My soul mate
CHAPTER 133

A week after Tiara's departure, I whined at Mandala for us to return to the Dormitory.

But Mandala again persuaded me on the grounds that Melky was still grieving and that no one was taking care of Princess and Utami.

"You haven't worked, have you? Let us be here first. Kasian Melky and her kids".

I followed Mandala, although I think it's more convenient for us to stay in the Dormitory than in this big house.

Every day I try to please my heart here. I love Princess and Utami. But every time I saw the intimacy of Mandala and the two of them, my heart broke. I was sad to see Mandala playing with other people's children. I feel like everyone says something to me every time they see how sorry the Mandala is to the Princess.

"His nephew was right, let alone his own son".

"Not having children, that's his nephew"

"They haven't had any children".

"That's not his son".

I hear those words every time someone comes home.

My heart is about the Captain.

I wanted to yell at them that I wanted to get pregnant and have my own child.

That's why I want to go home to the dorm. Enjoying my solitude. Enjoyed my time together and Mandala. Just the two of us.

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Time keeps passing. Mandala still refuses to leave this house. It has been a month since Tiara's departure.

Melky's mother brought a woman to Melky. Girls from their village who used to be paired with Melky.

Melky followed her mother's will to remarry. I also hope that Melky's new wife can take care of these two children so that I can be free from the burden of looking after them.

I'm happy to take care of them. But I couldn't hear every word that came out of the mouths of people who didn't understand but pretended to comment.

My pregnancy program failed. In the third month, I intend to go back to work. I have to find a lot of work so I don't think too much.

I asked Mandala for permission to go back to college. I want to take a beauty surgeon. I want one day if I come back to stop from the morgue, I can sit quietly inside my practice room to reconstruct someone's face.

Mandala. I also applied to my university first while returning to the morgue.

I'm trying to stay as long as I can in the hospital. I don't know why, I'm at home. I feel like I'm home like I'm in jail.

The mandala is busy now. The aviator academy located outside the city away from home makes Mandala have to leave early and go home late.

I'm sad Captain. Your attention to me hasn't changed, but I've always felt sad. I feel like there's something wrong with both of us.

My college finally started. I again submitted my second resignation to the hospital on the grounds that I wanted to focus on my studies.

"What's Doctor Chintya doing?". Doctor Herman, a fellow doctor in the morgue, looked at me.

"I'd like to take another specialist doctor, I'd like to retire from the morgue and sit sweetly inside the practice room".

"But I feel something is wrong with Doctor Chintya".

I took a long breath. Doctor Herman was pretty close to me because we always worked together.

"My pregnancy program failed. I don't know the doctor, how our household is going. I prepared for the worst possibility, I would go back to the area and open a practice there".

"Your husband doesn't mind that, does he?"

"For now no, but not in the future".

"Patience and pray a lot, God will give the best for you".

"Thank you Doctor, is my application now approved?"

"I'll help you. Don'tstop. Set your school schedule and work well. Keep on consulting with me. I'll help you".

"Doctor, I don't know if now I should cry or rejoice. At the moment I just want to entertain myself with busyness, so that I can forget this bitterness".

"We are colleagues, we must be able to understand and understand each other. One day if I have a problem. I hope you can help me too".

"Thank you so much doctor".

I left Doctor Herman. Whether doctor Herman's decision to keep me and I accept it is the best decision.

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Melky remarried after a hundred days of Tiara's departure. How happy Melky's mother's face was. Because this is the woman of choice for Melky.

And Melky herself I see as being ordinary. Always ride Utami while serving guests who come at a simple event held by the family. While the Princess always attached to the Mandala.

I hope that after Melky's marriage, Mandala and I can leave this house. I don't want in the months that follow to hear that Melky's new wife is pregnant.

That would be a very heavy blow for me.

"Dear, why? I see you're quiet a lot".

Mandala came up to me while kissing the tip of my head.

"Can we go back to the dorm after Melky gets married?"

"Why do you want to move to a dorm? from here to the hospital is also close, right?"

"I'm more comfortable living in a dorm".

"We need to keep an eye on Melky's new wife first. How he treats children".

"There are a lot of people who can watch over him. If you have any doubts, we can take the Princess with us".

"Melky wouldn't let it. It's hard for me now to part with the Princess".

I unconsciously took a deep breath. Mandala.

"Darling?"

"If you keep wanting to stay here, I'll move on myself".

I stood up, stepping away from Mandala who looked at me in wonder.

I rode to the third floor leaving the event still going on. Sitting pensively looking at the ceiling of the room. What I am thinking right now I am confused too.

Mandala sat beside me without me noticing her presence.

"What are you thinking?"

"Let's see what I think, maybe I'm thinking of celebrating a simple party like Melky today for your second wedding".

"Darling, what is that thought?"

"I tried to surrender and give up".

"Darling..".

Mandala hugged me and I drowned my head in Mandala's chest.

"Married again, I'm sincere".

"Dear, don't ever say that".

"You'll have your own children after that".

"I'll be angry if you keep saying that".

I shut up and closed my eyes.

I'm really tired.

Unknowingly I began to fall asleep in Mandala's arms. I wish tomorrow when I wake up all my fatigue is over.

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