10 Years We're Married!
Not Ready to Have a Second Child

Though trying to accept everything in front of Jeff and Regan, but it turns out Mika still can not lie to herself. Mika cries and decides to hide in the bathroom of her room, as much as possible before she tried to think positively, she tried to accept whatever God gave her, try to keep a positive mind over everything.

But, her name was also a feeling, Mika really could not avoid overthinking in her head, all the bad thoughts she thought of finally happened. A child is a fortune, but he is not a ready parent, he is not someone who is ready with all this.

He felt sinful actually because he was sad when he knew that there would be a new family member in their family, all that is based on all Mika's fears on the fact that all this time she still can not give the best for Regan. Still not satisfied giving complete affection to Regan makes Mika unprepared.

Don't forget the fact that she's an only child, she's always afraid of having a sister, it doesn't matter if you have one. Because yes Mika is afraid, afraid all the attention of her parents turned to her sister. Mika was in that position once, she did not want Regan to experience it.

Mika used to tell her parents that she would still want to be an only child and they granted her. Her name is also parenting, Mika always wants to apply what is best from her parents first, obtained by Regan. But she's blurred until she's pregnant again. Mika felt very much a dilemma.

"Non" call a waiter.

Mika finally turned her head, someone knocked on the bathroom door, usually if Jeff is not at home, the housekeeper can enter the room, especially if there is something that needs to be taken care of together with Mika.

"Yes, Mba?" Tanya Mika, actually she had said not to be too much to have to call her Miss, but all of them who were there still felt awkward.

"I'm looking for Miss Caca" said someone from outside. Mika took her breath, she then tried to calm herself down before finally walking out and opening the bathroom door of her room. Mika did not come out of her room, she looked at herself first in front of the mirror, her eyes were swollen because it had been quite a long time since Jeff and Regan left the house.

Mika wiped all the surface of her face before she finally came out of the room to meet Caca, her best friend was also upset before, it seems there is something that has been good from Caca's feelings, Caca, that's why in the end he was able to meet Mika.

Mika tried to smile, because it was a bit strange actually when she had absolutely no problems but experienced something like this. Caca who since the beginning has been very excited immediately fell silent when he saw the puffy eyes of Mika.

"Lo's crying?" Caca asked somewhat worriedly, she would always be one figure who cared deeply about how Mika lived. Mika nods her head, she then walks towards the sofa and is lucky Caca also follows her.

"Gue's pregnant," said Mika, although she knew that Caca's arrival would want to share her story with her, but Mika also wanted to share this happy news with Caca, the happy news was somehow sad enough for Mika to walk away.

Caca was silent, wasn't this supposed to be the source of Mika's happiness? But why are his eyes swollen? "Kok lo?"

"Yes, I am sad again, because it still feels can not be the best mother for Regan, but instead must love her sister," explained Mika.

Ah, Caca understood now, because there must be a lot of consideration, Mika is

ordinary man. Caca then rose from his sitting position, he immediately approached Mika and then hugged his best friend, what Mika needs most must be a support because what is not ready is his mental, not physical.

Mika took a breath and then came back crying, she had tried with all her might to hold the turbulent feelings in her heart, but back again that maybe because of the influence of containing also so her feelings are quite sensitive now.

"Lo can definitely be a good mother for your children, because God only believes that," said Caca, he is not a parent, still do not know what it's like to be a parent, but still do not know what it's like to be a parent, but it seems that Mika is very easy to have confidence in her life, it means that God really believes in her to be given the trust of children.

Caca hugged Mika and Mika tried to hide her face in Caca's chest, because indeed she was in need of a hug, she was not ungrateful, but indeed her feelings could not be prevented. He also automatically cried, maybe because he was feeling sensitive.

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Caca his intention to vent because he finally no longer thinks about Gerda, the man always talks about social status. Even though he worked with Jeff, his salary was focused on supporting Caca.

But yes, maybe they need time to calm down. Again it seems that Mika needs it more at this time, so Caca will be as good as possible to always accompany Mika no matter what. Because Cca knows, there have been a lot of injuries to Mika in the past, she always fought for it.

"So you're not ready?" Ask Caca. Mika nodded her head.

"Gue also does not understand the truth, if you say not ready is the time not ready? I am more mature than when I was pregnant Regan, Jeff also has a lot of things in his life. Our family finances are very good, age and mentally also in fact Jeff has died really," explained Mika, because

everything is so good.

Caca nodded his head, because everything Mika said was absolutely true, that indeed what else? Mika and Jeff have reached the peak of their success as a couple, they just need to think about what kind of upbringing they will apply.

"But my mentality is not ready. I always thought that Regan wasn't satisfied enough to be an only child. He still has to get complete affection from me as well as Jeff and Regan

must feel like a child from Mas Jeff and from me," explained Mika, he is not trying to be someone who is perfect, he is not trying to be perfect, but so far neither wants to have any guilt in her because Regan is the most precious treasure Mika has ever had in her life.

Caca understands Mika's current position, because she is also part of Regan's growth and she knows how Regan was scared when she talked about her mother having a sister for her.

Children his age must have their own desire to have their parents as a whole, Caca understands why if Mika until this. Because of what Caca knows, Mika always thinks a lot, including now. He must have thought long to overthinking.

"Gue understands, but it's evil that you're getting rich in gini, while your second child sees the world yet, Mik," said Caca, as Mika thinks about justice for Regan, he forgot that his other son also needed that justice as a child.

Mika nodded her head. "On the other hand yes actually I cry because of that, because I feel that I am very evil with my child who has not even been born, has not seen this world."

Caca again nodded, trying to stay calm despite the many thoughts he wanted to get out. She just tries to always give positive affirmations to Mika so that she can think logically now, she is pregnant and there is no need for anyone to regret.

He just thinks too much when everything is not scary, maybe even will make Regan comfortable with the presence of his sister, especially children usually also like to see babies, Caca was sure that if Regan wasn't going to be sad, she was going to be a responsible sister.