My soul mate
CHAPTER 42

A week has passed....

In this week I helped Yudhis to sit up, move his stiff hands and feet....

Yudhis was able to communicate even though his spoken word was broken and severed...

I'm happy with the progress...

I want Yudhis to be able to sit down perfectly in order to be present at the Yuni Wedding...

This morning I opened all the windows...

let the sunlight in on all the contents of the room...

Yudhis no longer uses tools...

It only sometimes uses oxygen when the breath is unstable...

Yudhis...

There was a slight smile on his lips...

"Sorry." he said to me.

"why Aa's sorry..."

while talking, I opened the blanket on his leg..

"me.re.pot.kan" his speech is still brick.

"Get's not feeling bothered.Why Aa thinks so..."

Yudhis may have wanted to speak again, but he was unable to speak...

after that the therapist came in. I started doing his job...

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Day by day everything is getting better...

I am grateful that Yudhis was able to sit well and move his hands up and down...

communication has started well...

Yudhis always said sorry to me...

he thinks he's been troubling me...

Sometimes when it was just the two of us in the room, Yudhis was spoiled for me...

Like this afternoon, Yudhis asked me to sit on the bed...

"I'm sorry." It's always the first word he says..

"Why does Aa always apologize..."

"Sorry, trouble you..."

"Don't say, Ega doesn't feel bothered..."

"I'm sorry I can't keep you company forever.."

"Why does Aa talk like that..."

"You can choose the best man for you..."

I flinched, releasing a hug...

"What did Aa say?"

"Right.." he said to me with a smile..

"Aa quick recovery.After our Yuni Tea will also be married..."

Yudhis just smiled...

"A's tired... I want to lie down..."

"All right..."

I got out of bed...

put a pillow in his position and help Yudhis lie down...

"Aa want ablution? soon maghrib..."

"Yes..."

I helped Yudhis to ablution by bringing water and a large basin into the room...

Before Yudhis illness was diligent in praying, he was also the one who always reminded me to pray, he also made me hijab...

When he was conscious of his coma, Yudhis still remembered his duty as a Muslim...

In any way Yudhis always tries to pray...

He said the accident was a rebuke to him.

The redeemer of sins...

And grateful still given the opportunity to repent even in the form of pain...

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Two more days of marriage for Yuni Tea..

The hospital has allowed Yudhis to return home by noon tomorrow...

And today I'm cleaning up my stuff...

I also have to pick up Mom and Dad at the airport..

At the hospital there was Mamah and Yuri. I thought I could leave Yudhis for a while...

"Get the airport first yes Aa. mo pick up the Father and Mother.."

I said as I stroked her swollen hand from the infusion...

"Yes.. don't go to the hospital again, just rest at the same hotel Mr and Mother. tomorrow also Aa home.."

"No. later tonight Ega stays here." I said in a slightly loud tone....

"Yes Ga.. tomorrow Yudhis comes home.take care of you, rest first tonight huh..." Mom also asked me to rest at the hotel...

I looked at Yudhis...

He also looked at me...

His eyes seem to say...

"Go away.I'll be fine"

But somehow, this heart is not calm...

"God stay here tonight... Aa's coming home tomorrow and Ega's coming home too..."

"How can Aa go home." her words stopped..

I looked...

"Well..????"

Yudhis smiled...

"Go. father and mother wait a long time..."

he said, Yudhis put his index finger on his cheek...

I smiled. kissed her cheek for a moment...

Yudhis kissed me on the cheek, saying..

"I Love You"

I was determined to look at him...

Without replying to her love.I kissed her cheek again and parted to leave...

Yudhis looked at me until my shadow was lost behind the door...

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At 01:00 in the morning...

I don't know why, I'm nervous tonight...

Yuri and I slept on the couch...

I approached him.I saw from his mouth a thoughtful sound came out, but his eyes remained closed...

I went into the bathroom..

Wash my face. take ablution and intend to pray the night...

Before the prayer, I saw Yuri awake..

"Sleep is calm, tea...

I looked towards Yudhis bed..

"Steh heard earlier Aa recited. but this is no longer... You heard Aa yaa..teteh mo pray first..."

"Yes tea..."

Sahut Yuri while moving towards the bathroom...

In prayer I somehow kept on being restless...

The shadow of Yudhis lay there in front of me...

I finished my prayers in a sobbing...

Yuri looked at me in wonder...

"why does Teteh cry.." he asked me...

I shook my head...

"Come away.the feeling is not calm"

Looking towards Yudhis who was still lying quietly...

still wearing my face I approached Yudhis..

looking at her like something was wrong with her. I held her pulse..

Yuri stood up to see my behavior....

"Steh..????" askinya...

"Call nurse Yur.it looks like Aa's not breathing..."

"Stea lied.it's impossible..." Yuri yells...

I then pressed the emergency button...

Still standing as a statue next to Yudhis bed saw nurses and doctors trying to pump out Yudhis heart...

The doctor shook his head...

and declared the death of Yudhis at 01:25 in the morning....

Yuri shouted hysterically...

A nurse who knew us took the initiative to call Papah...

I'm still standing glued...

Remembering all the words Yudhis said to me this afternoon..

Remembering his declaration of love to me...

How Yudhis asked me to find another man....

These tears kept dripping without a sound...

When someone hugged me, I realized that I was in the arms of that person...

until then everything went dark....

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When I opened my eyes...

I saw my mother beside me...

stroking my head...

"Aaaa.." I asked my mother...

"Yudhis was calm.This is what God did best for him...Dearly dear to Yudhis.but God is much more dear..."

I started crying again while getting out of bed...

"Get me see Aa ma'am...."

" Let's....."

Mom took me out of the room....

Yudhis has been brought home..

We also headed to papah's house...

He took me to the papah house...

Seeing me, Papah hugged me. I cried again.so when I approached the mama who was sitting near the body of Yudhis...

I rested on my feet mamah.crying until sobbing sobs...

"It's coming home today, ma'am..."

"Yes.. went back to the creator.." Mama's voice sounded hoarse because of the crying...

I calm myself down...

See Yuni Tea beside Yudhis corpse...

I hugged Yuni tea.we came back crying without a word...

I opened the cloth that covered his face....

Yudhis is very handsome...

His thin face looked clean and white...

Yudhis came home in a smile...

Not in the long sleep Comma...

Yudhis chose consciousness from his coma...

to leave an impression on us..

leave various messages for all of us...

to finish what he left behind...

I wiped my tears...

Kiss her cheeks and say...

"Go Aa... Ega... Ega dear Aa..."

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All this time I've always said...

Yudhis is my fiancee, but not necessarily my soul mate...

It turns out that God granted it all...

Yudhis is not my soul mate...

We are now separated by death...

Ega.. be careful now say...

because every word is a prayer...

And tonight, I was swept away in my prayer for Yudhis...

May Yudhis khusnul khotimah..

Accepted his worship charity..

All his sins were washed away...

And get the angel in Allah's paradise....

Amin ya robbal alamin 😇😭

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