10 Years We're Married!
Towards Delivery

"If I choose to quit, am I selfish?" Mika asked the Eagle who was now beside her.

For what happened during the marriage, for whatever injuries ever obtained, although Jeff has expressed any reason, Mika has not been able to forgive everything. The wounds were still evident in his heart, they were all still imprinted in his memory.

"For all your pain, what you've been through, I don't think you're selfish. But ... " Eagle paused his speech and made Mika stare at the Eagle in seriousness.

"But it's good to think it over, Mik. Because it's not about you and Jeff, it's about your son. If Jeff doesn't have any effort you can stop, but as long as you can give him a chance to become someone better why not?"

Mika chuckled, she sighed repeatedly while playing her fingernails. "It turns out I'm only human, brother. It's hard to let go of anything that has happened in the past."

"Nobody's asking you to forget, Mik. Basically a person's memory is sharp. People will not be able to easily forget let alone filter the memory a little stuck if asked to forget things that hurt."

"But there's no harm in trying to give it a chance? You can also test how serious Jeff is if you want."

"I can't let myself fall into an old, toxic relationship, sister. To get out of there I need courage, after I get out do I have to go back in there?"

"Depending on how you look, but what I see even though Jeff has no morals, if he is serious about doing it, he will definitely do it. Everything's back to you." The eagle smiled then rubbed the top of Mika's head.

If you say willing is also not true, the Eagle knows very well how Jeffrico yesterday-yesterday, but it would be much better if Mika maintained his relationship with Jeff, because somehow, want to go to any extent, but it would be much better if Mika maintained his relationship with Jeff, there will always be a child who will be the binder of both parents.

Maybe in making a decision there is nothing easy, so it is better for Eagle to pull over for a while and let Mika weigh up what will be her decision. The only thing he knows is, it's not going to be easy. If Jeff was impatient his decision would have ended in a farewell.

Mika sighed while rubbing her stomach gently. He hopes whatever he decides is the best move he can take. He only gave it up on time, because time would make Mika recover from anything she had felt all along.

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At 10 p.m., Mika had a contraction. Fortunately, Selena and the others have not returned to Bandung. So that the Eagle is not too confused when Mika is taken to the hospital. Just this time, they were handling the person who was about to give birth. The doctor predicted that Mika's child will be born next week.

Mika is still being examined by doctors, while Eagle is busy contacting her Mother and Sister to immediately follow her to the hospital. Although the Eagle is ready if it should accompany Mika gave birth to it feels if Jeff has admitted the existence of the child, it is better he leave it to the more entitled.

The doctor said that if the opening has begun, if quickly the baby will be born maybe later in the morning. Shortly after the Eagle contacted him, Jeff came with a severed breath. How not? From the room, then to the bassement he ran, after arriving at the hospital he ran to the second floor using the stairs because the elevator was long open.

"Where is mika?" Ask Jeff.

"In the same order, enter if you want to make amends with Mika," said the Eagle with his flat face.

Saw Jeff coming, with the initiative they were all out. They understand, at times like this Mika will need more affection her husband, because the birth process is not easy.

Mika who saw Jeff immediately throw his face, no time to get angry or invite the man to argue, because what Mika now feels is pain all over her body.

Jeff approached Mika and sat on the edge of the bed to rub his wife's back like what Selena did. He also yesterday-yesterday has been looking to know anything that must be prepared a father when his son will and has been born. Of course she consulted with the obstetrician, even though her face was almost flushed because it was the first time she had taken the consultation. It was indeed Jeffrico to fix everything.

Mika sighed, no longer knowing how to swear at her husband now. The class he was in pain, but had to keep from straining, because the doctor said that if until the push later there will be swelling in the way of the uterus, so it will be difficult for the child to come out.

Since Mika was contemplating her mother, what is the process of becoming a mother as sick as this? Heartburn, nausea, cramps, pain all combined into one. Especially when he saw Jeffrico's emotions increased, his cramps also became felt more often.

"You have to take a lot of walks, let the opening be sparse," said Jeffrico.

"Nyenyene," Mika replied.

"Don't cheat on your husband, Mika. Later his son is dominant like me," said Jeff who made Mika rub his stomach.

He prayed that his face would look like Jeff but not let his son be the other Jeffrico-Jeffrico. He wants his son to grow into a warm figure and can spread happiness to people around him.

"His face is a gapapa, its nature is not!"

Jeff chuckles and nods his head as he kisses Mika. There was a strange feeling actually, especially when Jeff did this all of a sudden. Does Jeff think Mika has forgiven him and forgotten their problems just like that?

Mika tries to distance herself from Jeffrico despite being half grimacing. "Why are you actually here? I don't want to be with you!"

Jeffrico remained steadfast there without moving even once. "If you're still angry it's okay, but let me take on my responsibilities as husband and father today, then you'll be mad or maki-maki I'm up to you."

Mika held her breath, her feelings were mixed right now. Because of the pain he squeezed out whatever he could reach and now it was Jeff's burly hand that became his target. But Jeff was not angry, he patiently rubbed Mika's temples with tissue because of the sweat every felt the contraction.

Mika looks at Jeff with sadness, behind her pain, Mika also feels pain when she has to see Jeff. His eyes were already glazed over, especially when the sight of the two of them met. "Why have you always been someone I can't understand anyway, Mom? Your gini-rich attitude baffles me."

"Sorry ... "

Maybe Mika is bored but that's all Jeff can say every Mika explains her heartache. He can only try to prove now that he can be responsible, but his attitude instead makes Mika cry.

"I hate you!"

"I know, hate me as much as you want, as much as you want to, but allow me to make up for it all, Mik."

After that there was no more conversation between them. Mika still wants to curse the truth, but no doubt she needs Jeff at this time. So he just followed the flow tonight without saying anything more.