The Pain of Marriage
EPISODE 23 Keeping people's soul mates

An hour passed but Wildan and Lindah still did not say they were engrossed in their thoughts, Wildan turned to Linda, looked at the girl with a broken heart, who is not devastated to see Lindah mute sitting silent with tears that always dripped, wanted to feel Wildan wipe the tears and pull the owner into his arms but in his intention, he was afraid of being rejected by the girl.... Wildan let out a slow sigh, his feelings getting more hurt realizing Lindah's tears were spilling over him, if only he could have been tougher against his parents, had he been able to keep his options, if only he could only imagine the fact that he could not even do anything, could only give injury.... He looked back at Lindah who was beginning to calm down, Wildan ventured to hold his hand

"Dear I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide this"

Lindah just fell silent while occasionally wiping her tears

"It's a shame I never agreed to this match, I always refused but every time I refused, mama always fainted and papa abused me until finally papa wanted to promise if I only had to approve papa so that the family was not ashamed, papa promised me that if Sienna and I get married enough and then get back with you, just three months, baby you want to wait for me three months, accompany me through all this if you don't want better I just leave all, I keep holding on just for the sake of lo Lindah, if there is no you I don't care about all anymore, all, it's up to my family what they want all along they never consider my feelings either." Wildan said as he stood up.

Lovely looked at Wildan hearing Wildan's words, if Wildan left then how they were doing, wasn't the law already spread how their families could deal with this all, if anyone should be hurt it's just me, not the Wildan family let alone the Sienna family, when betrothed instead of mama Wildan until fainted especially if void, Lindah did not dare to imagine it.....

"Wil Wildan be calm, you don't think short, please think of all...."

"Otherwise I should think, I don't want to lose lo, if that happens I'd better leave this area...."

"Remember your family, shame on them, their good name...."

"I'll survive if you promise to accompany me through this all how?!?!"

Lindah bowed her head, imagined everything that happened, remembering the words of Mr. Vienna last night, should I accompany Wildan to the wedding day not as his love but as a friend....

"Alright but you also have to promise not to do anything silly...."

"Trust me no matter what happens my love is only for you Lin.." said Wildan grasped Lindah's hand and then kissed him, Lindah did not know where this choice went, he said, I don't know if he himself doesn't understand just one thing that is certain that the path he's on is getting longer, steep and foggy.....

I flipped through the calendar in front of me If I could change the time and this calendar I would have deleted this April.... Every eye saw the number 16 my heart always remembered the wedding day Wildan & Sienna, yes only a few more days, this morning Wildan pamit Return to the residence of his parents for fighting clothes etc, aahh turns out accompanying a loved one's security is more painful than being left behind.... I remove the tears that are beginning to grow no I have to toughen this up your own choice Lovely, an online tone surprised him

"Darling me again fighting clothes trus later straight neatin hair, you're fine there don't think much miss you...."

Lovely staring at the screen of his cell phone that began to blur with tears, Wildan can I continue to accompany you, I have promised myself as a friend but it seems far from the bottom of my heart is not willing....

Wildan did all the preparation lazily, aahhh if this wedding with Lindah must all feel beautiful....

The day passed quietly, silent with the rhythm of tears and blank gaze whether it has been how many boxes of tissue Lindah exhausted even if the tears were accommodated may have been five buckets of tears out but amazingly the tears never dry every remember Wildan, Wildan, he always drips and comes out without permission yes today after the wedding of Wildan & Sienna, Moving never even sleeps all night the look of his face is so bad, his eyes swollen as a jengkol, if juxtaposed with Mak Lampir must be now the attached mak is much more beautiful than him.... I looked at my watch at eight maybe now Wildan is getting married, aahh that means Wildan has become the husband of people, not his anymore huhuhuhu, She wiped her tears and wiped her phone

"Darling I'm now in the car, the road to Sienna's house will agree, prayer'in me yes baby, you take care of your health, do not think much, later I call you again, love you....."

Lindah threw her cell phone and screamed loudly, why is destiny this sick....

