Pain(Tings)
Chapter 15: Give in

The 7-hour journey, finally passed quickly. Sita and Hideki are already in the lobby of Soekarno Hatta Airport with each suitcase being dragged to a pre-booked taxi. Sita's lips gave a smile, she couldn't define the happiness that was on her chest.

Admiration and longing for the state of the homeland, making Sita can not stop smiling. He did not even care about the people who were looking at him with astonished expressions from smiling too much. Hideki who was beside him also set a skilled smile, another hand held tightly Sita's hand and invited her to immediately walk towards the parking lot.

Arriving in a taxi, Hideki glanced at Sita who was still very enthusiastic about the scenery she had just seen. “So where are we going, Sita?” tanyakanya.

Sita reflexes turned to Hideki. “Ah, yes. Jump to Hospital Darling Bunda.” After mentioning the address, the blue car immediately drove among the crowd of vehicles that filled the highway.

...•••...

Many things actually make Sita reluctant to set foot for the second time in a very thick place with this antiseptic-smelling room. The sad news of Adya's first return to the Creator still rests in his memory. Even along with her small steps towards the room mentioned by Trella, Sita has not realized if the link of her hand with Hideki has not been released.

The hallway in front of him felt long and so stalling that Sita had. It feels so far away for Sita to be able to reach the Widan room immediately. Hideki himself actually still feel exhausted due to their long journey, he was also amazed to Sita who turned out to have extra stock for someone's sake.

Somebody's.

It turns out that his guess is true. The reason that forced Sita to dare to rebel was the disruption of the health of her best friend when Sita explained it while walking in Tokyo Narita. “You're really sure, Widan is treated here?” tanya Hideki while they were in front of the hospital room that Sita believed to be the place of Widan in the hospital.

The room looks empty and neat. Sita's eyes flashed disappointment. He reached into his cell phone and called Trella. Sita walked back and forth due to unruly feelings of anxiety while waiting for a connected call from Trella.

“I'm sure. Trella said it herself.” Sita again tried to contact Trella after her first call did not get an answer.

Hideki himself glanced in various directions that he could see from the hall where he stood. He observed many human objects with varied activities. “Can you name the traits of Trella you mean?”

Amidst the annoyance caused by Trella who did not respond to his phone, Sita clucked in annoyance. “Sususar selamannya anyway. But he is typical of people who like to be the center of attention, his most striking style can be seen from the hair color that he often changes,” explained Sita, without distracting from his phone.

“What to wear clothes with colors that are too bright, become one of his habits?” tanya Hideki later.

Sita's forehead twitching. His attenuation was distracted by Hideki who seemed to be observing something. “Can be,” Sita said with hesitation. The point of Trella is that he does not care if he is the center of attention, but he is also too extreme to be said to be brave.

Sita follows Hideki's line of sight to a tall woman wearing a bright green dress. It was conspicuous among the crowd and the predominant hospital walls were pastel-colored.

As Sita was about to call out Trella's name, a man appeared behind the room not far away in front of Trella. Steady body posture belongs to the man once Sita recognized, even without having to see his face though, Sita is sure if his vision is not wrong in recognizing someone. The action that the man did then was to put one of his hands on Trella's shoulder which helped to wipe him.

Sejemang Sita felt a hot aura burning down her body. He held his breath and closed his eyes for a second. Then he breathed heavily.

“I think the person you're worried about is already someone handling it.” Purposefully. Sita knows that Hideki deliberately said this. Either because he is a typical person who is less sensitive or has a veiled intent from his sentence just now. Even without being said by Hideki, Sita already knew that the person who became the biggest reason for leaving for Indonesia, seemed to have received good care from the people closest to her.

And Trella's in it.

Hideki shook his head when he saw Sita trailing two people whom Hideki guessed were Sita's acquaintances. He follows Sita even though her body asks to be rested as soon as possible.

“Bas stubborn,” muttered to see Sita walking in front of him.

...•••...

Sita undoes her intention to surprise two people who she truly misses. But the other thing that happened was Sita who was first surprised by the two people. His legs felt weak as well as feeling fixated at one point. He was silent to witness the intimacy of the two people in a quiet area, the hallway that separates the back of the hospital with the upper parking lot that is often used by certain people only.

His jaw hardened at once with a fist that Sita felt her nails begin to press against each other. He did not expect, if Trella ... would be able to get that close to Widan.

Why does Trella have to be anyway?

Sita wanted to scream, annoyed, angry, disappointed and other difficult feelings Sita was even made to keep silent like a fool who continued to watch the stifling scenery. Sita knows that she shouldn't have damaged the privacy of others in romance, but it's about Trella, her best friend and cousin. Also ... about Widan.

Sita wanted to cry, but again her tears seemed dry and could not be produced properly. Even when there were hands covering her eyes, Sita remained unmoved in place.

Hideki's heavy voice was so soft as it was heard by his ears. “Other times if there is a view that you do not want to see, do not be forced see.” Hideki turns Sita's body around and turns towards her.

Sita slowly opened her eyes and looked at Hideki full of anxiety. “How to do ..” he said softly.

Hideki smiled sincerely. He tidied up Sita's hair which was blown by the wind. “Close your eyes. Don't let it break your heart and don't forget there's also me who you're always ready to rely on.”

Right after Hideki uttered the sentence, a tear broke out. Along with sobs that began to sound. Hideki held Sita who had been crying so badly.

Maybe because hearing the voice of someone who is so familiar, even just crying, makes Widan reflexively look back. His eyes widened in shock when he saw Sita who was crying on the arms of a foreign man.

“SITA!”

The screams from Widan actually made Sita's cries break. Sita tightened her embrace. Hoping with that the burden that was pressing on his heart he could share it with Hideki even a little.

Trella himself was shocked when he found Sita who was not far behind them. Trella looked at Widan who still looked deathly pale. “Don't say that Sita saw us earlier.” Trella even more conjecture makes Widan kababakan not karuan. He immediately approached Sita with the remaining energy he had.

“Sita ...,” call Widan with a clean slit.

Not to hear the cheerful voice as Widan used to hear from the girl. It was the cold voice accompanied by a loud speech from Sita that made him feel that the relationship with Sita in the future will be much more complicated than before.

“GO YOU!!” shouted Sita loudly.