Tear Flower
THE SEASON 2 CHAPTER 33
Life never escapes adversity, trials, and trials. One second passed contains meaningful memories.
Pain is just a word to describe feelings. Invisible wounds are more painful than physical wounds, the scars will always remain there at any time.
Nothing escapes the past, everyone has it. Because from the past can learn what patience means to mature, or vice versa.
God is the greatest screenwriter who never thought of his coming. The destiny of the Creator is so extraordinary that it is sometimes present in the laur of reason.
But that is how God's hand works, whatever happens becomes His plan.
"So, today you brought Raima to the office?" asked Kirana who had been enjoying breakfast with her boss, again.
Zidan who was holding a five-month-old baby gave a brief nod.
"True, I want to take our daughter to look around the company," she said warmly.
Kirana developed a smile watching the happiness radiated on Zidan's handsome face.
"Master must be so happy, why didn't Ayana come? This baby should be with his mom too, right?" ask Kirana again.
"My wife is busy, very early in the morning she leaves she said there is a painting to be done" Zidan replied again.
Kirana nodded in understanding. "His wife is indeed an amazing painter. I've seen reviews from some art enthusiasts if the talent that Ayana has is not playing games."
"Even his name has been heard abroad. You must be very proud of him, right? However, as great as any woman if married should not be concerned with her family first?" cerocos Kirana without pause.
Zidan stopped his hand movements while looking at the other person. Kirana developed a big smile still by enjoying her breakfast this morning.
"Have I misspoken?" tanyanya.
"Ah, no. That's right, a married woman must be concerned with her family. However, to me Ayana's wish was much more important. Because after all his happiness is much more important," Zidan replied sincerely.
Hearing the unexpected reply, now it was Kirana's turn to be silent. An ice shelf, he didn't react one bit.
Until a few seconds later he realized from the daydream with a slow chuckle.
"Of course, sir is a good husband. I envy Ayana, even she has very good foster parents." Kirana also sighed heavily attracting the sympathy of the businessman.
"Are you okay?"
Kirana gasped and Zidan frowned both eyebrows, astonished.
"Kira? Are you all right?" ask her both times.
"Ah, I'm sorry sir. I'm. I'm surprised."
"Eh? Why?"
The curvature of the crescent moon present covered the sadness within his chest and Zidan knew at this moment Kirana was forcing a smile.
He is slightly sensitive to unpleasant feelings that settle in the recesses of the heart. That's why he got hooked on Bella.
Because he is sympathetic to the life of Bella who does not have the musical talent of her parents. However, all just staying past Zidan will not do the same action again.
He already regretted wasting women as good as Ayana. Now his life is much better and run a marriage with his wife to make amends.
Zidan is fixated, reflexively takes a sheet of tissue next door and sticks it out on Kirana. The model took it while saying thank you.
"I know Mas Zidan's weakness is not being able to bear to see a woman cry. I've been figuring out how a Zidan can be enamored with Bella. It turned out that the grace was very big, but it was a pity, Ayana did not get it. Wh why? Does this guy hate him?" racau Kirana has a monologue in mind.
"Are you okay?" ask Zidan again and again.
Kirana took a deep breath and exhaled her slowly. He looked again at the man opposite him while smiling sincerely.
"Thank you, I've been so much better. Actually, I'm an orphan. I don't know who the father and mother are, what they look like, who they are, are they handsome? Beauitiful? Okay?" Kirana grunted softly. "I don't know at all."
"All I know is they're cruel parents. Because I dumped me at the orphanage."
"I lived for years until I finally met the late Eliza. That woman gave me a new color in my life."
"Eliza is a cheerful, warm, kind-hearted child, many people love her. I even envied her fairly smooth life. There's a complete parent and an older brother who loves him so much, makes me want to be like him."
"However, I realized that I and Eliza were like the earth and the sky. Our different degrees cannot be equated, but thanks to Eliza I can also feel how sweet this world is."
"Until one day Eliza gets the worst of her life, she says, I have to take her place in the family."
"At that time I could not accept the request. Because just losing him has taken me a lot of heartache, and I don't think I deserve his place."
"The word of the friend he always told me made me so happy. Friend, that one word contained a relationship that had never been thought of before. I'm so lucky to meet Eliza."
"Years change, for eight years I'm in a country of people. After having enough position to be in the Arsyad family I returned here. However, I was very surprised to find that they had raised Ayana as a child."
Kirana continued to chatter telling a piece of the story she had experienced so far.
While stirring his drink he kept thinking about the memories he had spent years behind.
He never regretted being friends with Eliza. Instead, he was proud to be friends for a long time with one of the family members of a famous doctor in his country.
However, no one knows if the irian had made Kirana dark. He betrays Eliza's trust by seizing her lover.
At that time Eliza still forgave Kirana's mistake and said that her friend was only a khilaf.
According to Eliza everyone can make mistakes and deserve forgiveness.
They became ordinary friends again as if nothing had happened.
Until now, Kirana's faults for Eliza's faults were only her and Celia's who knew.
After hearing the long story of a Kirana, Zidan silently digested the story he had passed.
It was unexpected that behind the joy that Kirana always displayed invited a sad past.
He thought that Kirana was just a good friend of his late daughter-in-law who was both born into good families.
There is a truth he never thought possible. As pity squeezed in his chest, Zidan watched the beautiful face wrapped in a smile, despite the wounds that had to be hidden.
It's not easy to show yourself okay, but Zidan is amazed at Kirana's freshness which still looks cheerful as if there's never a painful past.