10 Years We're Married!
Jeff Calm Everything

The fun holiday finally brought them settled in the hospital, maybe they will spend a few days there. Because now Regan's condition is up and down, the heat is high then down a little, so continue.

So the situation will still be monitored by doctors, of course as Jeff's parents and Mika must relented, of course, it does not have to be mandatory and indeed as parents must be responsible for what is already in their lives.

Because maybe her body feels uncomfortable, so Regan is indeed calmer when she is hugged, so Mika and Jeff take turns holding her, Mika as much as possible to introduce her feelings as a mother, so really it's just him taking care of Regan, Jeff just helps out a little bit.

"You haven't slept in two days, honey," said Jeff, meaning that Mika didn't get sick either because she was looking after Regan, Mika shook her head, what he did was precisely because he felt that he had to do his guilt atonement.

"Regan still needs me," said Mika, because all this time it's all Mika's fault, it's impossible for Regan to suddenly get sick for no reason.

"Yes Regan needs you, forever in her life she'll need you. That's why you have to be healthy, not to take care of Regan but you're sick," Jeff said, because he also thought about Mika, he saw for himself how Mika was trying to make up for all her guilt, and he was trying to make up for it, he even seemed to be pushing himself too much.

Mika looked at Jeff, then sighed, Mika decided not to listen to Jeff. Because now Mika is trying to replace all her previous guilt, so Mika wants to be selfish now, she really wants to resolve all her feelings.

"I'm sure I won't get sick." Because Mika also affirms herself that she must always be healthy. Because even though Jeff also keeps the infused hand, still as the mother of Mika's instinct is greater, when Regan moves just a little Mika has immediately realized.

Jeff then sighed, his name was also Mika, it was a bit strange that if he could easily listen to Jeff, he must have denied first, he must have fought first, he must have fought first, later when everything is proven his body can not be realized.

Then true, the night when Regan had managed to sleep in Jeff's arms because of change, finally Mika vomited, the conclusion is Mika catch wind, because it was too busy taking care of Regan so forgot to eat.

Jeff could not do much at all, he could not accompany Mika into the bathroom and massaged her nape, she still had to hug and hold Regan's body because Regan himself also needed to be soothed.

"Darling I told you to take a break!" Jeff reminded, because it is true that they do not also fall, how will Regan?the nurse who was going to change Regan's pumpkin now helps Mika return to bring Mika to an empty mattress, a mattress that Regan does not occupy.

"I'm fine." Because Mika will keep saying that she's okay. In this situation he will never say if he is not good, Jeff must know that Mika is fine. Jeff sighed because he knew that Mika just didn't want to worry him, but it didn't matter at all.

"His mother is pregnant?" Ask sister.

Mika quickly shook her head, of course not. He and Jeff haven't done it in a long time. It was only a few days ago, so it was also impossible for her to get pregnant.

"Oh sorry, Mom. Maybe Mom's exhausted. Then excuse me, ma'am."

Mika nodded while smiling. But it seems that instead of resting he remembered yesterday not wearing safety. It's not a matter of fear so, but he's afraid that he'll be suing Regan at her young age.

"Well, how will I get pregnant?" Ask Mika.

Jeff who put Regan to sleep now turned to look at Mika. "You think of the sister's words?"

"Must think. We take care of Regan not really how if I get pregnant again? I'd feel guilty about Regan if I got pregnant."

"Will not, dear. Don't think anywhere just yet. Now mending you a break. Regan won't calm down either if Mama's nervous."

Mika sighed, but she thought that this kind of talk was indeed important. They have to think about it before it happens, right? They must have preparation.

Now Mika was completely unprepared with everything. Mika glanced at Jeff who was also staring at her, there was absolutely no planning but it was not impossible to happen, they never knew how God acted on the life of a servant.

Mika has time to think about all this, to think about herself because she feels that she has to focus on Regan.

"Are you not going to have any more children?" Ask Jeff. Well, if all Mika needs is to talk, of course Jeff will be happy to talk at length with Mika.

"Not to ngaco! We need to focus on Regan now. I'm worried about you, Mom!" Mika reminded, that indeed they should not think about the strange first.

It was better for him to eat the food in front of him. He has not eaten either, his body feels very weak because it has not eaten any carbohydrates.

Mika ignores Jeff and then begins to eat the food in front of him, he does not want if his own mind is haunted with discomfort, does not want to think, just want to live all this well.

Jeff sighed, so they want to be negligent to their second child if it turns out Mika is really pregnant later? Just because Mika does not want to, then she will not dare to check if someday she is pregnant, is that it?

"If it turns out that later you get pregnant and you ignore her because you do not want to get pregnant, continue to know after losing, do you still want to be selfish and focus on Regan?" Ask Jeff.

Mika was silent, her spoon was still hanging in the air, Mika so think hard now. "You feel evil with Regan, doesn't mean you can ignore the others. Don't talk about the child. Let's talk about your health first. That's all you're negligent with yourself."

"Because I feel like"

"That's not going to solve everything, honey. " Jeff sighed, he tried to remain calm in the face of the sensitive Mika lately.

"Take time to rest and think about it all. Don't focus too much on mistakes. Our lives keep going. You, me and everyone else must have made mistakes in looking after the child, but that doesn't mean keep on beating yourself up."

"I was wrong, Mom?" Ask Mika.

Jeff hugged Mika tightly, taking her in his best embrace. Honestly he was just tired these few days, tired of mind, tired physically and mentally. Mika was really tormented with her feelings like this..He felt no one understood his position when he had Jeff to share anything with.

It is true what parents say. It may also be true not to be a mother at a young age, because it is this way. There will be a lot of worry, a lot of thought, a lot of things still thought following feelings.

It is very risky to experience sensitive things, both before pregnancy, after pregnancy and childbirth. If the mental question is certainly not perfect to be a parent. With the exception of Jeff who is an adult, but he also turns out to be the same as Mika.

"You're not wrong, it's just that you still think too much about things that don't matter. I'm telling you, if you're the best mom for Regan."

"You got married at a young age, you gave birth, took care of Regan and couldn't even keep her in the slightest. That's why we always take Regan everywhere, because you love her."

"If he is sick it is possible beyond our expectations, there are indeed parents who deliberately want to make their children sick, no, dear," continued Jeff. Not want to scold her, but want to give another point of view so that Mika does not stop at her thinking that-that's it.

Mika who heard it all could only cry, spilling all her feelings on Jeff today. Indeed the journey of being the Mother Mika faces is not easy. He was too young for this, but he always wanted the best for Regan. He would do everything for Regan, but it turned out to be so hard.

"I'm sorry, Mas ... "

Jeff cupped Mika's cheeks gently and looked at his wife with a look. "Don't blame yourself for anything, I don't like it. You are the best, the best. You got me, we got to compact into being the best parent for Regan. After this, I don't want to hear thoughts that aren't important for you to think."

"With this now, you're the best Mother and Wife. Okay?" Jeff smiled then kissed Mika's lips gently.

Making Mika's feelings warm, yes she's leg now has spilled anything that lodged in her mind these few days, in fact Jeff is indeed the most reliable tranquilizer.