The Pain of Marriage
EPISODE 1 Accident

I walked back and forth as my eyes looked down at the road occasionally glancing at the clock uneasily, why until this afternoon my father and mother had not yet come.... Didn't you just call me if they were going to leave at two o'clock earlier, instead of from Region B until here it only takes about an hour and now the clock has been pointed at five o'clock in the afternoon, that means three hours have passed but they haven't been.... "Lord, may my mother's father be well" I began to worry.... The house phone rang I immediately ran and picked it up....

"Hallo Lovely this is father son, father is now in the public hospital, your mother entered the IGD room you are here son.."tut.... The phone call was cut off one-sidedly...

I nodded and tried to digest what I heard..

"Father mother accident, Hospital, I ran with tears that can not be dammed again looking for a vehicle to get to the hospital immediately....

I remove the tears that start to make my eyes run away "Oh my God please I don't want to lose my mother.... Really don't want....

Arriving in front of the hospital I ran towards the father who looked panicked and went back and forth in front of IGD

"How's mommy..?"

"Your mother inside is being treated by a doctor son" replied the father without turning his head..

I peeked and saw the body and face of the mother full of blood, I also ran over the mother with tears that I could no longer bear....

"My mom's doctor is fine, isn't Doc???"..

"You're the patient's son, who is patient, yes, we move the patient to the radiology room first.."

I followed the nurse who took my mother to the radiology room for dro-trogen with anxious hopes and tears running down

"God save Mother, O God I beg you"..

Suddenly the nurse stopped and looking at me anxiously, I looked at her blankly trying to guess what was happening, yet my lips asked the sound of my mother vomiting surprised me, and her vomit vomited fresh blood..

I was silent looking at the nurse deftly taking the container, mother kept vomiting up to three times and jeez the container was already full of blood..

I stared at the pale mother's face with blood on her face and the blood being washed away I felt my vision begin to blacken as fast as lightning I tried to find the grip of the world as it twisted and dark.. I gasped as I felt someone holding my hand calling me "Mbak isn't okay, is it?!?!.."

I nodded weakly at the nurse, I faintly heard the voice of the doctor talking to my father

"I'm sorry, it looks like the patient should be referred to the provincial Hospital tonight as well, there's bleeding in his brain".

In the ambulance I looked at my weak mother, I saw blood dripping from her nose, not until when it stopped coming out.... God please don't take my mother this fast...

"Sir please be invited to keep his mother talking yes, mother should not lose consciousness can be fatal.." said the sister beside me, I just nodded weakly, while continuing to look at the mother who is increasingly pale face.. seeing the fresh blood dripping from my nose made me feel like my lips didn't know what to say to my mother.... "Mother wake up please don't leave Lindah, I can't see a weak mother like this, give this child a chance to be devoted to you. Ma'am I beg you to open your eyes, you must be strong for me...." I took a breath and rubbed the increasingly rushing tears out, my voice began to rumble and despair seeing the mother who had no response in the slightest who was still lying weakly with her eyes still closed, O Allah, as my mother said, I beg you that I would not be able to see a mother like this if I could be willing to replace my mother's position now let me be the one who is sick like this.... I am so scared of losing my mother....

"Assalamualaikum, hello dear sister want to enter or stay at the door keep this?"

The voice of Amel's brother surprised me, I quickly filled my tears.... I don't know why I always can't hold back tears when I remember the day of my accident when six months have passed..

"Eh yes, sorry brother.. Mom and dad????"

"Yes, Alhamdulillah..he is in you waiting come in"...

brother Amel pulled my arm hard... Once again I was staring at my room, it shouldn't be there, it's all changed.. Very much changed....

"Wake up let's wake up there's a call for you, Sari calls you.. Amel's voice surprised me.. I rubbed my eyes, God, it turns out I fell asleep because of the soy sauce on the road even I have not met my mother..

"Eh, what if I didn't hear wrong brother Amel said there was a phone call, from Sari", I ran to the phone table and picked him up "Hello Lin you must be sleeping again"... guess what Sari was gonna say, try..?"

The voice of my cousin Sari across the street made me smile She was a beautiful, cheerful and passionate child..

"What shaman am I, how do I know, what do I try.." I replied ngidul..

Sari's voice laughed across the street... "Tell guess first if one of the new Sari you know"...

"hey what, oh yeah I know you must have a new guy, don't you....?!?!" guessed

"Well wrong, try again.... Eh Lin lo already has a boyfriend??!!"

"Daughter.... Make what?!" I really never interested if Sari discuss boyfriend, you could say I do not believe in love let alone whose name is missed, for me it's all nonsense"

"Kok for what the hell baby, having a girlfriend is so fun nget, you know do not have a boyfriend that there is the same attention we are, well, well, you know, admire and accompany us and someone who always has time for you plus give you things and gifts, hehe....exciting no doubt?!"

I laughed at Sari's words, I admit Sari is indeed beautiful and very charming, surely there will be no man in this world who can refuse and spoil her....

"that's what a complete mall guy" I said with a laugh, Sari across there laughed amusedly, not only cousin but I'm glad Sari is also a friend from small so whatever the problem we always tell and share with each other even though Sari is different city with me but our communication is very smooth, likewise, when the holidays arrive Saripun always comes home to spend his vacation with me here....

"Sar when did you walk here, we haven't been together for a long time?!"

"Well that's also one of Sari's reasons

call you, Sari wants to play there...."