Tear Flower
Chapter 116's
There will come a time when all the most painful events will come. The unexpected events that God presents do sometimes lead to pain and tears.
Invisible wounds are more painful than physical wounds. The former will always cause pain, even though it has been years passed.
However, all that God has given to give good in it. As long as you believe, believe, and accept the provision that God has given you, happiness will come afterwards.
Ayana who has experienced all that, now goodness is coming. She was given a full family and a husband who turned to love her.
Suffering for years he experienced great blessings and that is what he wants to share with Bella.
Although the woman had hurt her repeatedly, but little heart Ayana still considered her like a sister herself. There are so many memories they have spent together.
In high school they met for the first time. After that the two became close friends and sat side by side in class.
Sometimes their other friends think of them as princesses and ash-upik. However, both Ayana and Bella did not heed it, instead making the friendship closer.
Ayana who was born to a simple family sometimes get unfair treatment from other classmates.
Because most of them come from families, Ayana is lucky to be able to study at a favorite school in her country, which contains children from the upper class. He could go there because he got a scholarship.
At that time Bella was always in the front guard to help him and fight them.
Remembering the incident made Ayana always express gratitude and gratitude. Thanks to Bella, she was able to survive until graduation.
However, after a year of changing friendships the two turn into legal wives and honey. The chuck between them is becoming more and more so until this moment.
"Do you remember twelve years ago? You once told our classmates .. if Ayana and Bella will remain friends. No, we'll be a family like a sibling. You can't treat Ayana at will .. because she's already part of the Bella family."
"After hearing all that from you .. I really feel very happy. There are people who want to stand in front to defend me, since then friends no longer bother me. Until you introduced me to om and auntie .. you treated me so well."
"For everything you've done in the past I really want to say thank you very much, Bella. Thanks to your kindness in the past I was able to stay in school and graduate well." Ayana involuntarily let out tears that continuously came out endlessly.
He chuckled softly while rubbing the clear liquid on both cheeks, then took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
His wet bead looked back at Bella who was still silent a thousand languages, faithfully listening to the words of Ayana.
"That's why I want to see you change. Not for me .. but for your own good. Honestly, it is not easy to forget all the evil you have given .. because I am also not an angel. However, I've completely forgiven all your mistakes, Bella."
"I hope we can be like we used to be, although it will not be the same," continued Ayana chattering at length.
Bella was silent stiffly listening word by word out from the gap of Ayana's rancid lips. A shadow a few years back flashed in memory.
He realized that in his old school days, he really liked Ayana. However, behind it all, he also sometimes envies the intelligence he has.
Without saying a word, the soft-browed head lowered deeply. Drops of clear crystals soaked the hospital clothes.
Seeing that Ayana developed a sincere smile and not long after he went home.
After hearing the sound of the door closing, Bella looked up again. He looked to the side of the place where Ayana was standing.
"I do consider you a friend. The days we spent together were so beautiful and fun, but .. I envy seeing your life so smooth. Me-" Bella could not continue her words and cried so badly.
Ayana had just shifted the door of Bella's room while rubbing a trail of tears on her cheeks, as her head in hijab turned to the side of the soot bead was wide open.
He didn't know if someone had listened to him talk to Bella. He walked a few steps forward to make them face each other.
"Mas Zidan? Why is Mas still here? Weren't-"
Zidan immediately threw himself hugging Ayana tightly. He did not expect if all this time the wife had experienced a very heavy life journey.
Zidan who was about to tell Ayana to go to the company also discouraged the intention when arresting the two women's conversation.
He was silent outside the room listening carefully to the words that Ayana uttered. His heart ached when the wife revealed she had ever done an end to life.
He was devastated, totally devastated and self-blame knowing that at this time.
He wanted to apologize, but was afraid that Ayana would get angry again and swallow him back.
Zidan continued to give impulsive moves channeling regret in the mind.
"I'll make you happy, honey," he said later.
Ayana hid her red face in the chest of the field of the husband and then nodded slowly.
The night before, the couple was enjoying time together in a private room.
The two sat next to each other on the bed listening to the sound of the clock ticking.
Not long after, Zidan ducked to the left side opening the nightstand drawer. He took out a letter that had been lying there for a long time.
He stuck it out on Ayana making the wife look and look at a glance.
"Do you know what this letter is?" ask Zidan later.
Ayana nodded. "Our farewell letter and I have signed it here" he replied, pointing to his own signature.
"For that-" Zidan pulled back their farewell letter and tore it right in front of Ayana's eyes until it became a small piece.
"We don't need it anymore. I want to spend the rest of my life .. No. I wish we could get His jannah together. I love you, baby," she said.
Ayana was still silent to see what her husband had done just now. He was amazed at the action Zidan gave.
"Em, thank you so much." That's all Ayana can say.
She threw herself into the warm embrace of her husband. Zidan gasped and reciprocated the adoration no less tightly.
"Although there is no word of love that you give . I am sure you have received me very well. Thank you, dear," Zidan's mind noticed Ayana's white face stuck to her chest and gave a warm kiss on the top of her head.
"I can't say 'I love you' yet, but .. I realize this heart beat is only aimed at you. I don't know why .. I still can't reveal it anymore. Would Mas Zidan not be disappointed?" inward Ayana then looked up slowly watching the bead close tightly. "I'm sure Mas Zidan will wait" he continued.