Toxic Relationships
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"Where does that hurt? Tell me which one of them is sick." Blue said as she held onto almost Elena's body.

"I'm not papa." Answer Elena slowly.

"What about papa? You are in pain."

"I don't know, but please don't do it again, I'm afraid." Elena looked at Blue's face.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I accidentally hurt you." Blue immediately hugged Elena's body warmly, as if nothing had happened before between her and Elena.

"Ka, are you really not angry with me anymore?" Asked Elena who felt a little confused by the change in attitude Blue impressed so quickly.

"No." Blue replied while shaking her head slowly.

"I'm sorry, I don't mean to hide this from you, I just don't want to bother you with my problems." Elena lirih.

Blue sighed softly and then just nodded.

"Yes, I don't have a papa." Answer then.

"Take a look at your hand, until you bleed gini." Elena immediately grabbed Blue's hand which looked slightly swollen and bloody.

"Aagh." Blue is also grimacing slowly.

"I'll treat your wounds first." Elena got up from her seat.

Soon he returned to the place where he initially sat with a container containing warm water and a small towel.

"Your hands are swollen, you have to compress them with warm water first" Elena said slowly as she began to clean her blood first.

"Why do you have to hit that wall? Look at your hand, it's a gini. If you're angry with me, you hit me instead of your hands being gini for hitting the wall." Elena complained gently while continuing to treat Blue's hands.

"Mending hitting the wall instead of hitting you! No matter how angry I get at you, I won't be able to hit you."

"Please ya don't gini anymore, I'm afraid to see you angry until that,"

"I'm sorry I scared you, I was really emotional."

"I'm also sorry for not being honest with you."

Elena finished treating Blue's hand.

"Now that I want you to tell me everything, what are you really having trouble with? Why do you suddenly have to work part time? Jonas said you were pressed for money, why?" Blue asked who was still curious.

"Indeed,,," Elena slowly began to lower her head.

"Why baby? What's the real problem?" Blue asked again who looked impatient.

"My parents, hmm my parents stopped sending me monthly money." Elena finally revealed with some hesitation,

"Huh?! Seriously?? From when?" Blue was surprised.

"From the moment mom and dad came here and caught us alone in the room." Answer Elena slowly.

"It's been a long time and you're not even sure you know me??!! Why El?? Why didn't you tell me from the beginning?"

"I'm sorry, but the situation yesterday was not right, anyways at that time you chose to immediately cut me off and we didn't meet for a few days right?" Reply Elena who tried to defend herself.

"Jeez Elena, there are so many things that you cover from me all this time. Not sure you're the same as me?"

"Dear, not that! I don't tell you because yesterday you were also a lot of trouble right, especially the problem with your papa. So I don't want to add your mind to my problems." Obviously Elena,

Blue was finally silent.

"And now the remaining money sent by the father's mother has begun to thin, and the boarding is also soon in a new payment, so I have to find work part time." Elena again.

Blue breathed out when he heard it.

"I'm sorry El, because I live you're a mess. This is actually what I fear the most El, this is what I try to avoid, so I choose to separate from you." Light Blue.

"No! Don't you ever think about repeating that again Blue!! I don't want to!! I don't want to share with you, you're all I have now, please don't!"

"Hey, relax! I won't leave you." Blue replied as she began to grab Elena's cheeks.

"You promise?" Elena asked with a sad look.

"I promise." Blue is also slow.

Elena immediately hugged Blue's body warmly.

"I can deal with any problem, as long as I don't lose you. I don't want you to leave me." Reveal Elena.

"Yes, I promise we'll always be together, okay?"

Elena just nodded slowly at that moment.

Two days later...

Both of Manof's eyes immediately glared upon hearing Blue's, his only child's, statement.

"You want to do something??!!"

"Yes pa." Answer Blue.

"But why suddenly want to spend when your parents have a house that is very worthy for you to live in."

"I want to find a hostel that is closer to the campus, so I'm not late. You're also married, and honestly I still need more time to accept all of this, so please allow me to nenangin myself."

"You sure?"

"Related pa!" Answer Blue.

"Well, if that's what you want."

Blue is short.

"Where do you want to go? How much money do you need?"

"I still want to find a suitable hostel, but if I can I want an executive hostel let me be comfortable. And as for monthly, it's up to you, but at least up a little bit from my usual monthly, because I have to pay the cost."

"Hmm okay. Soon papa transfers to your account huh."

"Thank you pa." Blue finally smiled.

The next day...

That night Blue seemed to have been waiting for Elena in front of the cafe where she worked. Before long Elena came out while rubbing her neck because she felt a little sore due to working all day,

"Hi." Saya Biru with a smile.

Elena smiled and immediately took her step.

"Wait here for a while?" Ask Elena.

"Not really." Answer Blue with a smile.

"Yes yuk." Elena went straight up to the Blue bike.

"Did you, baby?"

"Now too."

"Yes, we go straight back to the boarding house if that's it." Said Elena who smiled back.

"No, I want to take you somewhere before you go back to the boarding house."

"Oh yeah? Where's honey?"

"You will know too." Answer Blue while increasing the speed on the motor.

A few minutes passed, now the Blue motorbike finally stopped in front of an elite boarding house, both still around the campus just different directions from Elena's boarding house.

"Kost'an?? Who is this, dear? Temen you huh?" Elena asked as she started to get off the bike.

