The Pain of Marriage
EPISODE 28 Dark Time part 2

"I'm sorry son, I didn't mean to force you, I just fucked up with kid Wildan, for three years I've known her, I've never seen her smile and be as happy as she was when Wildan asked for help, I never thought I'd take it."

Said Bu Sur with teary eyes, it seems like this mother knows what I think and I was too fierce earlier.

"It's okay Mom, sorry ma'am please tell Wildan, Lindah can't come, sorry I don't want to anymore muddy atmosphere, which we consider good not necessarily the judgment of such a person, I'm sorry, I'm a girl and Wildan already has a wife later people who see us will be a lot of speculation, I don't want any more slander".

I answered at length trying to answer as wisely as possible not to put my emotions first, this old man in front of me knew nothing about us.

"Mom knows all your stories, Wildan has been telling you stories every day for the past three years"

Deg, this mother seems to really know all the contents of my heart and uneg-uneg, shaman what yes, I only speak a thousand languages, without me asking Sur's mother to tell me again..

"This mother began to work with her papa master son Wildan to keep his house and garden there noh while pointing across it, mother also every day always goes to the house of son Wildan to help his mother and his wife, son Lindah know, to know, from the beginning they married son Wildan was always cold with his wife every day he just spent his time in the house we occupied, silent without words, he was like a dazed and stressed person, he was like a man, a very heavy burden was borne, to be honest, I once watched it like that. Mom always tried to get him to tell her stories eventually son Wildan told her everything" ..

He stopped talking and looked at me...

"Sonis Madame I'm sorry, I didn't mean to open up your past, son Wildan really loved Lindah's son but for the sake of his family he had to live it all"...

I smiled and clasped Bu Sur's hand....

He nodded quickly and continued his story

"Every day son Wildan just mention the name of son Lindah and say sorry sorry to renege on his own promise, it's like a wong crazy but not a single family understands him, he said, every morning he always comes here and goes home if it is afternoon seclusion as if punishing himself for his mistakes, not infrequently mother saw the tears of son Wildan flowing, not infrequently, his love for Lindah's son is very strong.."

I wanted to scream and say how I felt, how I broke, how it hurt my heart after Wildan dumped me, how I struggled to get up without Wildan with every moment tears flowed, but my voice was stuck in my throat, no, I can't say enough words to be a loyal listener, if I tell the story then Sur's mother must have told Wildan, and finally we can-can CLBK again not all is over and enough to get here...

"Alhamdulillah now son Wildan has been able to accept his wife and is already pregnant, son Lindah is also happy, oh yes you used to ask how things like Lindah, mother replied it must be fine just heartache, who does not hurt should be separated..."

But the ending, fortunately I did not miss and cried Wildan, oh it turns out he was happy and will have children, I was grateful not to vent too..

"Even though Son Wildan has been with his wife but mother never saw the smile of son Wildan as sweet as earlier, with sparkling eyes and a very cheerful face when telling of meeting nak Linda".

"Enough, Ma'am sorryin Lindah yes, I have to go first there is an appointment, again sorry ma'am"

I hurriedly ended our conversation, enough, enough that I heard enough that I did not want to hear anything else I was afraid that my heart would be split again....