My soul mate
CHAPTER 135

I was able to fall asleep tonight with the help of the two sleeping pills I took before taking a bath.

I still have time to hear Mandala calling me. But these eyes are so heavy, I didn't answer and respond to Mandala.

"Darling, you're fine".

(I'm not good Captain, my heart hurts)

I also still feel Mandala hugging me, kissing my forehead and stroking my back gently.

(Don't captain, don't do this to me)

I was like crying in my sleep. My eyes are swollen, it's hard for me to open my eyes this morning.

When I managed to open my eyes. I saw Mandala sitting next to the bed while continuing to look at me.

"Darling, don't go to work?"

"Brp hours?"

"Almost eight o'clock"

I took my phone, and called Dr. Herman.

"For the doctor, can I have permission today? Well doctor, thank you".

I turned off the call, saw some incoming messages on my phone. Then I unknowingly changed the passcode. I don't know why I thought, Mandala's gonna check my phone.

"Why you, baby?"

Mandala sat beside me.

"Sleep, why haven't you left for work yet?"

I spoke without looking at Mandala and pulled the blanket almost over my head.

"You're acting weird, I'm worried about you"

"I'm fine"

"You're not okay. As long as we're married, I've never seen you like this. What's up, baby"

My tears are almost out. I'm trying to hold him.

"Today I'll let you go, get some more sleep. After you wake up, we'll take a walk."

Mandala stroked my head.

I closed my eyes, not responding to Mandala's actions.

"Do you want us to get out of here? Stay back in the dorm?"

I still don't answer. Mandala kept stroking my head.

"Dear, if you're angry with me, talk. Tell me what's up? Last night I couldn't sleep, I'm sure there's something wrong with you"

I pulled the blanket over my head.

"Darling..."

Mandala pulled my blanket. Forcing me to see it.

Relax Ega, calm down. Not now.

"We moved out today?"

I looked at Mandala.

"That's what makes you mad?"

"What if I say I want to have a child?"

My defense's almost broken. My eyes are already glazed.

Mandala hugged me.

"We're gonna have a kid someday, baby"

"How?"

"What do you mean by how? Honey, what's going on?"

Mandala seemed to realize that I must have known something.

I smile.

"Do we have to adopt a child? Are we taking the Princess to stay with us?"

I saw Mandala take a deep breath.

"No, our own son"

I kept looking at Mandala.

"When did that happen? I'm getting old".

"Sometimes, be patient".

I saw Mandala's eyes staring ahead. Not looking at me, but like staring at a blank page in a notebook.

"I need our marriage book"

"For what?"

"New SK management in hospital".

"Will I get it. Take a shower, we eat outside. What you want to eat today, I will obey you".

I looked back at Mandala.

The mandala looked at me. Kissing both my cheeks.

"What you see and hear is not necessarily the truth. Patience darling".

We looked back at each other. Mandala kissed my lips at a glance.

"Hand, I've been hungry waiting for you since, do you want me to eat you this morning?"

I rushed to get up and head for the bathroom.

The word Mandala was still in my head.

(Which you see and hear, it is not necessarily the truth. Patience darling".)

What does this Mandala mean?

Out of the bathroom I saw Mandala had made her bed.

I also got dressed and prepared.

Mandala hugged me from behind.

We looked at each other in the mirror.

"Where are you going?" Mandala kissed my cheek.

"Move from here"

"Darling, I want us to gather here"

"You know, I'm going alone".

"Darling..."

"Do you want to keep me hurt?"

"Darling??".

"Do you want me to hear firsthand the news of Melky's new wife's pregnancy next month?"

Mandala hugged me tightly. Put his chin on my shoulder.

"We go for a walk, baby"

"Don't switch the conversation, did it move or didn't?"

I stared at Mandala sharply.

"Don't make me choose between you and my family here".

"You have to choose now. If you choose to stay here, I'll leave".

"Darling..."

"No compromise, where's my wedding book".

"You asked for a marriage book as if you were going to divorce me".

Mandala left me for her study. I looked at the back of Mandala who was walking away.

That's the Captain's way if I want to have my own son.

Divorced you and remarried.

