The Pain of Marriage
EPISODE 18 of Wildan's Marriage

What to say, how to explain it....???!!!! How will Lindah react later, can Lindah forgive or even get angry and leave her..??

"Huuuh.... Why is this all happening to me, I hate!!!???

Wildan stood up to hit the wall in front of him with all his might, then dropped his body violently while covering his face with both hands crying loudly....

Flashbacks

Wildan went home to his parents when he arrived there he was surprised, why all his family members gathered, Wildan rushed in and greeted the fear of loss began to haunt him, everyone looked at him with a strange look and even more strangely all his family members treated him like a child asking what his wishes were to serve him like a king.... He frowned as he remembered this was not his birthday, what was special besides that??... Suddenly his sister Dea approached and pulled her hand, "Mama wait for brother daritadi" wildan nodded and smiled following the steps of his beloved and only brother....

"Assalamu'alaikum ma, mama find Wildan, what's wrong.... He said he wanted to invite Wildan to the invitation, let's go now, Wildan is in a hurry to go home lo..."

"Wildan sit down, son, you have something to talk about...."

"What are the problems mas, just a moment can you all be in the car, Wildan want to go home this afternoon kangen same Lovely"

"Are you serious about Lindah????"

"Mama kok tanyanya that, of course mas, move the prospective daughter-in-law mama..."

"But your father has chosen another girl for you, son.." said his mother looked at Wildan seriously.

"Mama was joking, not funny" Wildan said laughing

"Mama really, son, that's why we call you today is the day you meet your future wife, oh yeah want the name of your future wife Sienna...."

"What's.... Mama can be equally papa lakain this is all the same Wildan, Wildan has grown up, Wildan has his own choice...." Wildan's emotions he really can't believe both his parents did this to him

"Looking you mean?? no, papa does not agree, anyway you have to marry Sienna his son sir Aslan papa friend, papa has a proposal for you.." suddenly papa Wildan has been in front of the door of the room to chimed in.

"No, Wildan doesn't want to, Wildan just loves Lindah, and will only marry Lindah with the blessing or without the blessing of papa, Wildan doesn't care...."

"Wildan if you dare to refuse, papa make sure to cross your name in papa's inheritance list...."

"Wildan doesn't care, papa is aware that you are not selfish, you are selfish, wildan used to be with Jasmin but papa rejected it on the grounds that we are different tribes and customs and now Wildan chose Lindah was also the same tribe with us but why papa also did not agree.... What does papa want, let alone the reason papa this time...??!?!

"Papa only wants what's best for you Wildan and only Sienna deserves to be with you"

"That's according to papa, not to Wildan, for Wildan Lovely is the best....?! Excuse me Wildan's coming home

Wildan stepped out, he was really disappointed with his parents

his mother tried to persuade but he who was already very emotional and disappointed did not care about his mother said, he continued to step away his mother chasing and fell and then fainted.... All the family members raised him and helped him to wake up.... Wildan paused and ran to his mother, and she nodded and sat down in front of Wildan

"No way, Wildan please do not force Wildan again, Wildan is very loving Lovely, please understand Wildan's feelings as well as maa.." said Wildan staring at his mother's face melancholy.

"When you marry Sienna you will love her even more than Lovely"

"No, why do you all make Wildan, what do you do.... Papa let alone the reason papa this time, Wildan should know.." he asked for an explanation.

"Wildan you're the only son of papa, you're the heir to all your possessions and company, Only Sienna is worthy of you from a family like ours, and the beautiful girl you are proud of that her papa has nothing even just for the treatment of his wife as well as the feeding of his son she pawns all her house with papa, papa, anytime if papa wants papa can throw him out...."

"And Wildan doesn't care about papa's treasure, Wildan's happiness is just a dot"

"Son, please listen to your father...."

"Maa can't not force Wildan...."

"Wildan is actually in the family Lindah it has a curse disease/Lost memory/depression/crazy or whatever the name is, know not from the start of his grandmother's sister to the tantenya affected by the curse disease, how will you get married and have children and your children are also crazy, mom and dad do not want to have crazy grandchildren, want to be put where the face of our family wants...."

"Geez mama istighfar maa, we have God.it's all his destiny and it's a trial for their family not a disgrace let alone a curse.... If it is a curse disease like you said earlier then why is Lovely with her sister and brother not affected????!!! Anyway Wildan will marry Lovely as soon as possible and prove mama wrong"

Wildanpun stood up and passed away all was not reasonable according to him.... His mother stood up and tried to chase him away but fainted again, her father approached Wildan and slapped him....

"Wildan if anything happens to your mama you have to take responsibility"

Wildan went silent to his mother and clasped his hand, his mother opened her eyes and asked Wildan to return to marry and meet Sienna today, finally Wildan gave up however he feared his mother why-why-why because of it, fearing his loss, Wildan nodded in agreement on one condition only to go see no more, his mother agreed and everyone smiled....

Wildan rubbed his face then slammed the vase in front of him considering all the events yesterday made his head like it was about to break.... Why is her life this complicated, why does no one understand her??!! Wildan only wanted to be with the girl he loved, was his request too heavy?!!!!

Wildan got up to clean up the broken vase and then grabbed the key to his motorbike, then stepped to the door, in front of his house he looked at the door of the house Lindah, it was like Wildan came knocking on it and went in to meet Lindah and hugged him, but what should he say to Lindah.... What does he have to say if he is betrothed?! did he have to say he was just forced?! did he have to say that he had met the girl?! no way, didn't Wildan have promised to look after Lindah.... He had promised never to leave Beautiful and promised never to betray her because she was the only woman in the world he loved after his mother of course....

But what is she called now??!???? isn't it now that Wildan has betrayed Love and Belief....?! to a man his words were his pride, and Wildan had no more self-respect to stand before Lovely.... Wildan took in his breath which felt so tight.... Removing his tears just dripped....

"Beautiful baby I love you so much, so very much miss you, whatever happens my love just for you my dear, Lovely forgive me for having to go...."

Wildan took a breath and threw the shards of the vase into the trash and continued his steps....

Mila looked at Lindah with pity, she was so sorry to see him these few days that she just cried and cried with a cell phone never let go in her hands.... I don't know what's going on between him and Wildan's brother.... Mila was determined to comfort her, she wanted to return her smile....

"Sister Lindah, sister is okay, sister has a problem what is the story with Mila...."

"There's nothing Mil, brother just...." Lovely hasn't finished talking back to crying