Toxic Relationships
Disillusioned

"What can I really not know?" Elena muttered in a heart that felt quite upset.

But somehow, at that time he still chose to wait for Blue in front of the cafe. Soon Blue came out with an unusual look,

"What's really going on? What can I not know?" Ask Elena.

"It's nothing."

"Why? You are ashamed of being hurt by your friends because of the same deck of kayak village girls I? Huh yeah?"

"No, not that!"

"Or maybe because they know I'm in the same mate?"

Blue is silent.

"Ak, I thought I'd talk to Tama about us,,"

"We??" Ask Blue.

"What do you mean by our word?" Ask Blue again.

Rena was silent for a moment with a slightly confused face but also quite surprised by Blue's question at that time.

"El, if you want to have your girlfriend in the village, do it! But please don't involve me in your problems."

"Mak, you mean Ru?? Are you seriously talking to me?" Elena's eyes grew bigger.

"I really like you, but I don't intend to be in a relationship with you or anyone." Blue said as he began to bow.

Bak was struck by lightning in broad daylight, Blue's statement that time really shocked Elena. I don't know what's going on inside, which makes Blue instantly change her attitude towards Elena.

"Ja, so last night, it, it, it doesn't mean anything to you?" Elena asked again with both eyes starting to look teary.

"I've said before, the big thing is common in big cities, please don't be surprised."

Elena was once again speechless, she started shaking her head as if she was still not expecting what she had just heard from Blue's mouth, Blue's attitude completely changed drastically within minutes.

"Ok, thanks for everything!" Ketus Elena who immediately left just like that, leaving Blue who was still standing in place.

Blue was clucking softly while rubbing his face rough.

"****!!!" His words that seemed upset, but did not know for sure who the frustration was aimed at.

Elena started to shed her tears along her steps towards the boarding house, having just felt happy for a few hours, now the happiness was as if it was self-destructed by the person who had previously made her heart so flowery.

"It's definitely my fault, my fault that it's not okay, I'd like to be kissed with her." Elena muttered inwardly.

Not wanting to be a spectacle for crying on the edge of the crowded street, Elena finally wiped her tears and took her steps so that she could arrive faster at her boarding house,

Nightfall...

That night Elena seemed so agitated on her soft bed, the clock had shown at 10 pm but his eyes did not want to be closed because his mind was filled with eternal and deep sadness.

Once again Elena imagined how warm Blue kiss, the first man who dared to touch her lips, it was still so clearly recorded in Elena's memory.

"It felt that warm, I even seemed to fly in the air when he touched my lips. Butwhy? Why does it have to be like this? is it because I'm a country girl that I'm working on, so it's easy to play."!

Elena continued to daydream, she continued to stare blankly at the ceiling of her room until she finally fell asleep.

To esokan day...

That day Elena had absolutely no greeting with Blue, even she immediately turned her face when it had to cross paths with Blue while in the cafeteria. While Blue, he was just silent looking at the body of Elena who continued to step away without looking at him in the slightest.

"You're upset Elena." Blue murmurs softly in the heart.

Until noon, as usual Elena walked on the sidewalk to go home, she continued to walk with a sad look, then without her noticing, she continued, Blue continued to follow in his footsteps from a distance on his motorbike which he drove very slowly, even though that day he could not give Elena the ride she had before, however, he still wanted to keep an eye on Elena and wanted to make sure that Elena arrived at her boarding house safely.

Upon arrival at the boarding house, Elena is again surprised by the presence of Tama, who again comes with a large bouquet of flowers.

"Surprise!" Tama.

Elena was surprised again.

"This is for you." Said Tama while handing over the bouquet of flowers.

"In what order did I give me flowers?" Elena asked with a sweet smile looking at the pink rose.

"I heard you managed to become queen ospek, that's why I defended coming here again to prise for you hehehe."

"Hais, it's just a normal degree, nothing to do with my performance on campus at all."

"Whatever it is, I'd like to say congratulations."

"Thank you, yeah,"

"Do you like flowers?"

"Yes, I like it!" Elena also widened her smile again.

Tama also smiled while gently rubbing the tip of Elena's head. It was actually back to remind how Blue who previously did the same thing and it was quite successful in making Elena so much like it.

"Oh yeah El, I'll stay here for 2 or 3 days, okay?"

"Well?!" Elena also nodded.

"Relax, I'll sleep under you, you've known me for a long time, right? I won't macemin you."

"Ta, but.."

"I heard the hostel is free here, so what's the problem?"

Elena also fell back into a sluggish silence, as if losing her mind at that time to avoid Tama's decision, Elena finally agreed even with a little heavy heart,

Nightfall...

"Aren't you going to make sure I take a walk around this town?" Tama asked as soon as Elena came out of the bathroom and looked fresh in her sleeping pajamas.

"Walk?"

"Yes, or hanging out at the cafe? Let's look at gaul hehehe."

Elena also let out a short breath.

"Hmm ok," again Elena could not refuse Tama's invitation.

At that time Elena thought that she also needed entertainment because she had just felt let down by Blue.

Elena also invited Tama to dinner at a cafe, which she heard the cafe was quite a hit among young people.

"Well, so this is where town kids hang out?" Tama chirps while smiling as she steps into the cafe.

But the unexpected thing happened again, as if the world back then was really as wide as moringa leaves for Elena, she said, until he had to be reunited with Febby and his gang who at that time looked so cool chatting while enjoying a beer.

"Hey, she's again!" Chirped Elena in a heart that suddenly felt lazy.

"Tama, wait!" Elena immediately pulled Tama's hand, making the man's step so instantly stopped.

"Why El?"

"I don't think we should eat here, though,"

"Loh why? We're coming in here."

"Yes, but I'm suddenly dying, if it's near here there's a cafe whose food is much better." Elena answered reasoned to avoid Febby and the gang.

"That's yeah? Hmm yeah, that's it." Tama finally agreed and wanted to take a step back.

But unfortunately, Ame who was also there had already seen the whereabouts of Elena and Tama, and he immediately took Febby.

"Feb, Feb, look who's on that doorstep." Ame whispers.

Febby turned his head towards Elena and immediately developed his smile while starting to glance at Blue who was there at the time. Blue who felt upset also chose to join his friends to enjoy a beer to calm a little heart that was in turmoil.

...Seriate......