"Not." Answer Blue calmly while coming down from the motorbike.

Soon an old man who served as a cleaner at the boarding house also appeared to welcome Blue.

"Mas who previously called wanted to check the boarding house, huh?" Ask the old man.

"Yes sir." Blue is also nodding.

"Oh come, come with me." The old man also directly guided Blue's steps.

"Come on." Blue said softly while holding Elena's hand.

Elena who was still a little confused at that time could only continue to remain silent and follow their steps.

"The cost'an is still empty only on the second floor, the first floor is full all mas." Obviously the old man.

"No problem sir, where is the most important thing." Answer Blue relax.

Arriving on the second floor, the old man opened one of the room doors,

"This is mas, only jni's room is left that the mattress as you wish. There are two more rooms empty but the bed is smaller than this." Obviously the old man.

Blue went straight into the room which was wider than Elena's room and yes, the bed was also much bigger. Blue smiled as she glanced at Elena.

"Where, baby, do you like this room?"

"Like, the room is big, who is it for?" Elena asked who was still curious.

"Yes sir, I'll take this one."

"Good mas. When are you going in?"

"Morrow's possibilities." Answer Blue.

"Well mas, for payment, the mas directly transfer aja to the account that has a boarding, because I only have the duty to clean up here. I'll give you the account number."

"Now, I have the transfer."

"Oh good."

After completing the payment, the old man immediately handed the room key to Blue.

"But it's really free here, isn't it?"

"Free mas, the important thing is not to make a fuss."

"Okay sir, makasi."

The old man left Blue and Elena who was still in the room.

"So you're the one who wants to spend here, right?? Butwhy?? You fight again with your papa??" Asked Elena who still did not understand Blue's intent.

"It's not just me, it's us." Answer Blue while directly embracing the friendly Elena.

"Huh?! Us?!" Elena was surprised but also still looked a little confused.

"Yes, ever since I knew you weren't sent any more monthly money, and your boarding house was due, I started thinking about all of this."

"Ja, so you mean..."

"Yes, we will spend here together, you do not need to bother anymore thinking about the cost of boarding, because I will handle."

Elena who felt touched instantly immediately hugged the warm body of Blue with both eyes that began to glaze over.

"Aaaa baby, why are you so good with me?" Elena.

"I feel like I have to take responsibility for you right now. You don't worry anymore yeah, we'll both continue from now on." Said Blue who continued to gently rub Elena's back.

"Makasi ya darling, makasi has become a boyfriend who cares a lot like me. I love you so much, so dear." Reveal Elena.

"Don't ever doubt me again yeah, whatever I'll do for you. The point is I don't want you to play secrets with me anymore,"

"Yes I promise from now on it will always be open with you."

Blue also smiled as she tightened her embrace on Elena, as well as Elena who also returned the embrace of her beloved man with no less tight.

Blue and Elena finally officially live together in an executive boarding house that is more elite than Elena's previous boarding house. At that time Elena was really made more confident, if the man who was now by her side was the best man she had ever met. Elena never even regretted what they had done together, especially when giving her virginity to Blue which increasingly made her fall in love,

At that time Blue really prepared everything for Elena, even he who had never gone for monthly shopping, now inevitably had to be willing to do it for Elena's sake.

Not only that, like husband and wife, they are now more free in bed relationship even more often than before. Elena was 100 percent out of her old self, where Elena was still so innocent and afraid of many things, especially relating to men.

1 Month later...

Elena began to worry when she realized that she had not received monthly guests since 2 weeks after she should have entered the month's arrival period. Not only that, strange symptoms began to slowly feel to make him more anxious. Elena, who used to love the smell of jasmine tea, suddenly became very resentful of the scent and always wanted to vomit every time she made jasmine tea. Even Elena also often felt nauseous in the morning and lost her appetite.

"What if I'm really pregnant?" Elena muttered inwardly as she began to bite her thumb.

Incidentally, just across from the cafe where he worked, there was a pharmacy, he was looking for reasons on some colleagues in order to be able to briefly permit to buy a test pack at the pharmacy.

Unmitigated, Elena also bought three test packs at once with different brands, then she hid them in her bag without intending to tell Blue first.

The next morning,,, the,,,

Elena slowly awoke from her sleep, glancing towards the wall clock hanging right in front of her. At that time the clock had shown at 06.15 am, at that time Blue even still seemed to sleep while hugging him from behind.

With a slow movement, Elena started to get out of her bed, she took one of the test packs and took it into the toilet.

A few minutes later, a dark red line slowly appeared as he had dipped the tip of the test pack into his urine. But before long, another red line slowly appeared to suddenly make the fingers of Elena who was still holding the test pack trembling.

"No, I can't be pregnant." His words were starting to panic and still trembling, he said,

Elena quickly threw the test pack into the closet, then doused it with water until the test pack disappeared. As if not believing the first result, Elena also tried to calm herself and convince herself if the test pack could be wrong.

"Sir I try again tomorrow." Chirps slowly.

And the next day, the same results from the test pack with different brands immediately made Elena freeze, how not, it has been twice tried and the results are the same. Still feeling unsatisfied, Elena took the last remaining test pack and immediately dipped the tip in her urine that morning. And yes, two red lines appeared again to make Elena instantly relax.

...Seriate......