An hour later, his phone rang again

"Honey Alhamdulillah the agreement is done now I've been way home soon until my home call you yes, miss you"

Lindah was surprised by Wildan, the marriage person who still has time to chatan ya, just as his girlfriend is also strange child sometimes he feels very loved Wildan sometimes I just feel being played by him is not more like now.... Finally Lindah replied as well

"Yes"

Half an hour later Wildan actually contacted him, Lindah ketar-ketir himself accepted or rejected it, but his phone continued to ring at last he picked it up

"Darling where you are, how long I really lift it, I miss knowing...." Wildan's voice across there was spoiled as usual

"O yes sorry baby I was busy, you called me, not this is your wedding day, is it nothing?!'

"How come this is now I go home first change clothes later back there the party.busy do not say you are busy crying darling...."

"Yes no, what lack of work for your cry.." I said lying.

"Well, that's right, your voice raspy proof..."

"Not so I just a cold, eh Wil lo better turn off your phone now it's noon lo, instead of you if you want to sanding in the care of parents you angry...." loindah began to worry

"Aahhhh just calm a long time anyway, you know sendirkan if mom-and-mom on dandan take a long time really use, besides I miss this very much emang lo not kangen the same me..." wildan was upset

Finally Lindah relented and chatted with Wildan, not feeling they forgot the phone time until twelve noon, Lindah was surprised when his eyes looked at the clock

"Wil's noon, da..."

turning off his phone quickly and disabling the device he realized it was wrong....

The sound of the cat shocked me on the terrace..

"Where are you going, sister, I'm like this...."

"Let's not, take a shower, and a beautiful dong, and meet a cute ilfill guy anyway"

"Biarin.deh good if ilfill, I also do not want to know a guy again, uh do not say brother want me matchlangin, I do not want"

"Huush, who wants to be a matchmaker, as this brother remembers, there have been many brothers saw a broken heart, but there is no such thing as lo, paraaah..".

"Huh, this brother is what the hell..."

"Let's see Lo's condition now, kuel, face tangled, puffy eyes are like crazy, bathe already hurt ni kak lo's eyes"...

I hurriedly went to take a shower and got ready before the comments of Aceng's brother even more made this hot ear....

"We're on a motorcycle, ain't nothing on deck??"

Said Aceng while walking towards his motorbike

"Nothing brother origin do not tell Lindah push aja" answered me jokingly

"Yes, you know, I brought a butut bike, hahaha"

I was stuck when Aceng's brother parked his motorbike, Aceng's brother took me to this park..????

This park is my favorite place with wildan, usually every day we spend time here while holding hands and laughing freely without burden.

"Well why there must be a gap between us Wil.."

"Do you know the difference between a madman and a broken heart???"

The sound of Aceng from behind surprised me quickly I removed my dripping tears..

"Sorry, what did you say???"

"Aren't you alone, we're sitting by the lake yuk??"

I nodded as I walked down in his footsteps, I did not dare to look around in fear of making me remember Wildan even more..

"Aaahh.. I should not have come, instead of being able to create a new atmosphere even more remember Wildan mumbled I regretted my decision today.

"Woiii how the road is, will hit people"

I raised my head and nodded

"Why don't we come here anyway, you know I don't come here often with Wildan, I will remember Wildan again" I said while holding my tears down..

"What Wildan again, crying again, I wonder how much he loves a Wildan, until his side, no day without tears, honestly yes brother disappointed to see Lindah kayak gini, so on, conscious Lin...."

"Can't you, sister, I've been trying to hold on, trying not to remember Wildan again, but can't, so how should I???? Finally, the tears that I was holding were seeping too....

"Dek you realize that you are not stupid, why do tears come out for a loser who has clearly betrayed you so, dumping you haaah????"

"Sir, Wildan is not like that he just had to do that, he promises to come back with me again"... I said softly while crying..

"Trus do you believe???? Jeez brother has never met a girl as stupid as you, how to make it clear anyway, gini nih This brother guy, sister knows the heart of a fellow guy, brother knows the heart of a guy, that guy if you really love his girlfriend whatever he will do for girls, including against his parents, he will fight until the last drop of blood, your guy, in a mate yes, he will fight until the last drop of blood, is your guy, same you continued yes.... Realize that your deck is not in kadalin"

"But brother??!"

"Well, how else, defend that guy...????!!!!"

"No"

"Sorry deck may be brother is too hard, but this is all for your sake, brother does not want you to drift in your unimportant grief, he said, brother wants the beautiful who used to be always cheerful without burdens and tears, Can you???" said Aceng while rubbing his face full of emotion