Toxic Relationships
Messed

Elena instantly froze, deep down in her innermost heart, she was completely delighted when she heard such a phrase coming out of Blue's mouth. That means Blue still loves him.

"Please El, I'm sorry! These few days I've been really fucked up because I'm far from you." Reveal Blue again with a face that increasingly looks sad.

Such great love for Blue, made Elena feel unbearable and seemed to want to directly embrace Blue right then and there. But somehow Elena also felt that she still needed to teach Blue a lesson so that it was not too easy to make such a decision again later.

"Hmm how is it?" Elena was thinking about the answer.

"El, don't tell me you've completely missed me in just three days!" Blue said as she began to squint her eyes.

"Why do I keep snotting the same people who are sick and not really love me!"

"For God's sake I really love you El, so much love!! But on the other hand I also don't want your life to be so messed up just because of my relationship!" Blue again expressed her heart to Elena emotionally.

"Hmm ok, so I thought yes first, I don't want to take decisions too soon that will make me hurt again." Reply Elena who still wants to test the seriousness of Blue even deeper.

Elena immediately left Blue just like that, leaving Blue who at that time seemed still silent looking at the smooth departure of Elena who seemed to start changing her attitude.

Nightfall...

Both of Blue's eyes were instantly made perfectly round when her papa had just invited her to speak. How not, the thing discussed by Manof at that time was the least liked thing. It is about his marriage with another woman who will be his mother's successor.

"What?!! Papa want to speed up papa's marriage with that woman??!!" Ketus Blue who looks very unhappy.

Manof nodded so as to make Blue who saw him instantly snort annoyed.

"What the hell makes you not like the same prospective wife papa? He's good with you." Manof.

"Papa still nanya??!! My mother who has been living from scratch, now lives mediocre out of town there, while she who has only been to papa's life for some time, can now enjoy all this." Blue complains that still do not accept the manof decision.

"Blue, one thing you must understand, your father and mother are not meant to be together! So you have to learn to accept the destiny of life, after all so far papa never ignored you."

"Aaaghhh!!! To hell with destiny!!" Blue jerks raised his voice while firmly brushed off a vase of flowers that was at the time beside him.

"Blue enough!!!" Exclaimed Manof who no less raise the volume of his voice.

"Like not, papa will still marry aunt Lina!" Manof.

Blue again grunting.

"Fine!!" Blue replied glaring and then immediately passed away.

Blue continued to step quickly and once again he punched hard a large enough gucci in one corner of the room.

"Aaaghhh!!! What the fvck!!" Shouts again.

Manof could only be silent looking at Blue who was then as if he was so fiery because of his decision. There was nothing Manof could do at that moment other than just sighing deeply at his son's pretty unexpected reaction.

Blue with his mind so confused that night began to sit languidly in the front yard of his house. Continued to look pus towards the fingers of his hand which at that time began to be filled with blood that continued to pour out of his wound due to hit the gucci in his house.

"Who else can understand my feelings?? My own father doesn't want to understand how I feel!" Blue murmur in the heart.

"Elena, yeah I just need Elena right now." Blue Mumbles again.

Blue also slowly rose from his seat and immediately stepped lethargic towards his motorbike. Blue seemed to be completely indifferent to the blood that kept flowing on his wound, he did not even intend to treat the wound first and still let his blood continue to drip on his finger.

Without a second thought, Blue immediately drove his motorbike out of the yard of his elite house, riding his motorcycle at high speed in order to get to Elena's boarding house immediately.

At that time, Elena seemed to be sitting leaning against the head of her bed, she continued to daydream while occasionally staring softly at her phone that was the same so there was no sound that night.

"He's not even trying to call me, sms isn't there either." Elena in her heart.

Although his attitude on campus seems to still be selling expensive, but what he actually feels is certainly not like that. In the depths of his heart, he certainly still very expectant Blue somewhat back to him, especially when his purity has been handed over to Blue.

"Or maybe he'll feel good about the party again the same thing." Elena muttered again which suddenly became unsettled and began to think no-no to Blue.

Elena began to get more agitated, she got up from the top of the bed and began to walk back and forth in her room.

"Did I call her for where is she??" Think Elena.

"Eh but when I called first, embarrassed dong." Added again.

Elena continued to fight on her own heart and mind back then, until suddenly the sound of knocking on the door instantly shocked her.

"Who??" Asked Elena who was still silent in her place.

But there was absolutely no answer, all that was heard was the sound of knocking on the door that was heard again.

"Who the hell?" Elena muttered who started to step towards the door.

Not wanting to be too curious for too long, Elena immediately opened the door of her boarding room, and yes, her eyes were again made to look at Blue who was already standing before her.

Unlike usual, where Blue always looks charming, this time he looks so messy, his eyes look red and puffy, his hair is irregular, with a face look that looks shabby.

"Bi, Blue." Elena said in surprise.

"El, I fucked up El, really fucked up." Light Blue.

"You why? Are you drunk?" Elena asked as she frowned.

At that time Blue just fell silent with his own face. And Elena unintentionally glanced at her finger, which was filled with blood that even seemed to be drying up. Again, that of course made both eyes of Elena instantly wide.

"What's your hand?" Elena asked who immediately looked panicked as she immediately grabbed her hand.

"I'm not sorry, it's not a problem!" Answer Blue slowly.

Elena was silent for a moment with a face that looked so anxious when she looked at Blue who looked completely chaotic.

...Seriate......