Pain(Tings)
Chapter 18: Explanation

In order to ascertain the truth about his mother's words, Sita ventured to the Widan apartment unit. This morning, Sita deliberately wanted to surprise Widan about her visit to the apartment without telling her first. Sita also gets information about the Widan apartment unit due to her conversation with Trella when the day.

After making sure that he was standing right in front of Widan's apartment, Sita immediately pressed the bell. The sound of the approaching footsteps made Sita's heart pound as well. He also did not understand why he was experiencing such things.

Widan was wide in shock when he saw Sita who was smiling stiffly standing in her apartment. “Eh here, in-entry,” invite.

Residential places that Widan occupies, not much different from the room when SMA first. In the living room there are many photos of the camera shots. Even photos of him, Widan and Trella during High School there filled part of this wood-scented wall.

“Eh, Ta, come sit down first. Sori if messy, I don't know there will be guests,” ringis Widan is not happy.

Sita laughed softly. “Cause, Dan.” He chose to land his body on the sofa, while Widan had gone to the kitchen.

Shortly after Sita was satisfied to look at the decoration of the middle room filled with shots of Widan's image, the side of Sita's heart was a little restless. If he used to freely accompany Widan to take pictures, this time there must be someone else accompanying him. Sita's smile shows when her net is glued to a portrait of a woman who turns her back on the camera and is on the beach when the light from dusk becomes the background.

That chick. Sita recognized him, but chose silence rather than herself further hurt herself by asking the figure of the woman. Widan came shortly after. “Still love guava juice, right?” tanyanya while handing a glass of pink juice to Sita.

Sita received it and gulped it down later. “Thank you,” said.

Widan nodded and sat down beside Sita. Next to his hand behind Sita, if anyone sees him, Widan is like embracing Sita's shoulder alone.

“Eh!” screeched Sita as Widan's hand actually touched her shoulder. Embracing it.

Sita's reaction made both of Widan's eyebrows furrow. He looked back at Sita. “Lo why? Shocked because I embrace?”

Widan kaparat! It's even again! Sita blinks her lips. “Just surprised,” alibi. He pretended to enjoy a television show that was actually a diversion from his unnaturally beating heart.

The sound of laughter from Widan increasingly paid off his focus. Sita grumbled at Widan's crisp-sounding laughter and made her feel even more intense longing for the man beside her. My heart is cheap! frangipani.

As Widan moved from her seat, Sita panicked. He was afraid of offending Widan and making the man angry. Sita stood up and blocked Widan's arm. When Widan turned towards her, she hugged Sita very tightly. Sita's eyes bought, her heart was increasingly not because of getting an impromptu physical touch from Widan. His face was red when he could feel the heartbeat of Widan who was in harmony with him.

“Dan?” his great-grandson.

Instead of letting go, Widan instead slipped his head on Sita's neck, making the woman goosebumps. Widan's breath that blows on his skin becomes the cause of his body's increasingly unstable in pumping itself.

“Dan?” The call from Sita sounded like it was choked. He had to adjust his breathing to his body's reaction due to the Widan's treatment.

Goddamnit! Today Sita cursed a lot because of this one man.

“Hm?” Widan increasingly enjoyed his embrace, he enjoyed the soft fragrance that sniffed from Sita's skin. It felt very comfortable and Widan was very reluctant to let go.

The longer, it feels like Widan is getting worse. But he's trying to control himself. Finally, Widan chose to hug Sita again. “Reply his embrace, Tata,” Decree Widan by force.

Despite being annoyed that Widan called him that, Sita still encouraged Widan's request. The second hug gave Sita time to return her embrace. He rubbed Widan's back. “You really don't want to tell me about your problem? Even hugs gini, do you design your problems?”

Widan is not a spoiled person like himself. But Widan's sudden behavior changes, slightly making Sita suspicious. “Your body fragrance makes the problem that is on my mind suddenly disappear, Ta,” replied Widan.

“I'm serious, Dan. Don't be a sloth first!”

“Five minutes, Ta. But, without the title of best friend, shit!”

In his arms, Sita nodded stiffly. “O-okay, if that's what you want.”

After a few minutes, Widan let go of his embrace. He looked at Sita for a while then sighed. Next to her hand rubbed her face violently, then put her hair back. “Shit!” he cursed while looking away from Sita who frowned in wonder.

Widan ruffled his hair because of frustrating thoughts. Moreover, he growled with annoyance due to the dirty thoughts that had crossed. “Bego lo, bego!” mean it.

Sita stopped the hand of Widan who continued to torture the man. “Why, anyway, Dan? You are strange today,” Sita said.

Widan looked at Sita with resignation. I did not expect the reaction of the woman. Was the woman unconscious too!

“Gue, how else, Ta?”

Sita blinked her eyes. “What's the way?”

Widan sighed softly. “Lupain aja,” he said as he turned to leave Sita.

Not even even step Widan away from Sita who is confused, Sita questions successfully stop his steps. “What's the problem, Dan? Don't you want to marry Trella, huh?” The question slid smoothly from Sita's trembling lips.

While closing her eyes, Sita's shoulders up and down due to tightness that squeezes her chest. The sound of degum due to Widan who punched the wall increasingly made Sita convinced that his mother's speech was true.

Oh my God, why would this sick person let two people I love to be together?

Even Sita could no longer handle herself. He sat down on the floor as he pleased. He did not understand why he had to roar in pain like this. He only wanted to see both of them happy, but there was a sense of unwaveringness lingering in his soul.

The strange vibration he had felt earlier was also not a stupid thing to not know the facts. But it hurts so much if you have to know what hurts, really becomes a reality.