The Pain of Marriage
EPISODE 21 Worry

Lindah looked at Wildan who was daydreaming, did I have to tell him my dream, aahhh it seemed unnecessary would only add to Wildan's mind burden....

"Wil I say yes first." said Lindah as he stepped.

"Lin wait you have to promise first." said Wildan while pulling Lindah into his arms.

"You promise you won't stay with me huh, I beg you I can't live without Lo Lin...."

"Either Wil, it seems we both need privacy, we can't be selfish we have to think for all the family, we should just break up." said Lindahut wiping his tears passed away.

"Lin Lindah wait a minute...."

Wildan throws everything near him, it feels like the world never supports him, why every time he falls in love with a woman his parents must always separate, what his parents want

"Yet...." Wildan shouted with emotion he really could not accept everything....

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Mr. Kodir went back and forth and circled around the house with an anxious face and cold sweat, he was Wildan's housekeeper, for decades he had been guarding Wildan but only this time saw his master as ruined as this, after the last few days of his meeting with Lindah, Wildan went on a rampage destroying all the belongings in the house and then locked himself in the room without a shower let alone eating he actually did strike action, Kodir once in a while his eyes turned to the door waiting for the arrival of the mistress, reporting all the events here, Kodir said, who knew his mother Wildan was able to persuade his son, he was sorry to see Wildan like a stressed person screaming and raging like that.... The sound of a car entering the yard, the house, he immediately followed making sure the mistress was coming, a smile floating on his men's face when he saw a middle-aged woman coming out of the car hurriedly approached

"Sir Kodir what about Wildan, has my son left the room....?!?!"

"Not madam, it's been 2 days den Wildan locked himself in his room without eating, Son Wildan just rampaging and screaming...."

"Take me there...."

"Let's madam...."

Ms. Diah stood in front of her son's room, she did not think that with her son's behavior like this there must be a relationship with her match with Sienna, like a child, Diah knocked on her bedroom door, and she knocked, calling his son's name gently, he knew very well the character of his son he was the type of child who when sulking could not be forced

"Wil Wildan this is mama son, let's open the door, mama bring your favorite food...."

Wildan heard the voice of his mother choosing silence, he really did not care, he just wanted to be listened to his wishes....

"Wil let's open the door, you haven't eaten, son, mama wants to talk to you...."

"No, Wildan isn't hungry" he said? Wildan shouted without opening his room

"Wil Mama wants to talk...."

"Wildan wouldn't have come out if mom hadn't approved of Wildan with Lovely"

"Wildan you behave like a child, learn to be mature, we know better who is best for you, son...."

"Mama is equally selfish papa, always forcing the same will Wildan, Wildan is not a puppet ma...."

Mama was silent for free to argue with this child, Diah's mother knew how to break the heart of this only son, Mama sat in front of the door of Wildan's room and then cried so much, so, he knew very well that his son's weakness must have been broken hearing the mother's cry, he was sure of it....

Five days had passed but the boy and the mother still insisted on doing all their will, Wildan went on hunger strike despite his frail body, weak and powerless but he still survived hoping his mother would be devastated to see him, Mama with her actions crying while making her talk on her own.... Lovely who did his silent action with tears that continued to melt on the cheeks sayup_sayup heard the voice of mama Wildan asking her child to eat a little, Linda woke up to bring the earlobes to the wall of the room, making clear what he heard just now that Wildan had not eaten in five days, I had not misheard, Wildan, hunger strike, Lindah considering the last meeting with Wildan also five days ago after they broke communication, his phone was turned off, meaning Wildan hunger strike because I decided... Lindah Pacing in her room, with anxiety and tears that are increasingly dripping, how if Wildan will get sick, how if Wildan dies, Lindah shook his head quickly, all conjectures and prejudices raging in his mind made him no longer able to think clearly....

