10 Years We're Married!
Starting a Life Without Jeff

Today Mika can go home, it turns out true said Eagle if he had prepared a housekeeper for Mika. In addition to helping with homework, yes to accompany Mika as well.

His name is Bi Mirna. He is old enough but looks healthy fit and deft. Eagle sure, Bi Mirna can be a friend as well as the figure of Mika Mika need because it is proven Bi Mirna has loved Mika since coming earlier.

Now even Bi Mirna accompanied Mika who was resting in the room while chatting a lot of things. Yeah entertainment is also for Mika because Bi Mirna is funny guy.

"Yesterday Aunty just watched non-asleep, so Auntie didn't know how. It turns out that Non is good with Aunt" said Bi Mirna.

"It's okay with Mika, Bi. Mika even seneng because there is an Aunt here for Mika. Moreover, Aunt was willing to hear Mika's story. Mika was a little relieved."

"Non don't be sad. If you want to tell the Auntie, Auntie is ready to listen until Non Mika mutters. Aunty will take care of Non Mika like Aunt's own child."

Mika smiled and nodded, according to him here is not bad. After Bi Mirna's departure to the kitchen, Mika circled this room. The eagle prepared well enough. Even this room looks great, much more enough.

Here the atmosphere is cool, especially behind the Villa there are plantations. He said Jakarta is a city with high pollution, but it does not seem to apply here. Mika walked to the balcony of the room and stared at the scenery that was there.

His feelings were always calm when he returned to nature. He thought yesterday was his last day staring at the world, it turns out God is still good to him and let Mika still be able to breathe until this second.

His eyes were fixed on a ring that was coiled on his ring finger. Her wedding ring with Jeff, after she finishes giving birth later, she will really end all of this. But can he see his son growing up without a father?

The dilemma indeed, to the point of thinking about it made Mika return to shed tears. Come to think of it he is strong also goes so far, although arguably a marriage that is still a corn, but according to Mika this is a long journey and emotionally draining.

He gently rubbed his stomach. "You're so strong, honey. Mama thought Mama would lose you. Yesterday Mama was so scared, because you're the only one Mama has."

"Are you sad because Papa left us yesterday?" Mika chuckled while wiping her tears. "Sama, Mama is also very sad. But you didn't give up the same situation, you're so strong and now you're the power for mama."

"You don't know what to say about your Papa, you can hear it inside? Honey, sorry yes Mama can not give you positive affirmations, sorry because until now you have not spoken to your Papa. I'm sorry that you're still too childish to be the perfect Mom for you."

"But what you should know, you're worth a lot to Mama, honey. It's precious, it's strong in there. Mama will try to be the best parent for you later despite any limitations. Mama will also make sure you grow well even without Papa in your growth period."

"Mama promise!"

Mika was trying to strengthen herself, but it turned out that she was not that strong. Here, in this place he ended up crying. Letting his feelings escape without fear of anyone seeing.

As it felt, he had to hit his chest many times because of the pain. He always thought that Jeff would change, but the longer he held a rose, the more he would get hurt.

The crying is now starting to sob, but believe me when Mika has been crying until sobbing like that her feelings really loose. He was really satisfied to cry.

Without him noticing that the Eagle was staring at him from inside Mika's room. Eagles came because they wanted to give vitamins, but seeing Mika cry she stopped because she felt that Mika needed time alone.

Mika nodded and received a handkerchief from the Eagle, she was ashamed once the Eagle saw her in such a fragile state. "Favor, Brother."

The smiling eagle then stood beside Mika while staring at the scene before her. "Sometimes we have to cry to make that pent-up feeling so relieved Mik. Crying also makes our burden disappear. So don't be ashamed if you cry."

Mika regulated her breathing then glanced towards the Eagle. "But crying makes people look weak, you're looking at me rich that's right, sister?"

"I see you as a gentle woman. Because if you cry it means you have feelings, it means you are loving and most importantly you are human."

Mika chuckled a little. "But the weak man. I just feel sad. This was the first time I started Mika's life again which was to fight alone. Yesterday I got used to having Mass Jeff and now I have to get used to it without him."

"You don't have a return plan, do you?" Ask the curious Eagle.

"After my son was born it's good that I did leave the life of Mass Jeff, brother. I realize I have a limit and I can't force it, if I keep forcing me to get hurt."

"My son would have been hurt if he knew his mother was separated from his father, but he would have been much more hurt if he had a father but never thought he was in his life" Mika continued.

"But Jeff will give anything to your child" said the realistic Eagle.

"There's no guarantee he'll be happy, I feel that now. I'm not happy to be able to buy anything I want, I'm not happy living in the mansion but I feel lonely. I'm not happy at all, brother."

"I'd rather live a simple but loving life for me and I'll make sure my son gets it even if it's only from his mother. I'll make sure she'll be happy and grow up with kindness even if all she has is me."

"And Omnya" continued Elang with a smile.

"I won't let you take care of your son alone, Mik. I'll make sure you guys are all right. I don't know when but I'll love him later too" said the Eagle solemnly.

Mika was moved to hear that, it turned out that the Eagle really cared for her. Until whenever Mika will remember this and Eagle will be a good figure in the eyes of her son later.

"But I wouldn't be selfish, brother. I'll still introduce him to his papa from the best angle, even though he doesn't know whether to meet Jeff or not. That's what I give it up with time."

"Good, because it has to be that way. I'm sure you can handle this well, I'm sure you'll be a good mother for your child."

Mika smiled, if she could say a lot of thanks to the Eagle, she would do this very second. I don't know how many thanks he said today to the Eagle.

"I know that Eagle Brother is afraid of him, but there is nothing else I can thank you and say to you but thank you. Thank you for your contribution to my life, brother."

The eagle chuckled and rubbed the top of Mika's head gently. "Either. I also thank you for sticking this far."