
It was like we had a new life in this big house.
Ama calmly walks inside the house while exercising her leg muscles.
Mother can go in and out of the kitchen to be creative with existing assistants.
And I can play freely with these two little nymphs in this house without having to lock them up in the room.
Melky because she had to work, and went back and forth to the hospital to take care of Tiara, so many more handed over to her two daughters to me.
I was also very happy to take care of them both, because indeed since I chose not to work, I so do not have busy anymore. Taking care of them is my own happiness.
"Assalamualaikum Father.."
I opened a video call with Mandala tonight.
"Vaalaikumsalam. Where's this beautiful daddy?"
"Dad.. Fathering... Dad"
Princess and Utami scramble to see Mandala's face..
I sat them both on my lap. So the three of us could be seen by Mandala.
The princess started saying a word to Mandala. Utami just followed what the Princess said.
I laughed amusedly at Mandala's funny talk and Putri also became nervous because of Utami's behavior as her brother's parrot.
"Dad, puti wants ice games"
The princess asked Mandala
"Gim" Utami said later
"Seek the Mother"
"Mother not by dad. Mother stingy".
"Later to cough eat ice cream continues"
I interrupted their conversation.
"Mother not by dad?right?".
"Rubber" Sahut Utami.
Mandala laughed too.
"Kiss Dad first"
Mandala tilts her cheek to the mobile phone screen. The princess immediately kissed the cheek of Mandala on the screen. Utami followed and left her drool marks on the screen.
"Later Dad asked Mommy to buy her ice cream. Now must massage first Mother let Mother want to buy ice cream"
The princess immediately nodded, Utami nodded.
"You guys play first, Mommy wants to talk to Daddy"
I took them both off my lap. Move video to a regular call.
"Why move, baby?"
"Sounds another, here too there is Mother and the other"
"Get on the 3rd floor"
"Too far, I'll go sideways"
I sat on the terrace seat.
"I'm not free to use the video"
"I want to see your face"
"So it's been with the kids"
"Go to our room. I want to see you undress"
"Captain, what did your brain enter?"
"Darling, I miss. Give me the imagination to be in the bathroom later".
I laughed crazily.
"Save it, for later when you get home. Who knows I'm pregnant".
"Darling, I threw it in the bathroom. Relax, it will still be stored a lot later".
Mandala kept seducing me into our room.
I finally gave up.
"Have you taken a shower?"
"Captain, it's late here, obviously I've taken a shower".
"Breathe again. I'm going to go to the bathroom too".
"Captain, you've been going crazy for a long time".
"Dear, please".
The madness finally happened.
I went into the bathroom. And so is Mandala there.
I helped Mandala from afar to bring out her passion in the bathroom.
Let it be, rather than Mandala looking for another outlet there, I better obey what he wants.
I got back in my clothes and went out of the bathroom.
"Captain, have you called Mother Arin?"
"I explained it to him as well".
"Is Mother Arin angry?"
"No, he understands. He was just looking forward to this missed opportunity. He will return to Singapore next month".
"Our opportunity now is to pray a lot to God. Only God can grant our wishes".
"Darling, I told you, I'm happy with you even without kids".
"Now say something like this, either two or three years away".
"Honey, I don't have children either. But they stay together and happy".
"There is a captain, the son of her brother Ama by birth".
"We also have Princess and Utami".
"Religious, Putri and Utami are not your muhrimmu. Once they grow up they won't want you hugging and kissing anymore".
"I'll force them if they won't kiss their father".
Me and Mandala both laughed. We also ended the call.
I went back downstairs and invited the two angels to this house to sleep.
They both slept in my room and Mandala.
Before going to bed I always taught them the short surah.
Although they cannot say correctly and fluently, at least if heard every day, they will memorize by themselves.
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These are the days I'm going through now.
I drop off and pick up the Princess pre-school every day.
Put them to sleep during the day until I fall asleep too.
In the afternoon I took the two of them to see her mommy for a while.
Although only looking through the window glass, but the Princess' eyes always sparkle when looking at her mommy.
"Mi, wake. Don't keep bobo".
that's what the Princess always says that makes my tears sometimes drip out.
Both Melky and Tiara's children have been cared for by assistants. Either busy what Tiara did so Utami was closer to the Mbak.
Too bad, someone who is given the confidence to have a child, but not trying to take care of him alone. Even giving it to someone else.
I also bring an assistant if I travel with Princess and Utami. But I did it just for the safety of both of them. It would be safer if someone accompanied me in the car to guard them as long as I drove the car.
I've been happy since I took care of them both.
I feel my world is beautiful, my day is shining brightly.
Every day time passed without feeling because I was busy playing and joking with them.
Maybe it is Allah SWT's will not give me a child first. Because Allah SWT wants me to take care of these two little girls so that they do not lose the love of a mother.
I also started to forget about my pregnancy program. My desire to get pregnant I leave it entirely to the will of Allah SWT.
If it's time, the SWT will surely give me that miracle.