CONFESSION STONED
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"It's not crying anymore, is it? I'm gonna take a shower first." He rose from his chair into the room.

"Well, I want to clean up too. Mas Bara there enter the room of the Sejah. He must have worn his shirt in the room. There!" Tini spoke to Bara while pointing at the Seized room with her chin.

It feels like Bara wants to smother Tini's mouth that has no brake. Again Tini entered his head and danced there.

Bara wants nothing tonight. He could no longer stay at the Colonized place that night because his mother's message was clear enough. Mas Heru knew he was there anyway.

The plastic chairs in front of the room were empty. The night is getting late and Tini's estimate misses. She kept wearing her clothes in the bathroom. Bara did not get a view of the woman's body even though a small.

The presence of Bara and the two men he brought there was a sharp contrast to the boarding environment. Their dapper and fragrant appearance is coupled with a wall of scribbled buildings, the music of various genres that are loud and the sounds of conversation interspersed with thunderous laughter.

Initially Bara felt a little foreign there, but along with the seemingly comfortable Sejah just accept his presence, Bara became accustomed.

Sejah just put two dishes used instant noodle soup that they just had toilet dine. The woman forced Bara to eat.

"Here is Jah." call Bara who sits on the bed. He wants to tell Dijah before he leaves the woman tomorrow. And also... Bara wanted to kiss Dijah while on his lap.

"Wait.." said Dijah.

"Here.." said Bara impatiently. He was so angry at that woman. Why is the colonist always patient and can refrain from making out with him. While he was always busy alone with his thoughts and dreams peppered Dijah at all times.

Colored approached and Bara directly pulled the woman into his lap. The door is locked and can be declared safe because Tini must still be busy with heartbreak.

"I miss," whispered Bara immediately kissed Dijah. He pressed the woman's head to immediately smash her lips. The first second of their kiss, Bara could feel the onion chicken scent from her lips. He should have let Dijah drink earlier.

Bara let go of their long kisses and stared at the face of Sejah so closely.

"I don't exist, don't make a fuss with anyone, yes" Bara said. "Eh if there is me also do not make a fuss with anyone. You will be hurt again, I do not want to. She's no good if her body has a lot of scars."

Sejah looked at Bara and nodded.

"Don't smoke anymore, no matter how busy you are with the problem. Don'tdon't. Cigarettes are not good for everyone. For health, not the negative stigma." Embers tidied wet hair Sutured and put it behind the shoulder.

Seized still looking at Bara unblinking. He was never spoken to by someone so soft. Tomorrow Bara will be gone for a week and will not be able to see. He wants to satisfy his eyes looking at the handsome Bara and wants to be his girlfriend.

"Well, can I?" ask Bara.

"Can what?" He asked because he did not understand what the man said.

"May I ask for more in our relationship?"

"So I can't expect us to be long?" ask Bara. He was silent because he didn't know what to answer.

Seeing the reaction of the Sejah, Bara's confidence seemed to disappear. Many women want to have a certainty in the relationship, but it does not apply to the Colonized.

"If I wanted to walk, I could have been like this first. We're different. I'm the same as you actually are. Your life must have been a mess since you knew me. My life is full of problems, I don't want to take care of you." The colonized half rose from Bara's lap but the man quickly held her back.

"Where are you going?" bara Sergah. "I'm not kidding. I-I love you." Bara returned to kiss Dijah. He didn't have time to linger. A second later he had laid Dijah on the bed and laid him down.

They are swept away in a hot kiss that welcomes each other. The breathing of the two gasped and Bara had landed small bites around the neck of the Sejah. He's really impatient. He wanted their relationship to be addressed in adulthood by the Colonized. Whatever the consequences, Bara is ready.

Bara raised the canal that was worn by Dijah until he could see the folds of the woman's groin. His hands had squeezed his chest and buttocks repeatedly.

But when Bara reached for the button of his shirt, Sejah who had been sighing as he closed his eyes, now opened his eyes and looked at the pair of eyes of the man above him.

"Don't... That one activity is for your wife. I don't want to. You don't have to go that far to me. This feeling of yours is just a novelty that challenges the natural male instincts that every man has. Don't rush to make a decision. If you feel fulfilled, you can go and I will be hurt. Mending don't," said Dijah.

Bara then knelt laying both his hands on the Colonized. He looked down to look at the woman. He didn't believe that Dijah could tell him that. The male instinct and seriousness of his words seemed to be harassed.

Seemed as if he did not think of him as a man who can be responsible.

"That's what you thought of me?" lirih Bara with a grim look. He then nodded and tidied up the revealing clothes of Dijah.

I never wanted to touch him first. The woman was so cold as to put up a shield against all the sweetness that Bara had been trying to show all along.

"Yes, I'm back." Bara got up and tidied up his shirt. It's not petty. It's not sulking. His heart just didn't feel comfortable hearing the rejection of Sejah which meant very deep.

So why he was in a relationship with the woman if later the direction of their relationship is uncertain.

"You're in good health, don't forget about Dul. He had not seen his mother for a long time. Dul must be kangen," said Bara when wearing his shoes.

He pulled out his phone and called a taxi. For a while they just sat quietly.

I feel a crisis of confidence now. He felt that he underestimated him as an adult man who could choose and determine his own life path.

But unknowingly, every second, Sejah was so tormented because it felt too bad even though it was just sitting in the bonnet of the man's motorbike.

Sejah can not say that he also loves Bara, therefore he wants the best for the handsome man's life.

The To Be Continued.....