CONFESSION STONED
65. The souvenir of Love

Sejah feels the business with his past is not finished yet. As long as Fredy is alive, the colonized will not be able to break the chain of his misery.

In his life, hunger is no longer a scary scourge. They just want to live quietly. Want to be loved properly, and want to love without worry.

Colored felt, Bara's life was too valuable to spend with people like him.

Bara's breathing began to sound loud and hasty. The kiss Sutured around his neck was so intoxicating. Colored that seemed cold, that night seasoned it very gently and full of shrewdness. The coals felt a bite and a fine sip on the surface of the skin of his neck.

One by one the buttons of the Bara shirt have been opened. Until when Sejah pulled off the shirt and re-hugged his lover's body. For a while he was silent and felt and traced the back full of blue bruises. I have seen him often. Even Sejah has an ointment so that bruises quickly fade. He was hurt because of it.

"Jah.." call Bara when Colored kisses his shoulder.

Seized straighten the body and looked at Bara. Seen smiled wryly. Highlight Seamed eyes grimly looked at Bara who had not understood the contents of the thoughts that haunted her.

Jemari Sejah returns down Bara's handsome face. He wanted to add to his memory the man who had stirred his heart and life.

The severed palms rested on Bara's cheeks. This man is very warm, thought the Sejah. He then put his lips on Bara's cheek. So soft, that Bara closed his eyes to enjoy it.

Seized still kneeling before Bara. With their eyes still clinging, the hands of the Colonized came down looking for something that had been felt to have risen.

The people have no plan. He had dreamed of living with Bara. But the Devils are not selfish either.

This is the last time, he thought. After this, he will return to his life. They can also return to a moral life.

They drift in the totality of actual lovemaking. Tini who sang almost all night was exhausted and entered the dream realm.

And the Sejah who had just removed his own bray hook, had already risen to overlay his beloved's body on his bed. This last memory should be beautiful, he thought. Along with Bara's fingers that helped her escape one last covering on her body, Dijah looked at her lover with the most longing look.

"You love me, don't you?" ask Colored again.

"Honey Seized... If I don't love you there's no way I-"

"There's no way you're lying, is there?" Colored back smiling and looking down to kiss Bara's neck.

Their body parts have touched each other. Bara again groaned and began to move impatiently.

"Everything I do is because I love you" whispered Sejah.

Bara did not have time to ask about the change in attitude of the colonists who became so aggressive. He just enjoyed it. Their eyes met, Colored grimaced and a moment later lowered his head to immerse his face on the side of Bara's neck.

His lover was climbing the peak of his enjoyment, Bara thought. I want them to enjoy it together. Their movements were increasingly blind, until finally the colonized whimper and bite Bara's shoulder. The taste comes together.

They hugged for a moment. With a grimacing face withstanding the pain she now felt, Bara shifted her body to lie next to her.

"You're all right, right?" ask Bara. "You think it's different, is it because I'm sick?"

"Yes, I'm kasian. You were in a middle-of-the-male accident, alone. You can just why," said Sejah shifted the position of his head to be able to look at Bara's face.

"Do I have to get sick often so you can continue?" bara asked jokingly while rubbing the cheek of Dijah.

"Don't. Don't be sick anymore. Don't get hurt like this again. My heart aches" said Dijah.

"I'm also Colored... You don't get hurt anymore. I don't want to" Bara said then kissed his old lover's lips again.

They're back making out. Kisses that welcome each other. Bara who returned to smoldering with a pause just for a moment. Early in the day, the colonized back pulled up on his lover's body. Despite the pain and aches in his body, Bara remains a young man with extraordinary desires. He asked Dijah to repeat again until finally, for the second time, they released him together.

"You go home... I'm anterin until the front of the alley" said dijah.

"Directly ngusir me Jah? Our bodies are still stuck because you have already upset me," Bara said.

"Don't lose heart, you're still sick. In the next few days, you rest. Until he recovers, come again." He got up and picked up his clothes.

"Want to take another shower?" tanya Bara got up.

"You go to the bathroom," replied Dijah covering his body with a now tangled sheet of negligee.

"I'm Temenin, it's two o'clock this morning. If you're alone, don't go to the bathroom at this hour.." pinta Bara.

"I'm in the bathroom at this hour because there's you, usually never."

Hearing the reply of the Colonized, Bara fell silent. With a limp Bara accompanied Dijah to the bathroom early that day. Like a man who has no home, Bara diligently leans outside the bathroom wall waiting for her lover.

"You saw me try on his shoes, didn't you?" tanya Sejah while taking out the shoe box from under her bed.

"Yes, try the dipake. I want to see" said Bara who has now sat on the edge of the bed. Colored crouching open two boxes of shoes and immediately try them one by one.

"Good, both are beautiful. Too pretty, you can love the make." Colored put his feet in front of Bara. "Can you tell the size?" tanya Sejah's.

"All your sizes I know," said Bara still see the shoes on his lover's feet. "I like this one the most" Bara said looking at a pair of cream-colored flat shoes that were being worn by Dijah.

"I nginep ya," said Bara later.

"Don't, gotta go home. If you're nginep, I'm craving." He took off his shoes and put them back in the box.

"That's so, I'm still missing. I haven't seen you in a long time, I want to sleep around you." Bara grabbed the arm of Sejah and pulled the woman's body closer.

"I anter to the front of the alley" said Dijah.

"Don't Jah... I can do it myself. The alley was very dark."

"I'm normal, I'm not afraid anymore. I want to see you get in the car. Come quickly, your mother will. If you look at the dowager's room, your parents can faint" said Dijah.

"Well... How the hell is that talking?" bara asked a little heartlessly to hear the words of the Sejah.

"That's reality" said Sejah.

"I don't like it when you say that" Bara replied.

"Yes-yes, I won't say that anymore." Sejah pulled Bara's hand so that the man would rise from his seat. "Help me the old," asked Sejah while holding his hand around Bara's waist.

"Today is warm, no more judes. I was smiling," said Bara tightened his embrace. "Tomorrow I'll be here again..."

"Don't, you'll have to heal first. Just came again. I don't want to see your way like that" said Sejah in a muffled voice in Bara's arms.

"I love his mother Dul." said Bara.

He just kept his eyes closed. Enjoying every stream of warmth he gets from Bara's body. He hoped that the warmth would be a strength for him.

The To Be Continued.....