I ruffled the room looking for a cell phone under the pillow, without ba bi bu no longer think I immediately typed a message to wildan

"Wil you eat yes, I don't want you to get sick...."

Lendah sent a chat while crying

Wildan turned his gaze around the room looking for the source of his cell phone's voice ringing an incoming message, he tried weakly to reach the phone above him, he was sure it must be chat from Lindah.... Wildan read it with a smile and finally Lindah contacted him as well, the two women he loved were very stubborn, thank God the only one was lethargic as well....

I squinted at Wildan's reply, and my brain and mind rejected him but my heart and love said yes, I didn't want Wildan to get sick let alone why because of me, if I have to lose Wildan let it be with destiny not matchmaking not a death.... I wiped my tears and replied

"Alright, but you have to eat now...."

Wildan smiled contentedly reading Lindah's chat and asked for food for her mother

"That could bring Wildan some food"

he's weak

His mother, who heard a triumphant smile, stopped her crying as she passed into the kitchen, mama is very sure Wildan will be devastated himself if he has been in trouble so he does not have to give up on his son's request to cancel the match

Wildan tried to digest his food even though he did not taste but forced to swallow it, he had to have the energy to get up and meet Lindah, he really missed his love, he really missed his love, after eating Wildan got up from his bed to get a towel and a bathroom, after which he rushed out of the porch and waited for Lindah to wish Lindah out so that she could see her face again.... Wildan rubbed his gawai saw Lindah chat

"Wil you ate...."

"Dear, thank you for forgiving me and accepting me back, we both fight for our love"

Lindah bit her lips, saw Wildan chat, I knew it was Wil's fault, my decision was so wrong, I had put myself in the coals....

"Let's see, Wil, I just don't want you to get sick, and about our relationship I wish we could forget each other, the distance we're blessed with and it's very unlikely we'll ever get...."

Wildan let out a heavy sigh and stood up and stepped quickly towards Lindah's house and then knocked on her, Lindah wiped her tears at the sound of knocking the door rushed out and then turned the door handle, termangu saw the figure in front of him standing with emotion

"Wil you why are you here....?!??!"

"You yourself why is it that I'm talking like that, you mean what??" sahat Wildan held back feelings

"I'm right, you're being betrothed it's a sign that soon you're going to get married and belong to sienna then me, I'm who you are Wil, I'm nobody else, so better than now I have to learn to live without you...."

Wildan was silent to Lindah's complaints, he did not even know what to answer, Lindah pulled into his arms, his tears dripped why his life was so difficult to pass

"Don't love, I won't let us be apart, no matter what happens I'll never leave you, you trust me right, you have to believe I'm only yours forever...."

"But Wil we can't possibly fight our destiny...."

"What destiny, indeed you can see the future, as far as I know God will certainly help people who try, and I Wildan will do anything for us to unite whatever it is...."

"I don't want to and am very afraid of losing you, Wil, but how.." said Lindahut lethargic, how do I explain to you Wil if my hunch says definitely lose you...."

"I don't know how Lin is, but I promise to do what I can, just as long as you promise to stay with me, don't ever leave me, yeah." Wildan said as he looked into Linda's teary eyes.

"But the road ahead of us is like a thorny bush Wil, difficult and impossible to pass..... honestly I am pessimistic, do we have to like disenetron give reasons to get pregnant first to be approved huh?!?!"

Wildan was stunned to hear the words of Lovely, even he never thought about it until there

"Maybe, you can try...." He answered while turning his brain

"for now I don't want to think about anything, all I know, I just want to be with you, can we not remember the problem, we just enjoy our togetherness, I beg you...."

Lindah was speechless trying to digest all of Wildan's words, does this mean that I was looking after someone else's soul mate....

"Hi want ya baby, we forget all, you remember next week we are universery, our anniversary is even 2 years, we have to celebrate, you want a gift, baby....?!?!" ask Wildan with sparkling eyes

he really did not want to remember the original story of life and the path that awaited him