
Midnight Mika wakes up wanting to pee, but her eyes are fixed on Jeff sleeping on the sofa by holding Regan leaning on his father's shoulder. They look funny, their faces are similar, their sleeping style is very similar.
Mika finally walked back to the bathroom, after she finished holding Regan who was on her papa deck to be moved to the box. But yes Jeff is easy to wake up, so when he felt his son was not with him Jeff suddenly opened his eyes. "Why?"
"You need to rest, Regan's asleep, too."
"Should've let it go, you don't get sapped. He's been drinking milk, it's been a little fussy" Jeff reported.
Either have to be lucky or feel guilty but Mika feels that Jeff is so careful, guilty because according to Mika as Mother, she should be more instrumental.
"Thank you, Mass," said Mika.
"Thank you for what? Regan's my son too!" Strictly Jeff.
Yes, Jeff's son too, but Mika still feels bad. Especially because his attitude towards Jeff has not changed. Because the feeling of wanting to separate was still in his mind.
Mika sighed then nodded, after which she returned to the bed to lay herself down. His eyes failed to close because suddenly Jeff just lying next to him and hugged Mika's body from behind.
This is the first time since they separated yesterday they slept one bed, because yesterday-yesterday Jeff occupied the Eagle room, Mika who asked him because he still did not want to sleep with him. Mika's heart was pounding, should it be like this?
"Mas ... " Mika who felt uncomfortable tried to release Jeff's embrace from her body. It feels foreign back to Mika.
But instead of letting go, Jeff even more tightly hugged his wife's body, even now buried his face in the nape of Mika. "Let it be like this first."
Mika was silent for a while, trying to feel the warmth Jeff was trying to channel. "Surprisingly, I was hugged by my own husband but it felt so foreign."
"We need to get used to it again."
"I can't, it feels too foreign to me. But aren't we strangers from before? I never really had your heart, Mom."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for all the pain you've been feeling. I'm sorry I always put myself in the darkest corner, when I have you. I'm sorry that's all I can say over and over again to you. If I could say as much as I could say to you many times."
"I hate your apology."
"I know. But for tonight, I'm Jeffrico Rasendria Dirgantara asking you to stop talking about the word separation."
"Are you scared?"
Jeff tightened his embrace on Mika as if he really wanted the girl, he hugged her as if he would not let Mika go from her side. But that's what Jeff felt. "More than fear. If you hate my apologies, I hate your mouth, Mik."
Hearing that Mika's tears were dripping. I don't know if I'm happy or sad. Who clearly heard her Mika wanted to cry. Slowly Jeff confronts Mika's body to her. She gently wiped away Mika's tears. "Don't ever think of getting away from me again, Mik."
"If you make a mistake again, what?" Tanu Mika's.
"Leave me, after that I won't ask you back if you don't want to."
Slowly Mika nodded, whether this decision was correct or not. But according to Mika in a position like this, the position where Mika really needs Jeff and Regan who need his father. Mika thinks this is right. Jeff did his part very well.
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In the morning, Mika was focusing in the kitchen to cook. After bathing Regan, Jeff took Regan to sunbathe with him. Mika who could see from the kitchen smiled. It looks like when Regan gets older she'll be very close to her papa. He seemed to enjoy the warmth of the sun, while leaning on his papa's shoulder.
Life goes on and life goes on. Mika's feelings were almost dead, her legs never stopped stepping, but Jeff came back and invited her to walk. No need to hurry, as long as it survives. No need to rush, just enjoy the time until they finally find a happy point in the household life they live.
After finishing serving the food at the table, Mika approaches the two of them to retrieve Regan from Jeff. Because yes her husband had to have breakfast first, she had been busy since this morning. Busy taking care of Regan anyway.
"This is the same Mama, honey. Let the papa have breakfast first" said Mika who asked her son to Jeff.
"Still want to be equally papa," said Jeff who refused to give Regan to his mother.
"Breakfast first, Regan should have breakfast too. Wanna drink some milk," Mika replied.
"His father?"
"What's dad?" Tanya doesn't understand.
"Didn't he drink milk?" Ask Jeff with his face. Why does she look like Regan? Anxious.
"Some, I'm ready too. So look at the table, Mom. Here ahh," said Mika who now brought Regan from Jeff's sling.
"You want one product with Regan."
Mika rounded her eyes, if she was not holding Regan, it was certain that Jeff's arm would be the target of his magical hand. Maybe that's how he said it. Mika is ashamed!
Jeff laughed amusedly at Mika who was upset. But that surprised Mika. This time he saw Jeff like that. What did Mika say, if Jeff is friendly and warm this is how he will be more handsome. But unfortunately even Mika's heart is not safe.
Before entering and eating his breakfast, Jeff took the time to kiss Mika's lips. After that, he just went inside. Mika smiled faintly, yes this is a good start to their lives in the future.
Mika follows Jeff to the dining room, he sits opposite Jeff while breastfeeding Regan. It's still a bit invisible indeed Jeff saw it, but Mika learned so quickly. His son did not complain, either.
"Aren't you having breakfast?" Jeff asked as he stuffed his fries and meat into his mouth.
Mika shook her head, for her to see Jeff and Regan had breakfast and her stomach felt full. But unlike Jeff, hearing that he moved his plate and sat down next to Mika. He painstakingly cut the meat into small pieces and then fed it to Mika.
"Later to eat, Mas," Mika refused slowly.
"Yes, gotta. But this also has to be, I don't want you to be exhausted and lacking in nutrition. You haven't healed completely either."
Mika smiled at hearing that, ahh it's so annoying that it's her tiny heart. Though he still wanted to sulk at Jeff, but treated like this he even seemed to forget what happened. But to hell with it, Mika decides to give Jeff a chance and hopefully Jeff keeps his promise to make him and Regan happy.
"Judah yes." Mika receives a bribe from Jeff, Regan also seems happy to see his parents get along while still drinking his milk.