
Today Elang invited three friends of Mika to go around Jakarta to buy souvenirs. Mika is already unable to go anywhere because of a big pregnancy, fearing also if she had to give birth on the street or Mall. But actually the Eagle deliberately also came with them, because as yesterday he told Jeff, if he would give the opportunity for his brother to talk to Mika.
Because there is no work so Mika just walk in front while watering plants, for Mika this activity is very fun. Moreover, he is now very often cramps, so it must move a lot so that the pain is slightly reduced.
An SUV enters the yard and stops right next to Mika. Mika who found out that it was Jeff immediately rushed in so as not to meet the man. But because his stomach is already enlarged so it is difficult to walk quickly, so Jeff would easily reach his arm.
Their views met, for a while Mika looked at Jeff but she immediately threw her face away. Why else try Jeff to see him? He was a little afraid of not being able to control his emotions because the Eagle was not here.
"I want to talk, Mik," said Jeff softly.
There was no answer from Mika, according to Mika everything is done, what else needs to be discussed? For Mika if Jeff just wants to force his will continuously on him, better not have Jeff to meet him.
"Mika."
"What are you talking about, Mas?!" Gut the girl.
"We're talking inside, we need to sort this out right now" Jeff said.
"For me it's over!"
Jeff did not listen to Mika's words, he understood that Mika was angry and emotional. He also understood that Mika's response would not be as good as when he met him, anyway he had understood everything and would accept whatever his wife threw, including the curse even once.
This was where they were now, on the balcony of Mika's room that she often used to calm herself down. Mika was still silent looking at Jeff who was now in front of her. Slowly Jeff reached out the hospital examination letter that he had hidden from Mika.
Mika initially doesn't care, somehow her motor is not in accordance with her logic and takes the letter from Jeff's hands. His eyes read every diagnostic line there. Jeff took his breath. "Previously papa always taught to be a perfectionist. Mustn't play, always cracked down hard to be educated into a child who could one day continue his company."
"Entering High School, I'm starting to rebel, Mik. I want a freedom that I have never had. Until that day I decided to leave the house."
Mika listened to the truth, but she chose to look the other way as she was unable to stare at Jeffrico at the moment. Jeff knew Mika was listening, so he decided to continue with this.
"At the same time, when I found freedom. Papa died of a heart attack from coronary heart disease that left him suffering for years. It's all because of me, Mik. I made papa die that day." Jeff drowned limp, it felt if he had to cry even he could not, everything he often did first, until finally the tears dried up to this day.
"The day we met 11 years ago, I was really devastated. Everyone is busy healing their wounds. So did I, but I failed, Mik. I made a huge loss on the first trail I held the company. I was also diagnosed with paranoid disorder where I would always feel restless if not busy myself."
Mika wiped her tears, not since when she cried. But hearing Jeff's story he felt that the man wasn't lying. Everything he said at this moment was indeed like an overflow of his day right now.
Jeff now turned his head and looked at Mika earnestly, slowly he grasped both hands gently, rubbed the back of his wife's hand and channeled the comfort he wanted to aim for Mika.
"If you want to know, I never want to make you a display. From the first day we met you made my feelings warm just by listening to your insignificant babble. But maybe I was wrong in treating you that I thought would be comfortable with everything I had."
Jeff drew closer to Mika and wiped the tears on his cheek with his hand. "You know how frustrated I was when you left? How hard have I tried to find you until now here? Because I realized that all this time I've been wasting someone important in my life."
"Maybe at first I never realized your existence was this important, but when you left I felt it, Mik. It feels like part of my life is coming with you here."
"I'm sorry," he continued.
Mika had just been a listener, she was also sick actually hearing Jeff's suffering, but was he selfish if he could not forgive Jeff? Even the desire to separate from Jeff has really he determined. Now what should he do?
"Udah, right? Now you can go." Mika moved out of her place and allowed Jeff to come out. It was enough for Mika to hear Jeff's explanation. If he had said from the beginning Mika might have understood, but it had already been a lot of injuries that Jeff gave to Mika, it was not easy for Mika to forgive Jeff.
"Mika ... "
"Mas I understand what you're feeling, but it's easy for me, I'm sorry are you? No, Mas. You don't know how often I cry just because of you, you don't know how sick I am if anything but you never are, you don't know how devastated I was when you stayed with me 3 months ago, you don't know!"
Jeff hugged Mika, it was a bit of distress because his stomach was getting bigger. But Jeff hugged her. Let Mika who is now crying while venting her emotions. She also let Mika beat her chest, she knew that Mika was very emotional now, so whatever Mika did she would accept. But not with the loss of Mika.
A few minutes Mika evaporated her emotions, now she was much calmer and still in Jeff's arms. Although he tried to let go but Jeff did not allow it and tetao hugged Mika like this.
"Required?" Jeff asked, wiping Mika's tears with his thumb. While Mika did not reply, she was really tired from talking so much that her voice ran out.
"I know you need time to digest all this, I won't force anything on you. I've explained and if yesterday you were struggling in our relationship, let me do it this time." Slowly Jeff cupped Mika's cheek, after which kissed her forehead for a long time.
With her breath still being decapitated, Mika was just enjoying this atmosphere. After that Jeff smiled at her. "Don't forget to take care of your health and drink milk. I'll still be here until you can forgive me, Mika."
After saying that Jeff rubbed the top of Mika's head, it seems that indeed he should not force the will. So she decides to go home to her apartment and tries to persuade Mika to come back the next day.