Mandala came back from her study with my wedding book and handed it to me.

I got the most valuable documents I wanted. My heart is a little calmer.

"are you afraid of the Captain?"

"What am I afraid of? you're my wife".

"Aren't I afraid I'm using this to ask for a divorce from you?"

Mandala looked at me with a serious look.

"You said it as if it were going to happen"

"Maybe"

"Darling..."

"I said maybe, right??"

"Would never be. I'll never approve of it".

"I filed it in KUA where we got married, you won't be able to come"

"I'll come wherever it is"

I saw Mandala's jaw harden, her face turned more serious. I know Mandala's angry.

"Now we talk, what's going on?"

"I don't want to talk in this house".

"Why?"

"This is your family home, not a neutral place. I have to be careful, right?"

"Are you afraid someone might hurt you? Have I ever hurt you all this time? I love you, I love you. To hurt you is to hurt myself".

Mandala said firmly and loudly. As straight as his face was now that looked at me seriously. Frankly I'm afraid to see Mandala right now.

"Let's go, pick a neutral place where you want to go. I want to know what happened to you. What makes you like this"

Mandala pulled my hand. I also want to not follow the Mandala because my wrist hurts if I fight.

We entered the elevator, went down to the first floor and headed straight for the car. Not greeting anyone who comes across us. And Mandala kept holding my wrist.

"Where are you going? choose place. I don't want to choose. My choice you consider is not neutral".

"We're going to the hotel. There's a lot of CCTV".

"All right, I'll follow what you want".

I chose the hotel we were going to. I chose his room. I want to talk to Mandala. If anything happens to me, I'm sure it'll be easy to find me at this hotel.

Mandala kept holding my hand from us entering the hotel and riding the elevator to the room.

We do not carry bags or anything. The people who saw us must have thought that we were having an affair at this hotel.

Mandala opens the door. Coded me in first, then closed the door.

"Let's talk"

Mandala sat on the sofa and looked at me.

"Didn't the Captain feel guilty to me?"

"I? tell me what I've done?"

"I want to get pregnant"

"I told you we have to be patient for that".

"Are you sure you can make me pregnant?"

"Darling? what's that word?"

"Don't you feel that I'm telling the truth?"

Mandala looked at.

"You know something?" mandala asked with a was was looking at me.

I'm nodding.

"I want your explanation, Captain".

Mandala threw her shoulders onto the sofa, looking at me with a sad look and fear of losing me.

"I told you, what you see and hear, it's not necessarily the truth".

"I saw him Captain, I saw your medical report, is that also not true? are the doctors in the anthology lying? they also took oaths".

Mandala was silent without a word.

"I'm sorry, I can't explain it right now"

"But I need your explanation now Captain"

My tears are starting to come out.

Mandala approached.

"Darling.."

I refused Mandala's touch.

"You tricked me, you hurt me, you didn't love me, you didn't love me".

I took out all those words while lying on the bed. My heart is so broken.

Again Mandala tried to hug me.

I refused his touch again.

"I want a divorce"

"NO !"

"I WANT TO HAVE A CHILD !"

"Patience dear"

"WHAT SHOULD I SAY? YOU CAN'T GET ME PREGNANT. ARE YOU GOING TO SELL ME TO ANOTHER MAN?"

I shouted at Mandala.

"Darling, try to calm down".

"HOW CAN I CALM DOWN?"

"Here I hug"

"NO ! DON'T TOUCH ME. I HATE YOU! I HATE !"

I screamed while crying.

Mandala was silent hearing my screams.

Rubbing his head and eyes.

Is Mandala crying too??

"Darling, I'll go first. Rest here. I'll bring you your clothes later. You haven't eaten yet, I'll order food for you"

The sound of the mandala was slightly shaking.

"Don't forget to eat, don't torture yourself. I'll be back later".

"I really love you. And it's not a lie. For the others, I can't give an explanation yet. But everything I do is for your own good".

Mandala leaves the hotel room.

I'm trying to digest Mandala's words.

But whatever Mandala said today, I still can't understand. I just need one thing.

I need an explanation from Mandala.

--------------‐-------------

Don't forget the vote

LOVE YOU 😘😘😘