My soul mate

My soul mate
CHAPTER 94


I looked at the brown envelope in front of me...


It says my name clearly...


I opened it, and there were three more envelopes in it..


Yudhis wrote the numbers on two envelopes...


The last envelope has no number..


I took a deep breath before opening it.


The first letter....


****size...


Our first meeting may be when we are toddlers, we do not know and realize it...


We only see photos of our parents who each carry us...


The next meeting was not memorable for us because for us at that time we were just two small children who fought and cried for grabbing something...


Then came a girl wearing jeans, dressed in a tee shirt but long hair in front of me....Defy me playing chess.... You still remember that Ga?


At that time I was in second grade High School.I already knew from the battery if I was in a match with you..


when I found out you were on vacation at home...


I can only avoid it. I don't want to meet you...


but we still met, and at that time you challenged me to play chess...


I looked at you. I saw your white skin...


you're beautiful.comfortable to look at. Sweet girls like you who don't like you...


I was stunned for a moment to see you...


But then I realized that you didn't know about our match...


I'm afraid you're rejecting me...


I'm afraid you're rejecting this match...


the best way I did that time was to avoid you until I found out how you reacted to our matchmaking...


we met again at the battery house when we were the same adults,


You were a new student at that time.it still looks the nature of High School children at that time hahahha...


Do you remember I like playing with your hair??


Actually I want to stroke your hair, but the courage I get is only at the bottom of your hair...


When I first kissed you...


There is no romance at all hahahahaha


But I'm glad you didn't reject me..


Although I know, you accepted me because of our good family relationship...


I'm glad you called me..


Even if I only act as a driver or your man...


I was sad when I saw you cry..


I'm trying not to hurt you..


I'm trying to fulfill all your wishes..


I agreed to your willingness to cancel our match at that time..


I want to see you happy even if I find it hard to accept...


I want to always make you happy...


I'm writing this letter as a gift later at our wedding...


To commemorate our journey of love**..


xxxxxxxxxxxx


I wiped my tears...


recalling everything that happened between me and Yudhis...


My bedroom door is locked from the outside...


The house assistant appeared at the door..


"Mom, you said why the phone wasn't picked up"


"Oh, but I fell asleep. I called my father shortly"


"Good ma'am, excuse me first"


I saw my phone...


There were five missed calls from Mandala..


hmmm...


"Assynoltom..."


"waalaikumsalam... Where are you?"


"sleep... "


I deliberately spoiled so Mandala did not ask me like that..


"tumben's sleeping at this hour"


"confused.. no work. watch tivi, fall asleep"


"go the road, you can stay at your family's house"


"I'm going to the hospital where I used to practice, see the doctor who used to be our assistant"


"What girl is a guy..."


I understand the direction of Mandala's question...


"Cowok, but the doctor is married. already have children.it is impossible that he has a crush on other women"


Mandala laughs...


"You're there, don't let any new doctors get seduced."


"iyaa indeed"


The mandala overheated me instead...


But wait.... intern doctor???


"Captain... Can I apply to be such a disaster doctor as well?"


"That's all set by IDI. I'll ask if there are vacancies in Army Hospital"


"Well.. - what are you doing now?"


"Again rest, soon begin the evacuation..."


"don't forget to eat..."


"Yes, we ate in the soup kitchen"


"how's it going in there?"


"destroyed melted. I was at the base. in the disaster area there was no signal. all was cut off"


"the turban?"


"cannot be expressed in words"


"you liver lest it become infected.."


"no, I don't hold anything from the victim, my job is to just take the helicopter"


"alright.. enough rest.This afternoon I will go to the house of ummah"


"iyaa. I'm closing yaa. assalamualaikum"


"Girishal"


The call was interrupted...


I looked back at the number one letter that Yudhis had written..


rereading...


This letter was written by Yudhis before the accident..


Yudhis did prepare this letter for me as a sign of his love for me...


I looked back at the letter I put on the bed...


there are still two letters I haven't opened...


I'll take letter number two...


why are envelopes and letter papers a little more seedy...


I started to read...


**Your name is Ega...


Said your man my fiancee...


I don't remember you..


This amnesia makes me forget about you...


This headache makes me almost crazy to remember everything...


You patiently take care of me..


You always look out for me...


But I was rude to you...


I'm impeaching...


I'm mad at you...


I'm sorry for forgetting you..


I'm sorry for being rude to you...


I wrote this letter when I found the first one...


I learned from the first letter that I love you...


Ega...


Allow me to get to know you again..


Allow me to love you as before..


through this letter, you and I will remember that I have forgotten you..


ever hurt your heart**...


xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


I came back crying...


Remembering how Yudhis had amnesia after the accident..


Yudhis was often angry...


Cussing on everyone around him..


I folded the second letter and put it back in the envelope...


Take the last envelope...


Envelopes with no numbers in front of them...


**s...


You my love..


You are the lover of my heart..


you're soulmate..


you're myfriends..


I wrote this shortly after I woke up from my bed..


My hands hurt when I wrote this..


I saw your sweet smile..


I saw happiness in your eyes when I woke up..


Ega..


maybe when you read this letter, we're not together anymore..


I don't know why I felt that God would take my life...


I'm just waiting for time...


Thank you for accepting me..


Thank you for taking care of me, though,


accompany me at the hospital..


I want to always embrace you..


because I want when I go to be in your arms..


Ega. Please don't forget me..


please let me stay in your heart..


I love you with all my heart...


I don't want to go away from you...


I want you to be my bidad in heaven...


But I know it's impossible...


Be happy with your husband...


I'm sure you'll be a good wife and mother..


I am still your heart's lover...


Until whenever I remain your lover...


And I'm sure too..


Your love for me will remain...


Love you


Yudhis


xxxxxxxx**


The third letter is worse and worse...


perhaps at the time of writing this, the state of Yudhis hand is not stable because it just woke up from a coma...


Yes... Yudhis will always be in my heart..


until then, Yudhis will always be a part of me...


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