him with Lovely is really not a match.... There is no other way....

Why can't we change things....

I have to admit and accept everything.maybe it's the best. but what about his heart.... He felt so guilty for the girl he loved so much.... So many words and promises were made.... What all this time Lovely heart can accept the betrayal he did.... What so far Lovely can accept his departure.... How all this time Lindah can live the day without it.... Perhaps my sins will not be forgiven.... If there was a second life Wildan really hope match with Lovely he promised not to repeat history.... The baby on his lap was re-awakened as his father's tears dripped down his face, Wildan hurriedly erased and carried him.... He can't live at a continuous intersection he has to take responsibility for his son.... He couldn't have planned like this otherwise he would have lost both.... Wildan had to accept the reality of life.... His apology will be taken to death....

Sienna came out of the minimarket smiling to see her baby playing with her papa happily they enjoyed being together so much that they did not realize the arrival of her mother.... Sienna touched Wildan's shoulders and smiled, taking them home Wildan nodded with a smile and kissed his wife's forehead.... From today he promised himself to take responsibility for his choices.... he realized that he had hurt Lindah and it would not be forgiven so he would not make the mistake of hurting the second time the woman who had legitimately become his wife for the sake of their baby bond with Sienna.... Lindah deserves to be happy with the best man for her...

Wildan realized he didn't deserve Lindah.... God must have chosen a man worthy of Lovely....

Sienna was stunned and smiling happily realizing Wildan's change was so warm to her.... I don't know what the wind is that changes it so fast here.... During the three years he lived with Wildan the first time he felt Wildan's whole sincere love, Sienna smiled and hoped that this togetherness of his marriage would be more harmonious....

Andi delivered Lindah to his doorstep, Lindah smiled and thanked him but did not ask him to come in just a pleasantry, Andi who is aware the host does not want himself to have stayed longer forward and sit on the porch seat of the house, Lindah gawking at the behavior of Andi who is so shameless he thinks this can only resigned....

"Ekhemmmm, Andi is it better for you to go home soon after tomorrow you miss your train, besides I am also tired of not being able to ladenin Lo story again...." Seloroh Lindah while moaning entered his house

"Hey wait neng, I'm also tired of not being able to if I hitchhike for a while...." Said Andi while straightening her legs

"Whatever, I'm going to sleep if you want to go home please close the door...." Lindah answered continued to step towards his room he no longer wanted to get too close to the figure whose name is a man, afraid of pain repeated a second time, which used to be still impregnated and not healed how if it repeated again, then, Lovely shudder, he swore in his life that he would never let a man melt his heart again and again would never quite name Wildan and Wildan there would be no other Wildan....

Andi stared at Lindah's back sadly realizing her thin hopes were more, as her heart as hard as steel her love might not be strong enough to fit into it.... Somehow convince the heart of the girl who was once hurt.... Sewing back the heart that has been split Andi began to be pessimistic.... He didn't even have the way and experience of conquering women.... How he knocks that heart....

But he will not give up before Lindah wants to reopen the broken heart, Andi sure can treat with her holy love....

Andi stood staring into trying to think will survive or go home, really love needs sacrifice, must be a beggar first so it can be pityed.... She grinned to herself it might be easier to reach out to the heart of a girl who has never known love than the girl whose heart was once hurt & the heart was so hard it seemed to try to open the lock with a broken and rusty key.... In the eyes Lovely all the characters of the man are the same.... The fear of pain made him wary of armored defenses..... Nuhuh.... Huay.... Andi breathed heavily.... He needs someone who can help him.... He began to lose his confidence, he would not be able to get the sympathy of this girl even if she prostrated herself before him.... He remembered his mother, well Andi needed the advice of his mother and brother who was a lover and idol of women.... He immediately reached into a cell phone and contacted someone

"Hello mah, can Andi ask for help"

"Yes, what's wrong, dear...."

"Legah mah, Lindah does not believe in Andi, then Andi should how mah....???!"

"Well, believe him dong, Lo love him proof is not just words...." Her brother's right next to her mother....

"How to bang...."

"You apply directly to the deck...."

"Lamar, I told you that, but he doesn't believe it either...."

"You go home and the brother who was there representing you proposed to him." said his brother steady....

Andi was speechless at his brother's words, imposing what will might work....

"Lantas what if Lindah still rejects me...."

"You must be sure my dear sister...."

Bang Amri so anxious with his innocent sister, it is difficult to face a boy who has just met his love, if this brother is now in front of him would have been in his mouth so furious